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Producer:    / @thatboineco5095  

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Playlist:    • Household Studio  

Lyrics:
I've been so lost now I feel so dead, X4

I've been so lost now I feel so dead,
All these suicidal thoughts come rushing through my head
I've been so lost now I feel so dead,
I'd rather be alone instead of living with this dread,
I've been so lost now I feel so dead,
Sick of getting medication so my demons can be fed,
I've been so lost now I feel so dead,
Sick and tired of these rappers dying God just make amends,

Never really listened to that genre,
Never really was a fan but treated his hit songs with honour, lucid dreams, girls are the same made his breakthrough night and day get up out the water, its burning you for the sins that everybody else was running from,

And man that Juice Wrld was so young he showed the world his passion, when he rapped about the things that urked him right until his passing, and the message that he sent whenever he was out there cashing all the cheques he gained respect and made a step, feature with em? check.

Xxxtentacion I never liked the guy but I can recognize his music hit the crowd more than most other guys, his impact on the youth that I could see with my own eyes made that whole year a tragedy and I could clearly see why,

This all started back when Lil Peep OD'd at 21, I disregarded all the mourning thought all these people were dumb, and yet as I grew woke up one morning knowing I'm the dunce, whether you love or hate these guys their music changed more lives than world war one

I've been so lost now I feel so dead,
All these suicidal thoughts come rushing through my head
I've been so lost now I feel so dead,
I'd rather be alone instead of living with this dread,
I've been so lost now I feel so dead,
Sick of getting medication so my demons can be fed,
I've been so lost now I feel so dead,
Sick and tired of these rappers dying God just make amends,

This generations cursed to see a hearse, it feels like every single day another rapper hits the dirt, before they make the change they wanted dying way too young it hurts I worry someday if I make it I'm the next one to disperse cause all it seems like if you kill it life will kill you for it first, we never get the chance to grow old this world shows us no remorse, I worry if I had a show, and had all these lines to rehearse that I wont make it to the stage without crossing this plane of earth I've been so hurt

I've been so lost now I feel so dead,
All these suicidal thoughts come rushing through my head
I've been so lost now I feel so dead,
I'd rather be alone instead of living with this dread,
I've been so lost now I feel so dead,
Sick of getting medication so my demons can be fed,
I've been so lost now I feel so dead,
Sick and tired of these rappers dying God just make amends,