Views : 691,412
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Premiered Jul 23, 2021 ^^
Rating : 4.961 (224/22,501 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-04-09T21:19:37.334942Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
It's safe to say that I am obsessed.
This is going into my "Sadistic Villain with a God Complex" playlist.
But in all seriousness, this song is definitely a bop, but its also so freaking deep. The idea that you can't even trust your own mind. The intrusive thoughts that make you feel fucked up. The self sabotage that always gets in the way of your happiness. I've struggled with intrusive thoughts and self sabotage for awhile, and it always scares the hell out of me. And there's always that small part of my brain that's like "just give in." Despite the fact that I know I don't want to and I'm not going to.
But still... What if I did? Does that invalidate how far I've come? Why would it?
Ok, I'm done with the existential dread. Time to feeling like I'm mercilessly beheading my enemies with a smile on my face.
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My favorite part of the hole song is towards the end 🖤 Those lyrics
Screaming into the void
My empathy's been destroyed
Tryna find a way back
Seeking some kind of peace
A little sense of relief
Just tryna find what I need
I'm begging mercy
Is there any good inside of me?
Losing sense of my morality
She's getting thirsty
My killer curiosity
My boredom with my own reality
I'm scaring me
So many casualties
Straight to my demise
Setting fire with my little white lies
I'm scaring me
It's unsettling to be this far from myself
Don't want to hurt anyone else
Is there any good inside of me?
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@KiNGMALA
2 years ago
LYRICS!!! I’ve been getting so tired Starting so many fires I always find a way to burn Now im begging for mercy From everyone that I've wronged I’ve done more harm than i thought These habits kill my intention My constant need for attention Ruins the party once again Now I'm searching for mercy I wanna fix what I've done I wanna learn how to get along Im begging mercy Is there any good inside of me? Losing sense of my morality She's getting thirsty My killer curiosity My boredom with my own reality Can't help but hate that side of me Screaming into the void My empathy been destroyed Tryna find a way back Seeking some kind of peace A little sense of relief Just tryna find what I need Im begging mercy Is there any good inside of me? Losing sense of my morality She's getting thirsty My killer curiosity My boredom with my own reality I’m scaring me So many casualties Straight to my demise Setting fire with my little white lies I’m scaring me Its unsettling To be so far from myself Don’t wanna hurt anyone else Is there any good inside of me? Is there any good inside of me?
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