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Genre: Music
Date of upload: Jun 2, 2017 ^^
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I know that this song is about her relationship. But everytime I listen to this I can't help of think of my relationship with myself while I was struggling with an eating disorder. How I felt I let everyone down if I changed in size. how I needed desperately to wake up, but my conflicting emotions told me I need to, but I don't want to.
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You said I
Would've hit the ceiling
You said I
You said I
Should eat my feelings
Head held high
I won't take anyone down if I cry tonight
But I still let everyone down when I change in size
And I went tumbling down trying to reach your high
But I scream too loud if I speak my mind
I don't wanna wake it up
I don't wanna wake it up
I don't wanna wake it up
The devil in me
I don't wanna wake it up
I don't wanna wake it up
I don't wanna wake it up
The devil in me
Gotta wake up, gotta wake up
Gotta wake up, gotta wake up
Gotta wake up, come back to life
Gotta wake up, gotta wake up
Gotta wake up, gotta wake up
Gotta wake up, come back to life
You said I'm
Too much to handle
You said I
Shine too bright
I burnt the candle
Flew too high
I won't take anyone down if I cry tonight
But I still let everyone down when I change in size
And I went tumbling down trying to reach your high
But I scream too loud when I speak my mind
I don't wanna wake it up
I don't wanna wake it up
I don't wanna wake it up
The devil in me
I don't wanna wake it up
I don't wanna wake it up
I don't wanna wake it up
The devil in me
Gotta wake up, gotta wake up
Gotta wake up, gotta wake up
Gotta wake up, come back to life
Gotta wake up, gotta wake up
Gotta wake up, gotta wake up
Gotta wake up, come back to life
Now I gotta wake it up
Now I gotta wake it up
Now I gotta wake it up
The devil in me
Now I gotta wake it up
Now I gotta wake it up
Now I gotta wake it up
The devil in me
Gotta wake up, gotta wake up
Gotta wake up, gotta wake up
Gotta wake up, come back to life
Gotta wake up, gotta wake up
Gotta wake up, gotta wake up
Gotta wake up, come back to life
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Am I the only one who feels like this song could possible be about an eating disorder? Clues like "you say I should eat my feelings" and "I let everyone down when I change in size" it's been bugging me I can't be the only one who thinks this, coming from someone who struggles with an eating disorder and has got 3 years 😭
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@graces3776
6 years ago
god bless my soul for being alive during the same time as halsey
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