Views : 736,155
Genre: Music
Date of upload: May 29, 2018 ^^
Rating : 4.971 (148/20,549 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-03-12T05:12:55.901837Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
This song speaks to me at such an emotional level. I was sexually assaulted, and this song sounds just like what it is like. When you say something, no one believes you, when people believe you, people doubt you. Itās hard to talk about, and I canāt change the past as much as I wish I could. Thank you for making a song so emotional, it means a lot to not only to me, but many.
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LYRICS
I'm so tired
I have to tame my mind
Before I get too frustrated
Canāt go back in time
To change in someoneās eyes
That I was not something to play with
Try not to talk about it
Iām too mad, Iām too late, Iām too gentle
Itās too hard to explain, Iām not helpful
Itās my body
And Iām trying to
Hate you
āCause I want to
Itās my body
And Iām trying to
While everybody loves you
Itās my body
And Iām trying to
Forgive you
I donāt want to
Itās my body
And it hates you
Why does everybody love you
Sometimes I close my eyes
I miss the dancing lights
When it feels too wild for breathing
I canāt sleep at night
Unless I start to lie
And believe it like a story
(Oh no)
Try not to think about it
So insane
Iām so used to my nightmares
Itās okay ātil itās not and Iām back there
(no no)
Itās my body
And Iām trying to
Hate you
āCause I want to
Itās my body
And Iām trying to
While everybody loves you
Itās my body
And Iām trying to
Forgive you
I donāt want to
Itās my body
And it hates you
Why does everybody love you
Why does everybody love you
They donāt know enough about you
Do they know that I regret you
Do they know I shouldnāt have to
Why does everybody love you
They donāt know enough about you
Do they know that I regret you
Do they know I shouldnāt have to
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While I know this song is about S.A., I like how you can also apply to anyone who is grappling with any kind of inner demons whether physical, emotional, or spiritual. It gives a song for people who have been scarred by SA, and also helps include all of us as one big support group cuz the world is just a fucking hard place and there are demons of all kind who just try to destroy you in and out
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I am a male and Iāve never experienced anything related to sexual assault or harassment, but I feel the power and emotion to this song; I think this song is amazing and meaningful. Itās sad seeing women write about their stories and it upsets me that women are being assaulted. My love and support goes out to the strong and lovely women whom are recovering from their experiences.
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Thank you for this song. It really captures my experience and a lot of other peopleās experiences with SA. It makes me so so sick and angry watching my own friends hang out with the guy who sexually assaulted me repeatedly for years. Itās exhausting not being believed, especially when you and the abuser share the same friend group. I didnāt realize how disgustingly two-faced abusers can be and how easily people fall for it. Sending love to everyone who has experienced something similar.
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this song can hold different meanings for different people, but for me, it describes how it feels to be a victim of sexual assault and itās helped me cope with it a lot.
itās my body and iām trying to forgive you, i donāt want to. itās my body and it hates you. why does everybody love you?
i canāt sleep at night, unless i start to lie and believe it like a story. try not to think about it so insane, iām so used to my nightmares. itās okay til itās not and iām back there
this song really hits home...
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This song...this song has helped me through so much. After finally getting out of my abusive relationship, this song played on repeat for weeks. There are just no words to describe how much this song healed me and helped me grow. I still get so emotional and think about my relationship and how so many people would dismiss my feelings and what was happening behind closed doors. What was happening to me. Charlotte, I don't know what created this master piece but just know that it has touched the broken parts of so many people. I am sorry you went through whatever created this song and I hope it is no longer bothering you. Thank you for your strength to share a piece like this. You've let me relate and feel my feelings which everyone kept telling me were wrong. Thank you so much. I am stronger because of you.
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I recently came across this song and it hit me hard.
I was in a sexually abusive relationship for a year and I canāt bring myself to hate this individual even though I should. But I canāt forgive her for the pain sheās caused me.
My body doesnāt feel my own. Iām faced with the flashbacks, nightmares, intrusive thoughts of her abuse. Her words filling head. But every time I reach out to someone in regards to my nightmares my response is always āIām used to themā. Theyāve been all Iāve known for the past four years, itās almost like routine to me.
When I ended the relationship, she wasnāt too pleased and it led to harassment. Every one favoured her side, she was someone people admired and loved and every time, they all believed her words over mine. But little did they know of the person she really was.
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I got sexually abused as kid by someone in my family. This song describes so well the mess that is to hate someone that you supposed to adore, because has your own blood, because suppost to protect you, especially when everybody loves him. For the ones that still healing, you will get there and realize your own truth is all the matters.
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@river311
5 years ago
So i accidentally went by this song on Spotify and i swear to god i fell in love with it. Its a perfect explanation for my situation
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