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To whoever reads this,
i love you
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love you even if you have insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love you even if you have failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you on you even on sad days
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i love you on the days you feel motivated
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i love you on the days you feel hopeful
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i love you on the days you feel aggressive
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i love you when you're healthy
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i love your heart
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i love you at 3 am
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i love the little things you do
i love all of you
i love you when you're you
i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
From the stranger on the internet who loves you :)
(Not mine but please spread it around, everyone deserves even just a little bit of love.) <3 you are loved
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The first song tells me it’s gonna be good
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love how this playlist starts off with sadder songs and then ends with a sweeter/happier toned one <3
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1. “If you’ve been up all night and cried till you have no more tears left in you – you will know that there comes in the end a sort of quietness. You feel as if nothing is ever going to happen again.” – C.S. Lewis
“You are allowed to feel messed up and inside out. It doesn’t mean you’re defective – it just means you’re human.” – David Mitchell
“I wish people could understand that the brain is the most important organ of our body. Just because you can’t see mental illness like you could see a broken bone, doesn’t mean it’s not as detrimental or devastating to a family or an individual.” – Demi Lovato
“She’s battling things her smile will never tell you about.” – Jonny Ox
“People cry, not because they’re weak. It’s because they’ve been strong too long.” – Johnny Depp
“I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy. Because they know what it’s like to feel absolutely worthless and they don’t want anybody else to feel like that.” – Robin Williams
“What we don’t need in the midst of struggle is shame for being human.” – Brene Brown
“Sometimes, all you can do is lie in bed, and hope to fall asleep before you fall apart.” – William C. Hannan
“People in therapy are often in therapy to deal with the people in their lives who won’t go to therapy.” – Unknown
“Never give up on someone with a mental illness. When “I’ is replaced by “we,” illness becomes wellness.” – Shannon L. Alder
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I just wanna say that I used to listen to playlists like this and sad songs all the time when I was like 12-17. I was really depressed, I had really bad anxiety and an ED as well as being alone in it. I had a bad family life, bad friends, I hated school and had nobody to talk to about it. I just want everyone in this comment section and going through that kind of stuff to know it gets better. I'm 18 now, I graduated high school last year and I'm finally happy. My life isn't perfect but I got out of some bad environments (school, family life changed as well) and I worked really hard to prioritise my happiness even if it made the people around me unhappy. When I was 12 I thought I would die before I turned 13 and for a long time, I didn't believe there was anything for me in the world. I want you all to know that that isn't true. I want you to know that there is love, even when you can't see it or feel it. I promise you it's there and one day you'll look back and be so grateful you stayed because coming out the other side is so beautiful. I see love in the trees and the grass, in the way the flowers bloom and in the ocean. I see it in strangers walking past me holding hands or laughing together, and in kids playing. I know it's hard to believe now, trust me I do. I know that you probably haven't felt anything other than depressed or numb for a long time so you think that that's all there is but there is more. There's that quote from Richard Kadrey, “When you're born in a burning house, you think the whole world is on fire. But it's not.”. Try to remember that you may have been born into chaos but that won't be your whole life. You will find yourself and your people. There is no one purpose or one key to life, it's only important to live and to love. And to take your time in both of those things. You are often shaped by your experiences and your environment but that is not all you are. You know that deep down and I hope you hold onto those little bits of light and hope until one day you realise you're okay. That you made it. Anyway, this is just me, a random stranger who was once feeling exactly how you are now, telling you that I believe in you. I promise you that there is love out there for you. I promise it's already all around you. If surviving is all you can do then just survive and survive and survive until you realise you've survived and that surviving turns to living. Keep going, this won't be the end of your story.
* And I want to add that when I say love I don't just mean romantic love or a relationship. Sometimes it's purely platonic friendships. Sometimes it's lots of friends and others it's just one or two like me. Sometimes it's seeing the love in the natural world, in the trees and the ocean and the stars and the sky. That's where I found love, that's part of what saved me. Sometimes it's in the music, it's knowing someone else feels this way too. It's in knowing you're not alone. What I'm saying is find your definition of love, find what gets you through. Sending love always :)
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friend: what are you listening to?
Me: Sad songs
friend: of all songs why sad ones none of them relate to you?
Me: Well i have been verbally and emotionally abused, manipulated, struggled with mental health, been bullied, been stabbed in the back multiple times, used, body shamed, been harassed, had rumors spread bout me, been hated on for no reason.
friend: But your always smiling so its a lie
Me: i put on a smile to hide my pain and fear of letting people get close to me.
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Do you ever meet someone
And in an instant you feel like you know them? Their eyes meet yours. And it’s snow on a cold winter day. It’s the sun on your skin and the moonlight on a slate roof.
That glimmer of connection that makes you think that maybe, just maybe, when they talk about true love and life long friendships stronger than steel, they’re talking about something real.
And then before you know it, they’re pulling back, or you are. You keep walking. Or they never stop at all.
It’s just a blink of an eye. It leaves you wondering, aware that now there’s something missing.
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Please like this when you do it it will come back to me and I will watch it again
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I feel weird watching this picture. It's painful and nostalgic in a way. I feel like I can smell the warmth of the room. The calm yet unsettling atmosphere. It's like watching an old movie. You feel nostalgic for times you didn't live through. Or maybe you did, but they differed slightly which is why you can relate.
