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Genre: Music
Date of upload: Jul 11, 2018 ^^
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"I fell in love with a war" never represented me and my abuser so much. She abused me in a lot of ways, but in the end, she was the only one who understood me and wanted me, and cared about me. No one ever cared so much as her. And now that is over, I miss the good times and try to forget the bad she did to me.
It indeed left a pearl in my head.
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Wow. She always has this thought in her head that the person she's with with hurt her or wants to leave her. It seems like her or the character she's playing was in an abusive relationship and she can't let her guard down still because she's so afraid it will happen again. She plays it over and over in her head and basks in the trauma. Huh. She really gets us.
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[Verse 1]
You're growing tired of me
You love me so hard and I still can't sleep
You're growing tired of me
And all the things I don't talk about
[Pre-Chorus]
Sorry I don't want your touch
It's not that I don't want you
Sorry I can't take your touch
[Chorus]
It's just that I fell in love with a war
Nobody told me it ended
And it left a pearl in my head
And I roll it around
Every night, just to watch it glow
Every night, baby, that's where I go
[Pre-Chorus]
Sorry I don't want your touch
It's not that I don't want you
Sorry I can't take your touch
[Bridge]
There's a hole that you fill
You fill, you fill
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Is no one gonna acknowledge how ethereal and beautiful the âOoooohâ at 1:40 sounds? Could literally listen to this song on repeat for a week straight â¤
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I love how relatable this song is for so many people for many different reasons, for me personally it's how it feels to have a healthy relationship with PTSD, I feel guilty for my triggers and when it affects my bf when I can't even be touched and he just wants to hold me, there's things I can't talk about yet that he wishes he could take away from me, but it's not his fault I'm this way
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This song makes me think of two thingsâŚ
1. Abusive relationships/Abandonment trauma.
2. Oddly enough? It makes me think of miscarriages. Going through the emotion of loss, then mental breakdowns, the withdrawals of affection. And the Pearl signifies the dream of having that child. But the song is a vague explanation to their partner. Even though their partner is there for them, the loss is too much. @1:11 I can see someone just losing it entirely. Entirely justified, but entirely destructive. Keeping a dream in mind knowing itâs not really there with them.
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This song describes one of the few terrible things I have experienced perfectly. I grew up in something that I suppose was an abusive household. My parents were at constant "war", always being mad at eachother and talking shit about the other parent to me. I had a messed up idea of what love is for pretty much my whole life. I'm still a minor and forced to hear them talk shit about each other, but recently they split, so at least I don't have to listen to their fights. I relate the "war" in this song to the relationship between my parents - terrible, fucks you up, uncomfortable to even be around.
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@viannavidyadevi4694
1 year ago
When I was a kid between the ages of 9 or 11 I "fell in love" with a 20 year old man who groomed me, he would call me 'bunny' or 'doll' and also 'kit' when he learned that my favorite animal was cats. I loved those nicknames, and I wish I could just read romance stories with those pet names without feeling like I'm gonna be on the verge of tears or even get a panic attack. This song represents these kinds of situations so good, "I fell in love with a war" representing the abuser and "Nobody told me it ended" when that abuser finally leaves you alone as you grow up but you still have those sparks inside you, the feeling of finally being loved being so good that you would let disgusting people ruin your supposedly sweet childhood. This song literally saved me, it let me cry my heart out when nobody else would.
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