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Genre: Music
Date of upload: Oct 18, 2016 ^^
Rating : 4.949 (3,147/243,628 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-04-09T21:32:18.104476Z
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Yesterday I had enough with my father's verbal abuse. For years he has verbally abused my mother to the point she gets physically ill. It haunts me that I'm not an adult and I cannot take her away to a safer place. I'm currently coming up with a plan to not only help her, but to help me and my siblings. Verbal and emotional abuse is just as bad as domestic abuse...
Update: I still have not left yet as it is very difficult to leave. My house has secruity cameras and i have an app on my phone that tracks my location. But I have recorded and wrote down each incident so I know the frequency of the abuse. And I cannot believe the support y'all have given me! I'm getting stronger and stronger everyday! Stay safe y'all! đ
Update 2: I graduated Highschool and sadly I have to start my first year of college at home. I donât have a job nor a car so I canât go places. I have heard of things that are alarming to me so Iâm constantly on guard. I am okay and I will come up with something. It might take time, but I know God is watching me and going to lead me in the right path.
Update 3: Recently I got a job at my university and I am getting paid! Iâm so thankful to find a job that relates to my passions and eventually my dream career. For those who are still worried, I am okay, although staying at home. I also in a very healthy relationship and I go to therapy to help with what Iâm dealing with. Thank you all for looking after me. May the Lord be with you all! đđť
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Something I noticed: when she repeats parts like "exorcists can't save me now," the ring around the screen gets smaller the second time and the screen is completely dark the third time, and the fourth time shows her looking angry. This could possibly show that whatever situation she's in, she's still in and is finally lashing out and hurting people, including herself.
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Mom: We're going to McDonald's
7 year old me: AWESOME
goes to the dentist instead
Me: 3:12
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IMO this can also be seen as mental illness being the 'abuser'. Eg: Depression. Self hatred. Self hate. To me at least, that's what this song feels like. Depression and other mental illness cloud the mind. It speaks for you. It speaks lies to you and for you. It warps reality. You're constantly fighting it. Trying to exorcise it from your mind. "He's speaking - speaking for me. 'I'm a worthless human being.' " A line I've said so many times about myself.
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@ItsCreepP
6 years ago
Check out the new APIECEOFONION remix! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3ufkZ_3SLho
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