haha old song moment

no but i loved this song for a long while and i feel it shows how much i improve at telling people when i'm not feeling the greatest

i didn't do anything fancy with the vocals because i feel it doesn't need it

off topic but - i will probably sing 'overgrown garden' next because i promised a friend i would :0 so that's gonna be a thing

anyways , lyrics will probably be up soon if i don't forget about it

i hate myself
why can't i be anyone else
why can't i do just one thing right ?

my hair is a mess
and i'm so tired of this
got tears in my eyes
but i couldn't care less
i keep messing everything up
no matter how hard i try

i feel like i'm not good enough
i know you think i'm good enough
i still can't stop thinking that i'm not enough
i'm not good enough

i'm so sorry i couldn't talk
to you a lot today
but you're been on my mind all day
i don't understand why i'm like this
let my thoughts bully me
whenever there's silence

i'm so quiet
i can't make a peep
i'm too afraid i might say something idiotic

you're the only one who really understands
and these last few month have been so bad
but i guess that's my own fault.....
is it really my fault ??

sometimes i just want the wind
to blow me away
because i rather be far away
and i just can't wait
to get out of here
so i won't feel so helpless
but for now,, i just have to wait

and i can't tolerate myself anymore
my legs are shaking and sticking to the floor
and i'm always scared
because i'm afraid i might lose you
or myself

and i really don't wanna be here
but i guess i'll stay here for now

i feel like i'm not good enough
and i know that you think i'm great
but my self-confidence is draining
i wish i could stop thinking i'm not good enough
i'm sorry that i'm not enough
not good enough
i wish i was good enough

for you !! and everyone else

and everyone else

you and everyone else.

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