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Drowning myself every night. Me versus me has always been my biggest fight. I've been so confused for so long & the answers always seem so far out of sight. So I fill it up, fill it up one more time so when everything is wrong at least I still feel right. I'm in the tunnel but I can't see the light! I just want to feel whole again so I can let you in. I just want to feel whole again. I just want to feel whole! Oh where is my self-control? Where is my self-control? I've been thinking this could be the end of me. Who is this person in the mirror I see? I have come so far, thought I was so strong. The truth is I've just fed myself a lie for too long. I never thought this would be me, but now I'm on the verge of self destruction! How could this happen to me? I've never been the type to run from anything. So sick & tired of wondering where my morals have gone. My father didn't raise me to become this. Where did I go wrong? There is not much left of me. I can't feel the ground beneath my feet! There is not much left of me! I let everyone around me down & now I'm headed to the bottom of the bottle just to block out the sound. God I need you now! I've been thinking this could be the end of me. Who is this person in the mirror I see? I have come so far, thought I was so strong. The truth is I've just fed myself a lie for too long. This is my vice. This is me weak. I need your love to erase this doubt. I need your hand to pull me out! Sometimes I feel like I will never learn, because the bottle's always there when I have nowhere else to turn. Will I ever learn? Will I ever learn!? I take another sip, the dark room that I'm in becomes dimly lit. This can't be all there is. I've been thinking this could be the end of me. Who is this person in the mirror I see? I have come so far, thought I was so strong. The truth is I've just fed myself a lie for too long & the only one to blame is me. Who have I become? This is my desperate shout! Pull me out! Pull me out! God I need you now!
Video credit: Thunder Down Country & Sam Link
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I used to listen to this song when I was first getting clean. 4 months off heroin. 🤘🏻🤘🏻
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Over ten years i was a alcoholic…… Used to listen to this when it was brand new as i got shitfaced. Now i listen as im 7 months sober. Thank you matty and all you guys in Memphis may fire, you’ve impacted my life in ways you couldn’t imagine
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This song hits differently when you’ve been sober for 9 months, then 1 year & 6 months and you still fall off. “God I need you now” is the realest line in the whole song
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"GOD I NEED YOU NOW!!!!"
PLEASE!!!! I DONT WANNA BE THIS WAY! PLEASE GIVE ME THE STRENGTH!
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Not a huge fan of their newer stuff, but this shit right here, one of the best metalcore tunes out there.
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3 months off methamphetamine. Thank you Jesus for this second chance at life.
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This is my desperate shout! Pull me out! Pull me out! God, I need you now!
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Used to listen to this song every time I would feel suicidal in the past. It would encourage a good sobbing session, after which I would pick myself up and go on with my day. I'm grateful for the music I listened to in my early 20s.
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This is one of the best accidental clicks I have ever had. This kicks ass! Memphis May Fire has a new fan
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One of my close friend is going through this right now and it's heartbreaking please pray for my friend people he's going to need it. 🙏
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This band is so real. Love this band.
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I listened to this song like a thousand times when I was sixteen and sang the lyrics and identified a little bit with not recognizing who I am, but now being actually 21 and a recovering alcoholic this song means so much more to me I can see myself in everyone of these lines. I'm truly happy a song like this exists.
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People!!! Its about the fucking message, not about who or what he sounds like! Goddamn-One up for MMF
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this song means so much to me no matter how old it gets.
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after all these years, this song is still amazing
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I notmally only listen to thrash metal, death metal and technical death metal, but these breakdowns are legit
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This is my first time hearing this, and just because of the message, it's now one of my favorite MMF songs.
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Hand up if you seem them live in Concert or in Warped Tour 👍🏻
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I am 7 months clean from drugs and alcohol. Its been a battle I wasn't the same me for a while I am happy I am alive and here I did almost overdosed and it was scary. Now I started college in August studying the music business, audio production, and video production. Soon im going to be dad to a beautiful son or daughter with a wonderful girl.
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@serpenthyne9223
4 years ago
"Me vs. Me has always been my biggest fight" I felt that
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