Video id : f1nwK4bm3a0
ImmersiveAmbientModecolor: #58429a (color 2)
Video Format : 18 (320p) openh264 (https://github.com/cisco/openh264) mp4a.40.2 | 44100Hz
Audio Format: ALAC lossless (https://github.com/macosforge/alac)
PokeTubeEncryptID: e6e5636af50eb42c6236b47db3670bb3e592c36176ed3e1188e6360be68c88c0c71cfa5a16d1303f390748f5e53a8dd3
Proxy : eu-proxy.poketube.fun - refresh the page to change the proxy location
Date : 1711656633727 - unknown on unknown
Mystery text : ZjFud0s0Ym0zYTAgaSAgbG92ICB1IGV1LXByb3h5LnBva2V0dWJlLmZ1bg==
143 : true

mad - young nights (demo)
 Lossless
94,089 Views ā€¢ Apr 14, 2020 ā€¢ Click to toggle off description
IT'S FINALLY OUT!!! what a crazy journey this has been for this little song I wrote a couple months ago on my uke. I wrote this because I felt stuck and empty towards the end of high school, feeling like the last four years were a lie. I felt like I didn't enjoy any of high school, nor did I have many fond memories that I would take with me to college, so the future was incredibly scary. I never went to prom, my friend group had dissipated, and I was mostly alone in my high school endeavors. Even though I had that "5.0 GPA" and was ready to leave for a prestigious university, I didn't know if it was all worth it. I would have never expected in a million years that this song would have blown up on tik tok and that so many people felt the exact same way! I am still in shock that this song reached so many of you guys. I wrote, recorded, produced the song all by myself in my bedroom that last couple of nights to give you guys this one. Enjoy this video of me dancing like a crackhead in my room at 3 AM. But in the very end, we just have to remember-- "let's live for now".

tik tok: @madsteaparty
instragram: @madsteaparty
spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/7ufYC...
apple music: music.apple.com/us/album/youn...

(fun fact: the beginning is actually the recording i made after i got rejected from Yale.)
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Lyrics:

I spent too many nights alone and staying awake
Was it worth it for that 5.0 GPA
Causeā€™ all my dreams are still unclear and so far away
Sometimes it feels like I just need to run away

I wish my life was like a cliche teen movie
I wish I crashed my car outside your friendā€™s party
I wish we watched the stars under the summer breeze
Is it too late? Too late to live out my dreams

Causeā€™ Iā€™m so tired and Iā€™m a mess
And I keep running from myself
These are the nights that keep us young
Weā€™re staying up late to pass the time

Iā€™m scared of the future, running from the past
Canā€™t live now itā€™s going too fast
One day Iā€™ll find where I belong
But for now, Iā€™ll write this song

Iā€™m so tired
Every night
Iā€™m on fire
But alive

Weā€™re still young
We got time
So for now, for now
Letā€™s live out our lives

I spent too many days trying to be what Iā€™m not
That I forgot all about the things I got
If this is life then maybe we should just get lost
Can we just drive until the world comes at a stop

I wish I left the people treating me like less
I wish I finally gathered that self-confidence
I wish we crashed the prom and danced like 96ā€™
Is it too late? Too late to have that movie kiss

Causeā€™ Iā€™m so tired and Iā€™m a mess
And I keep running from myself
These are the nights that keep us young
Weā€™re staying up late to pass the time

Iā€™m scared of the future, running from the past
Canā€™t live now itā€™s going too fast
One day Iā€™ll find where I belong
But for now, Iā€™ll write this song

Iā€™m so tired
Every night
Iā€™m on fire
But alive

Weā€™re still young
We got time
So for now, for now
Letā€™s live out our lives

So letā€™s live for now
So letā€™s live for now (x 4)

I wish my life was like a cliche teen movie
I wish I crashed my car outside your friendā€™s party
I wish we watched the stars under the summer breeze
Is it too late? To live out my dreams

Iā€™m so tired and Iā€™m a mess
And I keep running from myself
These are the nights that keep us young
Weā€™re staying up late to pass the time

Iā€™m scared of the future, running from the past
Canā€™t live now itā€™s going too fast
One day Iā€™ll find where I belong
But for now, Iā€™ll write this song

Iā€™m so tired
These nights
Iā€™m on fire
But alive

Weā€™re still young
We got time
So for now, for now
Letā€™s live out our lives
Metadata And Engagement

Views : 94,089
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Apr 14, 2020 ^^


Rating : 4.993 (9/4,844 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-02-11T07:51:56.751678Z
See in json
Tags
Connections
Nyo connections found on the description ;_; report a issue lol

no comments on this video (it may be disabled or theres just no comments lol or youtube did something that broke comments ;_;)