I love your singing and what you're singing. Felt too deeply in my soul. Honestly, one of my new favorite song! Wish you the best! Never felt so validated in my life than how I have by all of your music. You’re awesome, keep making beautiful, real, raw music. You’re my favorite. A little late but i've been listening to this song on repeat! I hope you put on spotify soon too ^_^ Essa música é perfeita AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA😍💖 I felt this 😭 This is my new favorite song this song is so amazing,, i can't breathe aaaaaaaa so anyways i first heard this on spotify and i was so amazed by the beat and the lyrics and i shared the song to all my friends,, they LOVED IT AKSJAKDJJD 😔✊💗 I literally can’t stop listening to this
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IT'S FINALLY OUT!!! what a crazy journey this has been for this little song I wrote a couple months ago on my uke. I wrote this because I felt stuck and empty towards the end of high school, feeling like the last four years were a lie. I felt like I didn't enjoy any of high school, nor did I have many fond memories that I would take with me to college, so the future was incredibly scary. I never went to prom, my friend group had dissipated, and I was mostly alone in my high school endeavors. Even though I had that "5.0 GPA" and was ready to leave for a prestigious university, I didn't know if it was all worth it. I would have never expected in a million years that this song would have blown up on tik tok and that so many people felt the exact same way! I am still in shock that this song reached so many of you guys. I wrote, recorded, produced the song all by myself in my bedroom that last couple of nights to give you guys this one. Enjoy this video of me dancing like a crackhead in my room at 3 AM. But in the very end, we just have to remember-- "let's live for now".

tik tok: @madsteaparty
instragram: @madsteaparty
spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/7ufYC...
apple music: music.apple.com/us/album/youn...

(fun fact: the beginning is actually the recording i made after i got rejected from Yale.)
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Lyrics:

I spent too many nights alone and staying awake
Was it worth it for that 5.0 GPA
Cause’ all my dreams are still unclear and so far away
Sometimes it feels like I just need to run away

I wish my life was like a cliche teen movie
I wish I crashed my car outside your friend’s party
I wish we watched the stars under the summer breeze
Is it too late? Too late to live out my dreams

Cause’ I’m so tired and I’m a mess
And I keep running from myself
These are the nights that keep us young
We’re staying up late to pass the time

I’m scared of the future, running from the past
Can’t live now it’s going too fast
One day I’ll find where I belong
But for now, I’ll write this song

I’m so tired
Every night
I’m on fire
But alive

We’re still young
We got time
So for now, for now
Let’s live out our lives

I spent too many days trying to be what I’m not
That I forgot all about the things I got
If this is life then maybe we should just get lost
Can we just drive until the world comes at a stop

I wish I left the people treating me like less
I wish I finally gathered that self-confidence
I wish we crashed the prom and danced like 96’
Is it too late? Too late to have that movie kiss

Cause’ I’m so tired and I’m a mess
And I keep running from myself
These are the nights that keep us young
We’re staying up late to pass the time

I’m scared of the future, running from the past
Can’t live now it’s going too fast
One day I’ll find where I belong
But for now, I’ll write this song

I’m so tired
Every night
I’m on fire
But alive

We’re still young
We got time
So for now, for now
Let’s live out our lives

So let’s live for now
So let’s live for now (x 4)

I wish my life was like a cliche teen movie
I wish I crashed my car outside your friend’s party
I wish we watched the stars under the summer breeze
Is it too late? To live out my dreams

I’m so tired and I’m a mess
And I keep running from myself
These are the nights that keep us young
We’re staying up late to pass the time

I’m scared of the future, running from the past
Can’t live now it’s going too fast
One day I’ll find where I belong
But for now, I’ll write this song

I’m so tired
These nights
I’m on fire
But alive

We’re still young
We got time
So for now, for now
Let’s live out our lives
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sleepyyant

2 years ago

I've been looking SO LONG for a song like this everyone makes it seem like highschool is so fun but in reality it isnt most of the time

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Pascal

2 years ago

What he’s doing in this mv is literally me during quarantine and I’m here for it love the song ❤️

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hunnywalnutshrimp

2 years ago

ive decided to migrate here after my 3rd mental breakdown. this makes me feel nostalgic

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Labiba Chowdhury

2 years ago

This is literally the cutest video and song ever !!!!!. I have this on repeat on my spotify man

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Katiana castror

2 years ago

omg,i was thinking that you were a famous singer,this song is so beautiful.Thanks for this song

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Larissa M.

2 years ago

Guys we are here before he's famous. We can be so thankful for that!! You're going to do something big. I can feel it. Wish you a wonderful life!
Love, Larissa.

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Grace

2 years ago

this is my new favorite song :)) youre gonna go big and i can say ive been here from the beginning

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tati tati

2 years ago

I've been playing this song so many times. It's just soooo good!! This artist deserves recognition for real.

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Say's Music

2 years ago

mad, every-time I put on this songs, it’s makes me happy, your voice is so soft. The lyrics makes me think of me and my friends back when I was from grade 6. I really wish if this song could blew up bc it’s as good as any song.🥺💕

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Henryiskindahere

2 years ago

Oh shit I'm living for your style

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Rory Aitken207

1 year ago

I’m sooo happy to say I was here to see his journey from becoming Just a singer to being a TikTok star ❤️💕🥰🥰live your music it make me feel happy 😃

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Account

2 years ago

This is amazing!! People are sleeping on this!

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Oneza Vhora

2 years ago

I love your singing and what you're singing. Felt too deeply in my soul.

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Sandy Perez

2 years ago

Honestly, one of my new favorite song! Wish you the best!

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Mykka Rukes

1 month ago

Never felt so validated in my life than how I have by all of your music. You’re awesome, keep making beautiful, real, raw music. You’re my favorite.

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— s a i

1 year ago

A little late but i've been listening to this song on repeat! I hope you put on spotify soon too ^_^

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Ana

2 years ago

Essa música é perfeita AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA😍💖

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Lost Droplets

2 years ago

I felt this 😭 This is my new favorite song

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Alaina Ruth

2 years ago

this song is so amazing,, i can't breathe aaaaaaaa so anyways i first heard this on spotify and i was so amazed by the beat and the lyrics and i shared the song to all my friends,, they LOVED IT AKSJAKDJJD 😔✊💗

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Mai Ly Nguyen-Luu

2 years ago

I literally can’t stop listening to this

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