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Date of upload: May 5, 2022 ^^
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This is basically my life so far (besides the pills) I have never cried and felt so connected to song besides this, I’ve had favorites in the past but this song hits differently and way harder than anything I’ve ever heard. That you BoywithUke, you just made my day and I can’t find any right words to express how I feel right now. I’ve already listened over 5 hours of this song on loop. Thank you. This song made me feel not alone in this life, it kinda gave me that meaningful confidence I needed in my life. Thank you once again BoywithUke.
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동영상
이미지
쇼핑
뉴스
도서
지도
항공편
금융
모든 필터
Understand
/
가사
Girl, 이해해줬으면 좋겠어
Girl, I hope you understand I
손을 잡고 싶었지만 그럴 수가 없어
Wanted to hold your hand, but I can't
그땐 너의 남자가 되고 싶었어
Wanted to be your man back then
그리고 당신은 내가 당신에게 반했다는 것을 알았지만 당신은
And you knew I fell for you, but you
방금 내 마음을 두 동강 냈어
Just broke my heart in two
나는 침대에서 슬프고 화가 났고 망가졌습니다
I was sad, mad, and broken on my bed
내 머릿속의 모든 목소리가 사라졌으면 좋겠어
Hoping I get rid of all the voices in my head
나는 아직 개발되지 않은 약 한 봉지를 개봉하고 있었습니다.
I was opening a packet of an undeveloped med
납으로 만든 총알 처방을 받았을 때
When I was met with a prescription of a bullet made of lead
그리고 한 시간 만에 내 땀 웅덩이 속에서 깨어났을 때
And when I woke up in an hour in a pool of my own sweat
나는 말했어요, "신에게 맹세코, 다시는 잠을 자려고 노력하지 않을 거예요."
I said, "I swear to God I'll never even try to sleep again"
그래서 대신 펜을 들고 증거를 쓰기 시작했어요
So instead I took my pen and started writing evidence
그리고 이해가 되기 시작했을 때 나는 끝에 도달했다는 것을 깨달았습니다.
And when I started making sense, I found that I had reached the end
아 속상하다 친구도 없고 내기할래 그냥 척하는 거야?
Oh, I'm upset, I have no friends, you wanna bet, you're just pretend?
당신은 글쓰기라는 틀 안에 갇힌 애완동물일 뿐이지, 그렇지 않습니다.
You're just a pet confined within the lines of writing, you're not -
내 사이코패스적 행동을 멈췄다고 생각했는데, 맹세컨대 그랬어요
I thought I stopped my psychopathic ways, I swear I did
내가 살았던 문제적 삶에 대해 사람들과 이야기했다고 했어
I said I talked to people 'bout the problematic life I lived
그들은 나의 이웃이었습니다.
They were my neighbors;
면도날과 다른 맛의 알약을 숨겼어
razor blades and different flavored pills I hid
그러므로 나는 확실히 마지막 지푸라기에 이르렀습니다
Therefore, I'm at surely my last straw
난 너무 지쳤어, 과거에 갇혀서 이렇게 말했어
I'm so gassed, stuck in the past, I said that
Girl, 이해해줬으면 좋겠어
Girl, I hope you understand I
손을 잡고 싶었지만 그럴 수가 없어
Wanted to hold your hand, but I can't
그땐 너의 남자가 되고 싶었어
Wanted to be your man back then
그리고 지금까지 나는 당신을 내 팔로 안아 본 적이 없습니다
And so far I never held you with my arms
그래서 당신과 함께 있지 않은 사람이 되는 것은 어렵다
So it's hard to be the one you aren't with
대신 불안이 가득하다.
Instead, filled with anxiety
항상 내 일부였지, 내가 그런 사람이 될 수는 없는 것 같아
Always was a part of me, guess I'm not cut out to be
누군가 내가 아니기 때문에, 난 그 모든 얘기들에 익숙하지 않거든
Somebody 'cause it's not me, I'm not used to all the talking
감정을 글로 승화시킨 내성적인 사람이었어
Was an introvert that had converted feelings into writing
내 모든 문제는 음표와 많은 운율을 사용하여 해결하곤 했어요
Used to cope with all my problems using notes and lots of rhyming
밤에 울게 될 때마다 더 나은 날이 오기를 바랐어요
Used to hope for better days whenever nights would have me crying
돌아가느니 차라리 죽고 싶다는 말이 거짓말이 아니다.
