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Genre: Music
Date of upload: Aug 1, 2019 ^^
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I'm 15 years old, sitting in my room at 2:32am, drinking my first beer (which I stole from the fridge), eating pizza Pringles that I got for my birthday a few months back (which prior to this moment tasted terrible), and blaring the entire Immunity album in my headphones. Hope that I find this comment again someday. Cheers everyone!
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iām gonna tell a story. thereās this guy, on valentineās day he threatened to commit suicide. he told me what he was going to do and i had to call the 911. from that moment on, we became closer. he became my best friend. i still have the card from his parents thanking me. he saved my life too, but not by calling the police on me. by letting me talk to him. i have to admit, i really like him a lot but he doesnāt feel the same anymore. but lemme tell you, iām friends with one of the best people in the world and i love him and donāt know what iād do without. and this song reminds me of him. i almost lost him, but iām forever grateful that heās still here.
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Honestly I just found Clairo and was going to listen to her albums. I just pressed the play button and my mind wasn't even playing attention to the lyrics until she said "you saved me from doing something to myself that night". I literally felt chills down my entire body. As someone who attempted suicide in the past multiple times, it really hit home like a rock, like a whole frinkin building... To all the people out there who need someone, hold on. I was all alone for the longest and it really felt like I would never be good enough for anyone to hold me and help me trough those dark and scary times. I want to tell you that there is an end to this darkness, and even if it takes long eventually a small light appears and if you hold on to it, it only grows. I know it's dark, I know you feel like you'll never be good enough, I know it hurts and I know just how suffocating and scary it is, I know how empty it can get and how tiring it feels to fight, but I promise you there's an end to it. I don't promise lies to give you false hope, I know myself what it was like, it was 6 long years and every day felt so long.. but I'm here and even I can't believe it, I'm happy, I'm fighting and I've never been this strong. Onece the darkness has passed the world seems even more beautiful than before, onece it's over it will be confusing and you'll feel lost, but you eventually find yourself and if it destroyed you so bad, then you build yourself up again, stronger and more compassionate. Life has it's blows, it's frikin cruel and it's so painful but it heals just like wounds do, yes it takes time, but they heal. When they heal it doesn't mean that it won't be visible, like scars it stays there but it's no longer a wound and when you look back you can only admire the strength you had to pull through all of that. Don't loose hope, there doesn't have to be three people, there doesn't have to be two, it's enough to find that one person who will help you though the night, and those people are rear, but they come. Don't loose hope, I promise you it will truly be worth it. I know you can't see it that way now, I know from my own experience, but I hope it stays somewhere in your consciousness and helps you out. You truly are beautiful, and beauty isn't only in the looks, you are strong for just waking up today, you are amazing for just taking a breath today, don't look at how others are doing, their lives aren't as heavy as yours, a smallest accomplished is something to be proud of, you are strong and don't let that voice in your head tell you otherwise. Your courage is beautiful and you will find your way out.
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[Verse 1]
In Massachusetts
Only 30 minutes from Alewife
I lay in my room
Wonderin' why I've got this life
I met you by surprise
You were hangin' out all the time
But you know you saved me from doin'
Something to myself that night
[Verse 2]
You called me seven times
One, two, three, four, on the line
I didnāt mean to scare you
Just had the thoughts in my mind
They showed up to my door
My parents didn't know what for
Swear I could've done it
If you weren't there when I hit the floor
[Verse 3]
It's been so long
And you've been my sister all along
But you know Iāll be alright
Eighth grade was never that tight
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@nicocarnago1709
4 years ago
āYou saved me from doing something to myself that nightā
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