i promise im trying by cavetown but you’re on a sad bus ride home while it’s raining. you’re doing all you can to swallow your tears until you get home, but it’s not really working.
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its been a week since everything happened.
what even happened?
i just want to make things right for us.
not just for me, not just for you- but for us.
i just want things to be okay again.
im so lost.
im so heartbroken.
i can’t stand this silence and misery.
after everything, you’re giving up on me now?
why now?
i need you.
did the ball mean nothing?
did all those nights at my house mean nothing?
did the game mean nothing?
did those movie dates mean nothing?
did i mean nothing to you?
what about all those late night conversations?
did those mean nothing to you?
why did you have to break my heart?
is this really fair?
im waiting on texts ill never get, right?
you’re never going to text me again, are you?
i can’t bring myself to delete everything.
i can’t bring myself to delete your contact.
i can’t bring myself to stop loving you.
i love you more than you’ll ever now.
this is so terribly painful and you don’t seem to care.
when did you stop loving me?
when did you stop caring?
why?
please come back to me. please don’t leave me.
i promise im trying.