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Conan's debut album "Kid Krow" comes out March 20th. Presave/order here: ConanGray.lnk.to/KidKrow
Lyrics:
I still remember, third of December, me in your sweater
You said it looked better onā meā than it didā you
Only if you knew, how muchā I liked you
But I watch your eyes as she
Walks by
What a sight for sore eyes, brighter than a blue sky
She's got you mesmerized while I die
Why would you ever kiss me?
I'm not even half as pretty
You gave her your sweater, it's just polyester
But you like her better
(Wish I were Heather)
Watch as she stands with her, holding your hand
Put your arm 'round her shoulder, now I'm getting colder
But how could I hate her? She's such an angel
But then again, kinda wish she were dead as she
Walks by
What a sight for sore eyes, brighter than a blue sky
She's got you mesmerized while I die
Why would you ever kiss me?
I'm not even half as pretty
You gave her your sweater, it's just polyester
But you like her better
(I wish I were Heather)
(Oh) Wish I were Heather
(Oh, oh) Wish I were Heather
Why would you ever kiss me?
I'm not even half as pretty
You gave her your sweater, it's just polyester
But you like her better
Wish I were
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āBut you like her betterā it hurts when Heather is your best friend:(
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When I was in 8th grade, there was this one girl in my class, as soon as I walked into those doors of the class on the first day of school I knew she was the one. I talked with her every day, and she seemed to enjoy it, after going for months and months, I told her that I loved her, but she didn't feel the same about me. She was the only thing that kept me going, every time I saw her it gave me a reason to push through the rest of the day. I'm half way through 9th grade and I think about her every day, I hope one day we can talk again and I can tell her how much she meant to me again. She ended up getting together with another guy who was my close friend and they were happy, one day as I was walking through the hall after school ended I saw them kiss. They have been together for a while now, I'm happy for them though. Hopefully I can find someone some day that I love as much as her.
2021
6 / 14 / 21 Edit: I appreciate the replies on this comment. I am in 9th grade now with only a couple of days left in school and I met this amazing girl at my school who is just so perfect. She makes me so happy and I actually think she might be interested in me. The moment I saw her it was like my whole life with her flashed before my eyes and I knew at that moment that I couldn't give up this time. Only a couple days left of school but I have her number and am planning to ask her out real soon, wish me luck :)
8 / 16 / 21 Edit: It's August of 2021 now, I shot my shot and it didn't turn out how I wanted. At least I tried. She's everything I have ever wanted. She told me about 2 weeks ago and I'm still trying to get over it, I'm not doing too hot. I've seen her sitting with another guy every day at lunch. Every time I see her, she looks at him in this way, I know that look, that's the look. She looks completely involved in him, all her attention is on him, he is her dream. She looks at him how I look at her. I'll keep anyone who is interested updated, but for now, and to everyone reading this, keep pushing, I believe in you. Here's a quote I like to go by: "Think of what you would do if you weren't afraid, and then do it."
10 / 9 / 21 Edit: I appreciate all of the replies I've been getting by the way. It's now October and I've gotten over her. She was flirting with me for those couple of months, and led me on, but I recently found out she was also flirting with another guy but chose him. I'm glad for it though, it showed me how someone can seem so nice on the outside but have different intentions. It was a great learning experience for me, and even though it sucks that it happened, believe it or not I am grateful for it. I've taken up going to the gym as a hobby, I absolutely love it. Thank you to whoever took the time to read this, I appreciate it, have a nice day/night.
6 / 3 / 22 Edit: It's quite strange looking back at my edits re-living the experiences while reading the comments. Summer just started, and I'll be a junior in a couple of months, strange to think I wrote the original comment as a freshman. To anyone battling heartbreak, addiction, mental illnesses, conditions, I would like to remind you there is always a solution, there is always a way out and remember, there's always someone out there going through exactly what you are experiencing. Stay away from unhealthy ways of coping like alcohol, drugs, etc. because you should never start something unhealthy that you are going to have to stop. Resort to healthy coping methods, such as exercising, painting, biking, playing a favorite sport, etc. And to anyone who got this far, I appreciate you taking the time to read my story, I wish you the strength to help you push through whatever struggles you are experiencing.
9 / 4 / 23 Edit: It's crazy to think that my original comment was from when I just entered high school as a Freshman, now I'm a Senior. It's been 2 and a half years since my original comment, and a lot of things have changed. No, I still haven't managed to get into a relationship, but I have sorted out my priorities in life and solidified my character, something I would argue is more valuable than a temporary relationship in high school. I've been interested in Mechanical Engineering for a while now and am looking to attend either Virginia Tech or University of Central Florida. Life's good, that's all I gotta say; I'm surrounded by friends, I'm doing well in school, and I'm seeing insane progress in the gym. If you're looking for a sad story, start at the original comment if you haven't already read it. Til next time...
