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Genre: Music
Date of upload: Jan 8, 2016 ^^
Rating : 4.953 (6,552/550,577 LTDR)
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
i cry when that guitar solo hits at 1:56 because it's unbefuckinglievably beautiful
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Just got out of a two and half year relationship. My first relationship, too- I know high school sweethearts aren't really meant to 'last', but God, we dreamed of it. Everything changed for us in those years- I went from straight A's to straight D's, from dreams of studying psychology to dreams of hopefully just making a living. I came out. I cried, I learned far more about the world than I was prepared to, and I left a very damaging home. I wouldn't have rather spent those years with anyone else. But, even if I never truly thought it would be us forever, I just... Wanted it to be us for a little longer, you know? Anyway, this is a long winded way of saying that I found this song at a very convenient time. Here's to a better 2020 for everyone <33
Edit: oh my gosh, 1k likes... Thank you so much, everyone! When I first wrote this, I was fresh out of my first real relationship and all I wanted was to put my thoughts out into the void. I never expected the void would be full of such receptive and kind people. Writing this forever later, I want to let you all know that things are so much better than I ever could’ve dreamed. It’s 2020, which is really not the most wonderful of openers, but even with the whole world seeming to collapse at my ankles, I’ve found out how to be hopeful. I have friends who love me, I’ve officially been discharged from therapy after 19 months, and I’m working towards entering University to hopefully pursue a career in social work! I’m so much more happy now; so much more free. And I’m still here!! I’m not sure if I ever really expected that ><
I’m not sure if this is a perfect ending to my story, or the ending any of you might’ve been hoping for, but I couldn’t be more happy with it. I love you all! Thank you so so much <3
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@chester3457
3 years ago
胸がはち切れそうで means "My heart is going to break" for those who are wondering.
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