Why does it hurt to see?
What is unsettling about it?
Is it the familiarity?
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The first song makes me think of Dipper and Mabel (from gravity falls) went back to gravity falls as like adults and looked around at the new generation of people and seeing that people are on their phones all the time and they get flashbacks from when they were kids and they would run around and they were genuinely happier.
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I just started my freshman year of high school at a whole new school where I know nobody, my ex girlfriend broke up with me, Two of my best friends were believing rumors about me so now I lost them, my current favorite person has been making me feel like an annoyance whenever I text, I have to always be the adult in my family, I have to be the example and put a wall between my heart and the outside world. I just feel so alone, like I don’t know how to smile anymore,
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Have you ever hurt someone so much just to realise you love them?
Well i have, and let me tell you the feeling seeps into your body one moment and never leaves. That melancholy you feel as you're lying in bed, wondering how you're so sad after feeling so happy, that is no coincidence. It is the universe's way of punishing you for crushing the soul of a loving, innocent, and kind person.
Seeking male validation, crying myself to sleep, longingly staring at him from afar, reading our old messages. These don't come anywhere near how hurt and betrayed he must have felt when i left, I deserve everything the universe has in store for me, after i broke his heart.
Even after all of this i still thank the universe for bringing this man into my life. No matter what i have to go through to keep him in my line of sight, I'll do it. If loving him means leaving him ill do it, if loving him means attending his wedding, not as his bride but as a guest, I'll forever keep my peace.
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Bawling my eyes out trying to drown out the yelling with this beautiful playlist, thank you
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Omg the first song is perfect because right now I'm reading the sequel to AGGGTM 😭
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does anyone else listen to these to fall asleep? thank you everyone for your kind words. God bless you all, and rest are someone is always praying for your strength through this world.
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You know it’s gonna be good when there’s a febreeze ad before the vid
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Feeling shitty currently and this playlist is very helpful
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Love it! Here's some amazing songs that you should TOTALLY put in your playlists in the future :)
The Lost Soul down by Nbsplv
Reflections - the neighborhood
Ribs-Lorde
Carry you -Ruelle
Dear Arkansas Daughter - Lady Lamb (its the song that goes "you with the dark curls, you with the water color eyes"
Lanly - cults
Die First - Nessa barett (so slayyy)
Something in the way - Nirvana
Come as you are Nirvana
Heart shaped box - Nirvana
So this is for you - Mrvel 83' (FOR THE LOVE OF GOD PLZ LISTEN TO THIS)
For emma - bon iver
Skinny love - bon iver
Sage - Richey Mitch and the coal miners (RMTCM)
Evergreen - (RMTCM)
Lucrene - (RMTCM)
Sweetwater - (RMTCM)
St. Paul - (RMTCM) (SOOOO GOOD)
Alma - (RMTCM)
Can I call you tonight -Dayglow
Darla - Vundabar
Worn/Wander - Vundabar
Chop - Vunarbar (soo good)
Kiss from a rose - seal (a classic)
Louisa -Lord Huron (its a nice song, what can I say?)
Lighthouse - patrick watson
-To my knees - two feet
Love is a bitch - two feet (don't undesrestimate this song.)
Juliette -cavetwon (will make you cry)
Any song by Ari Abdul
Hush - by the marias (they are unheard of and the singer is super good)
Hunger- Florence and the machine (fun)
Stuck with me - the neighborhood
scary love - the neighborhood
compass - the neighborhood
Flowers - the neighborhood
Drunk Groove - Maruv and Boosin (bombbb not your usual vibe but still)
Love is pain - Fineas
Spectrum - Florence and the machine - (reminds me of Cardan)
Skeletons -JR JR (PLEASEEEE listen to this!! SO good)
ok well, this took me like 20 minutes. plz take a look. These will get you views and more subs
Luv ya so much. This is like my payment to you for all the vibes you've given me <3
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I truly have a love for music. There is not much in my life that i would ever put above music. It’s my sanity and if i dont listen to it for a while, it almost becomes a desire. Like my skin aches for it. I dont know what it is, maybe its because it lets my mind loose. Or maybe its because it lets me unlock places in my brain which i cannot do in any other way, like my imagination. I genuinely love music. And the fact that Martine creates these beautiful, magic playlists is a blessing to all of us. Your playlists allow me not only to listen to some good songs, but to write short pieces, to sleep, to bike to, and even to cry to. Your playlists have something different in them. And i have watched every single fucking one. So from the bottom of my heart, thank you for these. They help more than you think. <3.
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@martine.0820mj
10 months ago
TIMESTAMPS 00:01 Where’s my love - Syml 03:24 It’s ok - Tom Rosenthal 06:39 Watch - Billie Eilish 09:38 Go Solo - Tom Rosenthal 12:06 Lights are on - Tom Rosenthal 15:21 Everything works out in the end - Kodaline 19:02 Another love - Tom Odell 23:07 Touch - Sleeping at last 27:20 Heal - Tom Odell 30:49 Hearing - Sleeping at last 34:58 All I want - Kodaline 40:02 Somewhere only we know - Keane 🖤
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