3 months ago

Wow there is a copy of a letter I warned the doctor that my husband is suicidal on his 6 different antidepressants that supposed was supposed to help him with his chronic pancreatitis at the cornors office. I don’t even know why he was taking them. His chronic pancreatitis was physical pain. I guess the doctors did not want to deal with the physical pain so the doctor said here this will make you happy. Definitely a WTF movement. I was flabbergasted. Then David my deceased husband shot himself in the head in our garage. Found him. What a WTF moment. Had to call 911. Informed them not to put siren on as he was definitely dead. No question about it! Bloody mess. 2 kids sleeping upstairs. Good thing they played all night as I told them to go to bed approximately 3 in the morning as I had to go to work. Police did not put on sirens as I did not want the kids traumatized. I informed the police no neighbors as I did not want the kids to see. They respected that- I have to give them that one. After they interviewed me they took David’s dead body away to be autopsy which I don’t understand- He shot himself in head. No brainer. That doesn’t no brainer sound to good but oh well we will use it. WTH. The hardest part was not finding David or cleaning up the bloody mess was telling my son his father shot himself in the head. That was the hardest part. So I thought. Jesus Christ it feels like yesterday. Well that’s life. Then the stupid medical profession wanted me to take those stupid antidepressants which I did not want or need. I was informed from the doctors that they thought I was going to kill my son or myself which was definitely a WTF moment. I think they did not know how to handle the situation. They the doctors caused me more stressed out as single mother who wanted to stay put in my House and garage. My son was in the top ten percent of his advanced classes in high school. All advanced placement classes. Hmmm. A couple years later I guess I had a panic attack and was hospitalized. I was informed that if I did not take their 4 drug’s I would be sent to crisis center which was a joke because I was working and not in crisis- a simple panic attack which amounted to multiple panic attacks as there the doctors could not handle. Crisis center told me that the Doctors were trying to play God . Definitely added morel stress to me. Wow navigate through the Health System where I live is not to good . Afterwards I took my son and had him walk and run 3 mile course at the park. That was good for letting steam off. My son handled the entire situation very well with out drugs. The medical profession wanted cut open my son’s heart and do a procedure called heart ablation which he did not need. I got a second opinion operation and the cardiologist said my son did not need the procedure. A WTF moment again. What is wrong with our Medical 👩‍🏫 Professionals? More stress! Wow! I could go on but I was up all night and I am tired. I hope 🤞 you guys can fix the medical 🏥 professionals how to navigate the situation. That is my experience with mental healthcare. David had weird symptoms on Antidepressants. My son graduated with honors at college of engineering. He is independent- has job security- My son does not drink alcohol or smoke. He is definitely a success. Moral of the story don’t let authoritarian people to rule over you. I am successfully retired. Work hard. Play hard. David Guetta. P.S. My son and I do not take any medications only over the counter.

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