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āWhy would you ever kiss me, Iām not even half as prettyā hits home hard š
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POV: youāre laying in bed thinking about your whole relationship with who you thought was your āthe love of your lifeā, you keep thinking how you couldnāt compare with Heather the girl your love left you for. The thoughts in your head were screaming āwhy would she ever kiss me..ā āIām not even half as prettyā āyou gave her āyourā sweater,itās just polyester but you like her betterā āI WISH I WERE HEATHERā. Tears fill your eyes with your last memory of your love was giving her your favorite jacket..
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Hits hard when you like a guy who likes your best friend and you know you could never compare to her because sheās so gorgeous and her personality beats anyoneās. Why canāt I have someone to love me :(
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This is really long, but I just need to get this off of my chest. It's okay if no one reads it.
It's my freshman year of college at a decently small campus. Within about three months, I found a boyfriend. He's wonderful and sweet, he has a stunning smile and even though he skates, he's somehow one of the most clumsy people I've ever met. I asked him out and he said yes and I was honestly ecstatic. We go on dates and do all of the other cheesy couple stuff, it's a lot of fun actually.
One really late night in the dorms, nearly 3 am, I walked down to the first floor to get a snack from one of the vending machines in the lobby area when I noticed a girl with red puffy eyes, sitting on a bench in between them. I, of course, asked if she was okay. She immediately started crying. I sat down on the bench opposite of hers and offered to listen and so she took me up on the offer. She was crying, mumbling through her facemask, while she told me that her best friend, the guy she's known since elementary, the guy she's had crush on since freshmen year of highschool, was dating another girl. She kept her feelings quiet for almost 5 years and he fell for someone new. She told me about how she wanted to hate this girl he's dating, but, in her own words, she "hadn't seen him smile like that in forever", so she couldn't bring herself to. After a couple of hours of talking (not just about that), we exchanged snaps so we could talk more and then we became friends, the kind that you can tell anything to each other (I know it's a short time period, but she poured her heart out to me when we first met, so there was an odd kind of trust there). A couple weeks later, my boy dragged me to the cafeteria because he wanted me to meet his friends and apparently they wanted to meet me too. Low and behold, there that girl was, sitting in the chair left of where he was supposed to sit while I sit on his right. I swear both of our mouths dropped at the same time and we just stared at each other. He was so excited because "oh my god, you two met before?!". The dinner was stressful and I could tell she tried her hardest to act like everything was okay, but I knew for a fact it wasn't. When the 7 of us all left the hall to go back to our dorms, he kissed me under one of the lamps. It was quick and, to everyone else, it was something silly to tease him about (basically just calling him a simp). To her, though, it hurt. For a second it looked like her whole world crashed in front of her and, I guess to her, it did. She hasn't said a word to me or sent me a snap in weeks and I really dont blame her.
Meeting both of them was the single worse coincidence I've ever been a part of. I know it's selfish of me, but I wish I didn't go to the vending machines that night. I wish I didn't even meet him. I wish I didn't ask him out. Is this how she feels? I don't know what to do. I don't want to be anyone's Heather.
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Hereās my heather story:
I had a crush on a guy in my friend group but he asked out my friend who I had always been jealous of. Someone knew that I liked him and told him. He liked me back and he wanted to talk about it with me, we talked about it and he kissed me out of nowhere. I was honesty kinda mad about it because he was my friends bf so we both agreed to never talk about it again. My friend was always perfect, and I hated her for that because I wanted to be her. She moved away 2 years ago and they broke up, are friend group basically fell apart so I donāt talk to him anymore. Itās been 2 years but somehow I never lost feelings. Itās super awkward now whenever I have to talk to him. I cried the first time hearing this song because it described my life perfectly.
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"I'm not even half as pretty"
Damn she must be REALLY pretty if Conan isn't even HALF as pretty.
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When you have a little crush on one of your brothers friends, so when he's over and your brother, your crush, and you, are hanging out in your room, they randomly start talking about girls. Then your brother then proceeds to show you the girl your crush is hanging out with, and probably dating. Then you realize she is so pretty and way better looking then you. You realize you have no chance with this guy. Later that month, things have happened, family wise. So when you guys hangout, it's awkward. So later that night, you find this song. You think over your whole life, and what brought you to that bed at 3:00 A.M. Your chest starts to ache and clench, then as your looking out your window you start to sob, and don't want to live anymore.
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Psst!
Hey you!
Yes you!
If your doing homework, leave the comments, Grab a drink, take a breath, and focus
if your trying to sleep, grab a blanket, grab a stuffed animal, take deep breaths, and close your eyes
If you are stressed, again, take a moment to reel yourself in, and talk to someone if you need to.
