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3,456,105 Views ā¢ Premiered Apr 7, 2022 ā¢ Click to toggle off description
Listen here: song.link/us/i/1617166698
PSST if you're seeing this, I'm on tour in April 2024! Tickets: maddsbuckley.com/pages/tour
Inspired by Dabi from Kohei Horikoshiās āMy Hero Academiaā
Credits to these wonderful people :)
Production/Recording/Mastering Engineer: Josh Sebek joshsebek.com/
Assistant/Mixing Engineer: Gustavo Lima www.instagram.com/glimaglima/?hl=en
Written and performed by Madds Buckley
Acoustic/Electric Guitar: Mike Petillo www.instagram.com/mikepetillo
Bass: Kari Estes www.instagram.com/karithebassist/
Piano/Wurlitzer/Tandem Organ: Carrick McCullough www.instagram.com/carrickmcc/?hl=en
Drums: Noah Benson www.instagram.com/noa_benson/
Video by @randycheeseburg
Artwork by @orbitalmoonrat
Lyrics:
Oh Brother of mine
Itās been a long long time
Since Iāve seen my face in your eyes
Oh Brother, Iāve returned
To my burn scars of birth
Charcoal and iron brought me back
And I left you alone
In a house, not a home
And I watched the burning grow
As my hair filled with gray
From the ashes that fell
The mountains I knew so well
Burned with Hellfire in the blue light of midnight
Brother, I watched the sky burn
And all I learned was
Smoke fills the lungs like a disease
Brother, I see
You burn like me
The singes on our skin like a brand
Brother, I confess
There is little of me left
That could care about dousing the wildfire
And I left you alone
In a house, not a home
And I watched the burning grow
As my hair filled with gray
From the ashes that fell
The mountains I knew so well
Burned with Hellfire in the blue light of midnight
Brother I watched the sky burn
And all I learned was
Smoke fills the lungs like a disease
Brother did you know
You could just strike a match
Hear him scream my name one last time
Brother, I am home
In the fires of our youth
I could care less if it hurts you anymore
And I left you alone
In a house, not a home
And I watched the burning grow
As my hair filled with gray
From the ashes that fall
The mountains I knew so well
Burned with Hellfire in the blue light of midnight
Brother I watched the sky burn
And all I learned was
Smoke fills the lungs like a disease
Views : 3,456,105
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Premiered Apr 7, 2022 ^^
Rating : 4.945 (664/47,479 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2024-05-14T15:37:28.393141Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
been bawling with this on repeat back at spotify bc if u change it to āYou left me alone in a house not a homeā and suddenly its the anthem for little siblings left in an abusive household by their older siblings who finally turned 18 and ran for freedom.. and the older sibling comes back for them only for the younger sibling to have already been traumatized beyond repair.. how bittersweet
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Most Dabi songs are angry and filled with hate. This one is much more human. Iām in love with it
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THis hits when you consider this a song to the inner teenager or child you left behind to survive.
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āThere is Little of me let that could care about dousing the wildfireā this hits so hard. For me, itās knowing your actions are incorrect, and yet continuing to go on. You know you need to stop to control the situation, fix things, but instead you continue on, because there is nothing stopping you. You lose the part of you that cares, and push through it.
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this song is in perfect timing with the rest of dabi backstory in chapter 350. I'm listening to this on loop to recover from that emotional rollercoster.
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I love that for people that are into My Hero they get feels
But also people that aren't still get feels
Some of the best fan songs are the ones that can have meaning without the context of the original material
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"Brother did you know? You could just strike a match, Hear him scream my name one last time" is the most heartbreaking for me, its that concept where a parent says all of their kids names before getting the right one, and its so human and mundane, but then you add in that his other kid has been disowned, and in this scenario shoto is only striking the match to get his father to confront his brother's existence.
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Thereās something nostalgic about this song and I canāt place my finger on why
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i love how this song perfectly explain the feeling of leaving a younger sibling in an abusive/toxic household and having to get past the guilt that comes along with it.
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I really can't wait for this one; I saw the one-minute version on TikTok and fell head over heels for it. This is going to be amazing!!
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This is absolutely gut-wrenching. I've heard other dabi songs, and almost all of them are loud, violent, and angry. Not that that doesn't fit with his character, but the feel I got from the song made it seem like it was Touya singing instead; a betrayed, heartbroken young man who has let go of the few scraps of his old self that remain, and has made peace with the fact that things can never go back to how they used to be.
Overall, this is gorgeous. I don't know what else to say.
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Being the first daughter who has a younger brother in an abusive household
This really hit hard
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im actually sobbing rihgt now. like not kidding SOBBING. the electric guitar is gorgeous, the chorus is so magical. Madds you completely outdid yourself this time and I'm incredibly proud of you and everyone who worked with you on this song. I wish nothing but the absolute best for you and congrats on the song drop.
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Growing up in an abusive house, the oldest of three who was forced out at seventeen, this hits severely close to home.
My sister was the favorite, my brother and me were targeted most. And when I tell you, I did all I could to keep that attention on me, keep them with the least amount of trauma possible, I did. He's sixteen now. He's smart. He's flourishing. He's headstrong. He smiles, so much more than he did almost three years ago.
I'm home, I don't have the same relationship with him as I used to. But that man is gone from our lives.
If mom had never left that man, I had full intention to give them both an escape when I could.
This hits so hard, being what we went through. And I had a period where I was so lost and confused, where I hated everyone more than anything.
Yeah. I have gone through therapy. But the "I left you alone in a house not a home." made me share.
I'm happy that he smiles now.
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I've never watched/read My Hero Academia, this just came up in my recommended and I'm so glad it did. This song is incredible!!! It made me really want to try and write a story around it which has never happened to me before
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I am taking an ASL (American Sign Language) class and for our end of the year project, I have to chose a song to sign to. I chose this song! The guitar is so pretty, the singing is beautiful, and the LYRICS are AMAZING! It gets me in my feels every single time. I already knew most of the signs needed to follow along to this song as well, and I am coming close to being able to sign it fluently! Yay! Beautiful song. I saved it on Spotify as soon as I saw this video XD
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After seeing the manga leaks for this week, I simply cannot listen to this without sobbing.
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As an older sibling, I feel this resonate in my soul. I want to ball up and cry and hug all my younger siblings..
Keep on making amazing songsā¤ļøā¤ļø
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As an older sibling who left their younger brothers in a broken, mentally abusive home, in order to take care of myself, but now I come back to the home, and the place is a disaster, this song hits home.
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@RaeRuthless
7 months ago
The fact that this song is about an anime and not about a real older sibling who left home to find their happiness, leaving their younger siblings to survive their parents, absolutely astounds me.
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