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The problem started with a book.
Actually, I suppose it started with a show, āDragons: A Fantasy Made Real,ā that I watched, enraptured, late one school-night. And you could say it made me a littleā¦ obsessed ā not just with dragons, but with the paradox right there in the showās title. If dragons arenāt real, the show asked, how does seemingly every culture, no matter how far apart, have legends of the same creature?
ā¦It's a question that kind of ruined my life.
0:00 The Dragon Paradox
0:47 Dragonology Changed Me
2:00 Dragon Taxonomy is a Nightmare
3:46 Sympathy for the Dragon
5:46 Searching for Answers
7:38 The Dungeons in the Details
9:42 Dragons (and Fish) Donāt Exist
10:42 āMay Contain Rantingā
12:59 Gotta Classify āEm All
14:51 Fantasy vs. Reality
17:48 The Answer (sorta)
19:18 A Fantasy Made Real
Media Shown: Dragonology, Dragons: A Fantasy Made Real/Dragons World, How to Train Your Dragon, HTTYD 2, HTTYD: The Hidden World, House of the Dragon, Delicious in Dungeon (anime), Dungeon Meshi (Manga), Game of Thrones, Shang-Chi, Sekiro, Puff the Magic Dragon, Shrek, Spirited Away, Beowulf, The Hobbit, The Desolation of Smaug, Dungeons and Dragons (Cartoon), D&D (Movie), The Dragon Prince, The Pagemaster, Dragon Tales, Peteās Dragon, Mulan, The Flight of Dragons, Jack the Giant Slayer, Die Nibelungen, Twilight Princess, PokĆ©mon Anime, PokĆ©mon Generations, PokĆ©mon Emerald, PokĆ©mon Sword & Shield, PokĆ©mon Sapphire & Ruby
Music Used: Dreamers (Licensed from Storyblocks), Spyro (Title Theme), Demon Dragon (Tear of the Kingdom), Around the Fire (Skyrim), Wind Guide You (Skyrim), Main Theme (Metro 2033), Sky Above, Voice Within (Skyrim), Some Place we Called Home (This War of Mine), Purified Dragon (Breath of the Wild), The Gathering Storm (Skyrim), Komorebi (Gris), Rhizome (Cloud Gardens)
ā« Additional Music by Karl Casey @ White Bat Audio
The Night He Came Home
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Sources:
An Instinct for Dragons by David E Jones
Dragonology by Dugald Steer
A Natural History of Dragons by Livia Gershon: daily.jstor.org/a-natural-history-of-dragons/
Why Dragons Legends are Everywhere by James Burch: allthatsinteresting.com/dragon-legends
Natural History of Dragons from American Museum of History: www.amnh.org/exhibitions/mythic-creatures/dragons/ā¦
Where Did Dragons Come From by Joseph Stromberg: www.smithsonianmag.com/science-nature/where-did-drā¦
Phylogenetic Taxonomy: amphibiaweb.org/taxonomy/
Tree of Life Diagram by Leonard Eisenberg: www.evogeneao.com/en
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Date of upload: Mar 29, 2024 ^^
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>Drops the most personal and relatable video ever
>elaborates
>leaves
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How strange it is to find a group of people who all feel isolated in such a connected way, glad I'm not alone
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Reminds me of a rant an archaeologist did.
"If ancient civilisation wasn't built by aliens, how come everyone built pyramids?"
"Well, it's really easy to stack rocks at a 45 degree angle."
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What I expected: video about dragons
What I got: tears and the feeling of being understood
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I can't trust people who don't think dragons are the sickest thing ever
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"It's curious to be born different. You can feel the shape of this person you were expected to be, and you keep finding yourself wondering why you aren't that person."
That bar destroyed me, man. That is exactly what I've been feeling since I was 8 or 9. This whole video was therapeutic to listen to. Thank you for making it.
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writing this through tears.
as a kid i also had this obsession. i had a friend who i would watch httyd and play skylanders with. she had a BUNCH of dragon figurines that we would go into her backyard to play with and make deep lore about. we made them fly and fight and hide in her moms plants. she had a copy of dragonology that we read together. i read the āWings of Fireā books and would talk about them with my friend. i loved the classification of the different types of dragons. i often found myself sad- nearly in tears- over the fact that dragons werenāt real and that i couldnāt ride one. i wanted to fly in the clouds and being in the forest like hiccup did. i wanted to go into a mountain and find a dragon sleeping on a pile of gold like bilbo. i would draw dragons like you did. i looked up tutorials online so i could get their anatomy right. every time i saw a dragon in a piece of media i was so excited.
but when i went home and talked about it, my brothers made fun of me for it. and i felt that shame that teenage-you felt. so i stopped sharing it. and then that friend moved away. i didnāt go over to peoples houses to play ādragonsā or monster high anymore. i still had that fascination. but i was ashamed.
luckily, my oldest brother shared the love of fantasy. as i got older, we grew closer. and i could ānerd outā with him. after all, heās the one who read the hobbit to me as a bedtime story.
how to train your dragon still fills me with glee, as it does for many other people. i still have the Wings of Fire books on my shelves. i now play D&D.
i wish i never felt shame over my interests. i wish that childhood obsession and wonder stayed forever.
but it has evolved into a different passion that i will gladly ānerd outā over today. and iām glad you do too :)
iām also glad to see so many people in the comments who connected to this. maybe in another universe we were all friends as kids and played ādragonsā in each otherās backyards.