If you are tired of living, please don't, so many people love you and will miss you in their lives.
Keep your head up you beautiful hooman! š„ŗ
Stay safe, stay kind, stay awesome, I love you š
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This song breaks my heart because I relate so much to the lyrics.
My boyfriend who committed suicide gave me his hoodie when he was alive, so the lyrics touch me to the deepest
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hereās my story.
I meet this boy online. Iāve never meet someone like him, itās like he opened a new path for me. He showed me new things, new feelings, he made me feel happiness. Of course i fell in love with him, and he claimed he did too. Then I found out about āHeatherā. The way he explained his old love for her made me feel as if he still likes her. It made me wonder if he would ever love me the way she loved her, or if she would come back to his life and he would give up on me and go with her. I guess it would make sense since heās so far away right? Why pick a girl heās never seen when thereās a perfect one in his neighborhood.
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When he said "why would you ever kiss me? im not even half as pretty."
i felt that.
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NO NO NO I WAS NOT SITTING HERE CRYING ABOUT MY CRUSH THAT LIKES MY FAKE FRIEND FOR A HOUR!?!
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What I learned about the song, is that I'm thankful because I haven't experienced getting in a relationship yet, or simply never dated anyone.
Yet with those whom I liked before and found out that they'd already started dating someone broke my heart truly. So yeah, still relatable.
Who says I can't feel such a thing just because I never dated anyone? Just because I'm hiding my feelings doesn't mean I'm clumsy.
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"why would you ever kiss me? im not even half as pretty." that hit hard man...
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pov: ur 20 minutes in. ur reading through the comments with tears filling your eyes. knowing that you'll never be enough for him. even though he stares at you all the time(not in a creepy way), even thoigh he likes your Instagram posts and all these other small things that are so gosh dang important to me. and now im crying even more
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I wanted to be Heather, but it didnāt end the way I planned. 1st grade i get transferred from bilingual to English class. Iām such a baby, I cried because I thought I did something wrong to be switched out. Anyways, my new teacher tells me itāll be okay and that Iāll be fine. I still have tears in my eyes when she tells me to sit by this boy, his name is Jacob. She tells him to be my friend and to tell me what weāre doing in class. We got along well, pretty well too. We played footsies under the table. He introduced me to his friendās, everyone is nice and friendly. He was my best friend. And I was his. Itās 3rd grade, weāre still friends, but then a new girl comes, her names Jaqueline. She smart, like him, they get alongā¦ Just like how we did. Iāve had a crush on him since the day we first met. I liked to think that he did tooā¦ I get jealous and think that Iāll get replaced. So I worked my ass off to get better grades to be next to him again. Heās number one in class, sheās number twoā¦. Iām number three. I still wasnāt enoughā¦ 5th grade comes, I get into this club with him, sheās in it too, but the club was for making new rules in the classes. Law has always been my field. We get close again and we make a promise to each other that Iāll be a police officer and heāll be a lawyer. I still remember the dumb joke he made; āIāll be a lawyer and youāll have to work for me!ā I said ā fine, but that means Iāll bring in the criminals that you have to keep in jail!ā I took that promise to heart, that even if we went to separate middle schools, weād end up in the same high school that teaches law. I guess she over heard that, because when I enroll to the only law school in the district, sheās there. I hoped that he was there tooā¦ but he wasnāt. I hoped all through middle school ( i went to an all girls school) that we end up back together. I felt like I got stood up at the altar. :,(
Then, I met him. Felipe. My boyfriend, heās everything Iāve ever wanted and more. He makes me smile, a smile Iāve forgotten. I love him very much, and Iām glad I got stood up. His birthday was in November, I made him a scarf. Out of polyester. I became my own Heather.
There was this girl that made me feel jealous before we started dating, she has most of all her periods with him. Sheās so perfect. Sheās popular too. They got along really well at the beginning of the year. I made my move, I didnāt want it happening all over again. So, I got his number, something she didnāt do yet. He told me that I was the only other number on his phone other than spam callers :). That made me blush, I felt, and I still do, special.
I texted him around 10 pm one day, I told him I was texting my crush, I asked him. āWhat do I say??ā, he said. āIdk š
ā. I texted back the same thing and he said, ā yea, like thatā and I thought he didnāt feel the same, so I stayed quiet. A second later he sent a message saying that ā Iām not that oblivious , I like you tooā. He made me feel so happy, I was speechless.
I love him very much to this day, I found my other half. Heās the guy Iāll marry. Honestly, we simp for each other, so Iām sure we wonāt leave each otherās side ever. š
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Me : listening to this while my grandma is yelling at me
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@kyulest
3 years ago
The moral of the song: You want to be someone. Your crush likes them. Their name is Heather. They're more prettier than you. This type of material literally makes me cry. Dis a sadd vibes song :(
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