@dreamingofstars

7 months ago

i may have made a draft for a stacy song… should i make a full one…. my idea is for stacy to slowly go insane during the song, the beginning before ‘just me, stacy, eternally baby’ will be slow, and when she says ‘cheer team, prom queen’ the tempo will increase drastically. here it is! i call it, ‘just me, stacy’ too many at once wanna get unbuttoned too many people at once all at my house. hanging out with me for one too many reasons. not one of them involve i know i should forgive them, they were just sneakin but how can i be so sure they wont try it again? i think this all should just stay unwritten. but if its written in the stars, reaching all the mars, can we really think that its just on you? cause. nothing could have prepared me for such a heartache nothing could have told me i was wrong, but. nothing could have had me thinking ‘how’d i get here?’ grinning ear to ear, no, none of that i fear . what are you doing here? no causes its just me, stacy, eternally, baby. watching from the sidelines, just waiting for my time i can wait a little longer, right? Cheer Team, Prom Queen. How easy it is to be me hm? But little do you know, friend, all my friends are pretend, sneaking out at three am, pretending not to see them. Acting sane is such a chore. Three weeks later. I found out my best friend Sai, was hanging with another guy, i guess the bars so low they could be my blood. But in privacy, i can see the truth.

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