@LizVictory

4 months ago

Hi Colson, I just wanted to tell you, you saved me countless times. But especially with grief. When you came to do a show in Paris for Hotel Diablo, I had my ticket but my dad was very sick and I was so scared he was gonna pass when I was at your show, so I didn't go. I kinda regret it because 5:3666 saved me for another reason and I wanted to hear it live. A couple of months later Tickets came out, and I didn't listened to the album by order sorry lol, I listened to Lonely first I don't know why. Well I do know why. It was during lock down and I was alone in my apartment my dad was dying and I couldn't go to see him, even if we all knew he was gonna pass soon, I didn't wanted to go outside and catch covid and give it to my mum because I wanted to see my father. He ended up passing without me being able to say goodbye to him. I felt all alone. I was scared to wake up everyday and feel that pain again. I cried like a baby listening to that song for the first time, my dad just passed away a couple of weeks ago at that time. Then you played it in Paris and again I cried like a baby, tears were running down my cheeks but it healed me so much. I'm the same age as you and I've been following you since Bloom. I will always stay by your side because your music was my shield and my confort. You even released why are you here on my birthday, during this complicated period so I took it as a sign from the universe.i have more stories with your music but anyway, just know I'm top 0.001% every year. Thank you for pouring your heart into your songs. I love you and I'm rooting for you, EST for life

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