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Top Comments of this video!! :3
Once you understand that everything is a lie, you get along better
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I'm 39. I have a Belgium Malinois that keeps me active. I had Cancer at 28. I beat it. But my 2 loved ones didn't. I think I had a mid life crisis younger than I was meant to. But I'm at the stage in life where I do what I want, when I want. I let nobody or nothing dictate my decisions. Do what you want, even if the people around you disagree. You control your happiness. It won't always be happy, but if you can do the things you love all the time you'll be a lot happier. It took me 20 years to realize the secret to my happiness was to be alone. I want it no other way. I love it this way.
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Thus guy tells so many things i already know and that are so logical but still it feels like its new information i love it
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I don't want to live, yet i also don't want to die. this explains my situation very well
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I have had that 3rd option desire “To Not Exist” since I was a little kid and I remember asking my family why are we here for and they couldn’t ever understand me, till later in life, I understood, that it was just me that knew I was not supposed to be here.
For the narrow minded bullies out there, is not about one feeling suicidal at all, rather is like your inner most deep part of one’s soul, misses being elsewhere, but here on Earth.
I love people and definitely love the planet, but I’m disgustingly exhausted and I don’t understand this desire to not exist. 🙇🏻
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"In the end, it doesn't even matter." Absurd(ity).
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I feel more confident in my life after 10 minutes watching this than months with a councilor in talk therapy... Thanks so much
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Its good to hear from others on this topic, as ive had these feelings, but never shared them with anyone, and im 50 years old. Good stuff, thank you all.
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when I was a teen I used to think about these things and I thought I was weird. Now I see those videos and I think I was more sane than the rest.
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I am nostalgic for every time before now, tomorrow I will be nostalgia for today. Paired with the existential dread of the future, every day after today, could be my day of defeat.
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I'm pretty much inexistant. I barely have one friend who's not close or fond of me, I'm in a foreign country and most people in my hometown either think I'm dead or they completely forgot about me. The only thing that's left is physical death, which unfortunately feels close due to some yet unknown illness.
Ok, I have to point out a few facts. I don't know how most of you are, but you don't "die" when you go to sleep. I'm still conscious and have dreams or nightmares when I sleep. Saying this, I realize that it could be the reason why I feel many times older than my actual age, since I am probably experiencing so many things in my sleep. It also leads to many deja vus, there are only so many things or places.
Another thing to point out is... just enjoy your darn life however you can! Trust me... you don't know it until you're actually getting close to death. Go on long walks, listen to music... even if you've done it before. Even if you're trapped with someone or somewhere terrible, just try to enjoy the little things... just go, run away or do what you can. It doesn't matter. If life's terrible or it feels like it has no purpose, then there is no harm in trying to enjoy ANYTHING, right?
Well... I know you might still not agree or understand...sorry to waste your time.
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As my good friend The Turtle said: "Sleep is just death being shy"
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I am here because,
1. I was born.
2. I haven't died yet.
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I have never in my 43 years of life, not even in my darkest days, wanted to not be here. Yet, I ponder and question what’s beyond death more so than anybody I personally know.
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may humanity drown in happiness for all i care BECAUSE i found my way out
🙂
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The thing about such videos is, when all is said and done you're no wiser. You come here out of curiosity, not looking for answers, for you know upfront there won't be any. However, this is an excellent sleeping aid. I do find this Master Yoda excellent for trying to fall asleep.
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Thanks for the existential crisis tutorial but I already completed this game. The universe is a hoot!
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Actually I was in my college class earlier today thinking about this question 🙂_ I love this CHANNEL! ONE OF THE BEST ON YOUTUBE ❤️
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The truth of it all is making me tear up and consider myself to be tough.. I've neglected this channel for far too long.. I'm sorry 😢
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@Flutistno3
3 months ago
"Death is a release, not a punishment!" ~Lee Oakes in Dragonheart
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