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I really identified with the childhood feelings of "if I could just explain my niche nerdy interests clearly enough, maybe they won't think I'm weird" which then backfires and makes you regret talking about anything you're interested in. I remember seeing these shows, reading these books, and having these feelings. It's really nice to see so many others have the same experience. I'm glad we all found like minds in the end.
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āPerhaps itās only natural for those who struggle or have struggled with human interaction to seek knowledge of the monstrousā is a very profound note to have made.
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As someone who can't stay on one topic for long and has to jump from interest to interest to keep occupied, I've always been fascinated with people who have this very deep and passionate attraction to certain topics and the way they speak of them. I really enjoyed your video, I hope to see more like it.
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I clicked on this video to hear about dragons, not cry over being understood in my fixation!
This video felt like looking in a mirror.
Thank you for this, sincerely. I'm glad you god another Dragonology book. I have my copy sitting next to me.
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"Perhaps it's only natural for those who struggle or have struggled with human interaction to seek knowledge of the monstrous" is a line that goes very hard and I guess hits a bit close home. Very insightful essay, thank you.
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you throwing away anything "childish" was so heart breaking. especially since it made you so happy. i hate that society breaks children like that
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I had begun seeking an ADHD diagnosis after pretty much getting violently bullied in middle school for my obsession with Star Wars--I did the same thing, classifying everything, trying to blend together books and cartoons and movies into a cohesive narrative for my non-interested peers. I hated the passive aggressive bullying, but I couldn't help myself. I think I found that it was worse to hide it and conform than to just let myself be an outcast and be weird. I eventually found people who had the same struggles I did, and I only found them cause I stopped hiding that part of myself away.
Great video essay. Got me a bit teary eyed.
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I know you didn't say the word "autism" in this video, either because you specifically don't identify with it, or because you choose to avoid labels entirely (either of which I fully respect), but to me, this is one of the most insightful and powerful explorations of the internal autistic experience and identity that I've ever seen.
It mirrors my childhood and resonates with me on an existential level -- being ostracized for your obsessive interests to the point of shame, knowing there's a shape you're not fitting into, but unable to understand how or why or communicate it to anyone, finding communion with the inhuman/monstrous as an expression of your isolated and different experience of the world, seeking rigid categorization for yourself and the world around you, yet finding everything to be fundamentally uncategorizable. This is what autism feels like from the inside. It's something I have spent a lifetime trying to identify, something I struggle to make neurotypical people understand or relate to, and something I've rarely seen described in words so beautiful and succinct as you've done in this video.
I don't know if you necessarily had that in mind while writing this, but with all the very specific points you made, and releasing this video near the beginning of autism acceptance month, I can't help but make the association.
Patricia Taxxon has a video with many of the same themes, specifically about how the furry community intersects with autism and philosophy. It's called "on the ethics of boinking animal people" (funny title) and I highly highly recommend it. Fair warning though, it has some very explicit sexual themes as well, as you might guess from the title.
Ah, and if anyone related to this video and hasn't considered it yet... Do yourself a huge favor and go get an autism evaluation, or at least look into it. Rejecting labels is a valid choice, but having a label can also be life-changing. It certainly was for me.
Thank you so much for this video, Curious Archive. I loved it.
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That line at 17:49 actually made me tear up.
"Its a curios thing to be born different. You can feel the shape of this person you were expected to be, and you find yourself wondering why you arent that person".
Possibly the most poetic and relatable line of dialogue I've ever heard through a YouTube video.
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Therapist here, this was phenomenally vulnerable and I'm sure massive amounts of people can relate. I might even send this to some of my clients who feel isolated and misunderstood. Thank you for your openness and for providing a space for others to express the same feelings and experiences ā¤ļø
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I love the fact that I found this video while I was working on a comic project.
When I was in elementary school, I was popular as a young artist, because I always drew dragons. They captured my imagination just like dinosaurs and witches and superhuman swordsmen did. I even drew my very first comic as an inspiration from Dragon Ball Z - involving a literal dragon-Saiyan hybrid fighting a monstrous snake demon.
15 years later I'm sitting here, watching this video, drawing a comic adaptation of my first published book, involving a massive fight between a swordsman, a witch, and a dude who fights using, you guessed it, dragons. And as I watched, I couldn't help but feel like that 9 year old whose imagination ran so wild it got him bullied, ostracized, and feeling like an alien, is still here with me, guiding me on my life dream.
Thank you for this video, man. I really appreciate what it has done for me.
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this video resonated with me very personally, like what you described here was literally my childhood. Even the Halloween costume, the stacks of drawings, the taxonomy. It feels nice to know i wasn't the only neurodivergent kid obsessed with dragons.
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@GunterThePenguinHatesHugs
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"He might be autistic but darn it my boy can work a grill' -Senshi
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