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Problematic - If I Were Happy
Verse 1:
Let my emotions get the best of me I don’t
address em’
You hear my story would’ve swore I was broken record
Burned all my bridges when its probably time to go rebuild em’
I wanna set a good example for my future children
My insecurities the reason why I feel abandoned
You give me happiness but I know that it won’t be lasting
I get a glimpse of it and then my whole world come down crashing
I’ve been through so much in my life that you could not imagine
My heart is fragile don’t you play with it it’s not to mess with
Wish I could look at you and say that I was optimistic
If I need help I guarantee I wouldn’t open up
God you have saved me but I need to know I am enough
I gotta let my guard down or I’ll forever suffer
This rain cloud follows me and till this day it still does hover
I’m way too hard on myself expectations like no other
A part of me that bothers me I got it from my mother
Chorus: (Repeat x1)
My heart keeps growing colder
Distant as I get older
I can’t imagine who I would be
If I were happy
Verse 2:
I’m tired of making these excuses on a daily basis
We all want comfort if it’s unfamiliar will escape it
So many mistakes I have made I wish I could erase em’
But it made me who I am today I should be thankful
Let’s just be realistic
This life is too precious
To waste away but I’m still dealing with internal stresses
I often fantasize on what it would be like
If I was happy and I didn’t have a petty side
These strong beliefs that I behold are truly damaging
Maybe things are not as bad as they appear to be
I’m locked in prison yet I am the one that holds the keys
I had to reach a point of failure so I could believe
Chorus: (Repeat x1)
My heart keeps growing colder
Distant as I get older
I can’t imagine who I would be
If I were happy
Bridge:
I can’t explain how I feel right now so I have to spill it out on the page
I’m sorry if I disappoint and let you down wish it didn’t have to be that way
I’m so lost I won’t lie
Happiness the only thing that been on my mind
Another year gone
Time goes by
Same old me it’s a sad alibi
Chorus: (Repeat x1)
My heart keeps growing colder
Distant as I get older
I can’t imagine who I would be
If I were happy
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Genre: Music
Date of upload: Nov 21, 2023 ^^
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YouTube Comments - 565 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
One of the most deepest songs you've written 😍
I relate to this song so much. Growing up, my life felt ruined, I never left, loved, and felt alone!! Your music is saving my inner childhood! We are warriors, and we will beat this fight ❤️❤️
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I lost my father today 8 years ago and i am losing my mind and i put u music on and just scream in another room and cry u music helps me thru these days. Keep up the good work man. U dont relize how many times u have helped me with u music. Keep it up man
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Yet another song that hits home. I feel like I'm either the catalyst for everything going wrong or anything even remotely good happens, it gets replaced by something negative in the snap of a finger which has gotten worse growing up
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I don't even remember what happy feels like.
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absolutely love how this song turned out
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Music is my therapy it keeps me going ❤🖤
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😞😫😫 as a struggling father with bipolar depression, I have noticed I have been becoming exactly this. After a childhood of abuse, my grandmother forget me before she passed, my other grandmother i watched and held her hand as she took her last breaths and my super hero grandfather whom he and my grandmother were the people whom stood by me in my worst years with addiction and got me clean for 14yrs now. Your music has helped me express my inner emotions and thoughts without having to talk. One thing I'm horrible at. 😢 THANK YOU..
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I wish I could find someone to listen to what lyrics I hold deep in that need to be put out there this is real and depression and being scared to be alone etc is something the world is now realizing is something we all need to be aware of and reach out to eachother and lift eachother up not let one another down or clown on eachother we as people need to quit being so distant and ask someone random how is ur day or hey everything will be okay smile jesus loves u a compliment per day will go a long way
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You're underrated 100%
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Problematic your songs nails it on the head... Ive been to hell and back in my life after my momma was killed, 3 wks later my ex-wife and kids left me, the devil had me in his grips, i then tried suicide, then went to rehab for long time. I bounced back but times i still struggle. Ur words and music push me forward ty🙏
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Truly needed right now, always living in the darkness. With this song I can find comfort - thank you!
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24 years ago today I was born not really my choice but given this chance to live this life I've been given an that I've made for myself. It's a daily struggle to remind myself not to hate everything and find the positive even through the most negative of time! You got decent music man just remember every day we are faced with also brings a choice? Are you going to live life in your heaven or your hell?
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This song hit me hard. Great work Bro.
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Just discovered Problematic!! 👏 🤔 🤯
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got me through alot bro can't thank you enough 🙏 💯 for your music
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Noone but u can make u happy. U have to love urself and be happy with u
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A powerful story with powerful lyrics tells a story many can relate and honestly I want to cry because this is so powerful.. keep doing what your doing.. I have asked that question many times what if I was happy chasing that feeling for god to long.
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Man iv been toxic for 19 years of my life. I'm struggling to be happy it's hard for me and extremely excusing for me. This song honestly is talking the truth. It's hard for me to see where I'd be if I where happy.
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القوة وقت الضعف قوة 😮
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@ProblematicHipHop
6 months ago
How Many People Can Relate To This? Buy & Stream Album Here: linktr.ee/problematic_leavemealone?utm_source=link…
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