This song is about an alcohol addict who feels constantly overwhelmed. One day, they remember they have to drive somewhere (after having drank) and their (incredible) friend calls and tells them that he can take them there. And BOOOM STUPID THOUGHTS ABOUT BEING A BURDEN.

I’ve got so much to do in my life
But I still drink wine as soon as I arrive
Yesterday I remembered I had a drive
Oh my, oh my

My friend called me up: “Don’t drink and drive
I’ll get you there in no time
It’s a big risk and I don’t advise
Rollin’ the dice”

I’ll never feel in paradise
Lonely, I cry
Together, I feel like a burden on others

I’ll never want an old lady to die
I would ask to help her out
If I wasn’t so shy

I never wanted my nightmares to freak me out at night
But I have no one to talk to
Yet I still say I’m alright

I’ll never want an old lady to die
I would ask to help her out
If I wasn’t so shy

I never wanted

My friend’ll never want me to die
And he helped me out ‘cause he’s not shy

But it’s my fault, I have no self control
He hates me, yeah, I just know

That makes sense right?