Are you an ex people pleaser who is hated by everyone now? Well I am

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lyrics:
v1- spent a couple minutes crying, trying to make sense of my mind
dying when i wake up
scared for my life, feel like i wasted last night
tired but i never give up
whispers ruining my quiet, of everything i'm not like
why do i still want validation?
nightmares of who i was haunt me all the time
i'm scared of losing myself again

chorus- i don't wanna be loved by everyone
i tried but i became someone lost in this stupid world
i just don't wanna be hated by myself
it's the worst feeling i've ever felt

v2- spent a couple years crying, trying to not want to die
oh i deserve better
than their fake laughs and smiles, held my hand so tight
i would always have to adjust
be smaller so they could rise, bring me down so they could climb
reach the gates of heaven
they made me scared of light 'cause i glowed in the darkest nights
made me scared of who i am

chorus

bridge- never let me live my life, be myself or realize
i never needed your love
you so desperately tried to love yourself from my eyes
you couldn't love your own self

chorus x2