@Justyournotsoaverageguy

1 month ago

Thank you for these playlists they help me get through alot of shit (please read whole thing it's worth it) You see I'm only 14 and life hasn't exactly been my biggest fan kinda makes me it's bitch, for the longest time ever I always wanted a girlfriend I feel so lonely in this world and I do make lots of female friends but I'm more just their "guy best friend" and most of them I can't see that way too but a few months ago I met the girl of my dreams I'm super into Spiderman and all of that superhero stuff we had so many common interests I liked her alot and she said she liked me too but she was waiting on someone so I was devastated stopped talking to her for awhile (it's here I should mention this is online vr (vrchat to be specific) and I get it it's weird but I felt at home there) anyway one day I was feeling extra down so to repress I hopped on she invited me and I join about an hour passes and she tells me how she broke up with that guy because he used her to get with someone else and she asked if I still liked her I went quiet for a moment and realised holy shit this is actually happening I said yes and like that I got my first girlfriend everything was great for a good day or two until I noticed some weird actions from her like cuddling up to her guy bestfriend and stuff like that I was super worried and took it up with my bestie who is also female I'll call her flower I talked to her about this and we decided it's odd but I want to trust her 5 days later I got completely blocked on all platforms by her and asked a mutual to ask what happened "apparently" her mom saw she started online dating and whooped her for it and told her not to online date that exact same day she got a new "irl" boyfriend but that's definitely the biggest lie ever if I had common sense if say that I was being used so she could get back with that other guy I've since learnt if someone truly loves you you are first not second.

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