I'm not lying when I say that I would rather die than go back
사람들이 아는 그런 남자가 되려고 노력했던 그때로
To the times that I would try and be the guy the people know as
언제나 내 눈꺼풀 뒤에 숨어있는 악마들과 싸우고 있어
Always fighting with the demons hiding far behind my eyelids
폭력으로 가득한 섬, 내 머릿속에는 두 명의 조종사가 있었어
On an island full of violence, in my head I had two pilots
아, 태양은 빛나지 않고, 하늘은 회색으로 변해요
Oh, the sun don't shine, the skies turn gray
내 혈관을 타고 흐르는 게 느껴져
I feel it coursing through my veins
아까도 말했잖아 난 괜찮지 않아
I said before I'm not okay
하지만 어쨌든 넌 듣지 않지
But you don't listen anyway
내가 노력했다는 걸 알잖아, 넌 돌아섰지
You know I tried, you turned away
내 얼굴에 바로 거짓말을 했어
Straight out lied right to my face
너 - 내 인생이 내 하루를 망쳤어
You - my life, ruined my day
하지만 넌 모르니까 말해줄게
But you don't know, so I'll say
그 무엇도 이 침묵을 채울 수는 없어요
Nothing can fill this silence
그 누구도 나만큼 사랑할 수는 없어 (넌 모르니까 말할게)
No one can love like I did (you don't know, so I'll say)
아무도 신경 안 써, 넌 거짓말을 했어, 그건
Nobody cares, you lied, it's
공평하지 않아, 넌 아직도 부정하고 있어 (그래서 말할게)
Not fair, you still deny it (so I'll say)
그 무엇도 이 침묵을 채울 수는 없어요
Nothing can fill this silence
그 누구도 나만큼 사랑할 수는 없어 (넌 모르니까 말할게)
No one can love like I did (you don't know, so I'll say)
아무도 신경 안 써, 넌 거짓말을 했어, 그건
Nobody cares, you lied, it's
공평하지 않아, 넌 아직도 부정하고 있어 (그래서 말할게)
Not fair, you still deny it (so I'll say)
Girl, 이해해줬으면 좋겠어
Girl, I hope you understand I
손을 잡고 싶었지만 그럴 수가 없어
Wanted to hold your hand, but I can't
그땐 너의 남자가 되고 싶었어
Wanted to be your man back then
그리고 안타깝게도 내가 깨어날 수 없다는 걸 알아요
And too bad I know I can't wake up
왜냐면 난 살이 빠졌는데 당신은 나에 대해 전혀 관심을 두지 않거든요
Because I've lost my weight, and you don't give a - about me
이건 꿈일지도 몰라 네가 보는 걸 난 볼 수 없으니까 제발, oh
This could be a dream, I can't see the things that you see, so please, oh
Girl, 이해해줬으면 좋겠어
Girl, I hope you understand I
손을 잡고 싶었지만 그럴 수가 없어
Wanted to hold your hand, but I can't
그땐 너의 남자가 되고 싶었어
Wanted to be your man back then
그리고 당신은 알고 있었고 함께 놀았습니다.
And you had known and played along, you
내 집이었어, 난 너에게 노래를 썼어
Were my home, I wrote you songs
이제 넌 나한테 죽었어, 사실상
Now you're dead to me, effectively
내 꿈 밖에서 너를 떼어냈어
Removed yourself outside my dreams
소스: Musixmatch
작사: Boywithuke
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Lyrics
Girl, I hope you understand I
Wanted to hold your hand, but I can't
Wanted to be your man back then
And you knew I fell for you, but you
Just broke my heart in two
I was sad, mad, and broken on my bed
Hoping I get rid of all the voices in my head
I was opening a packet of an undeveloped med
When I was met with a prescription of a bullet made of lead
And when I woke up in an hour in a pool of my own sweat
I said, "I swear to God I'll never even try to sleep again"
So instead I took my pen and started writing evidence
And when I started making sense, I found that I had reached the end
Oh, I'm upset, I have no friends, you wanna bet, you're just pretend?
You're just a pet confined within the lines of writing, you're not -
I thought I stopped my psychopathic ways, I swear I did
I said I talked to people 'bout the problematic life I lived
They were my neighbors; razor blades and different flavored pills I hid
Therefore, I'm at surely my last straw
I'm so gassed, stuck in the past, I said that
Girl, I hope you understand I
Wanted to hold your hand, but I can't
Wanted to be your man back then
And so far I never held you with my arms
So it's hard to be the one you aren't with
Instead, filled with anxiety
Always was a part of me, guess I'm not cut out to be
Somebody 'cause it's not me, I'm not used to all the talking
Was an introvert that had converted feelings into writing
Used to cope with all my problems using notes and lots of rhyming
Used to hope for better days whenever nights would have me crying
I'm not lying when I say that I would rather die than go back
To the times that I would try and be the guy the people know as
Always fighting with the demons hiding far behind my eyelids
On an island full of violence, in my head I had two pilots
Oh, the sun don't shine, the skies turn gray
I feel it coursing through my veins
I said before I'm not okay
But you don't listen anyway
You know I tried, you turned away
Straight out lied right to my face
You - my life, ruined my day
But you don't know, so I'll say
Nothing can fill this silence
No one can love like I did (you don't know, so I'll say)
Nobody cares, you lied, it's
Not fair, you still deny it (so I'll say)
Nothing can fill this silence
No one can love like I did (you don't know, so I'll say)
Nobody cares, you lied, it's
Not fair, you still deny it (so I'll say)
Girl, I hope you understand I
Wanted to hold your hand, but I can't
Wanted to be your man back then
And too bad I know I can't wake up
Because I've lost my weight, and you don't give a - about me
This could be a dream, I can't see the things that you see, so please, oh
Girl, I hope you understand I
Wanted to hold your hand, but I can't
Wanted to be your man back then
And you had known and played along, you
Were my home, I wrote you songs
Now you're dead to me, effectively
Removed yourself outside my dreams
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@bisbee.the.furry_1635
5 months ago
Boywithuke has the most relatable songs ever, his songs has helped me thus my many endless battles with depression, anxiety, and even my fights thru sh recovery I respect and love this man's music sm and I don't think anything will change that
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