@unusuald00d96

4 months ago

My father has had problems with his health for 6 years. He was always struggling but a few months ago, his conditions got worse and last month, 4th December 2023, he passed away. His said his last words to me a day before he passed and they were 'take care of your mother. And I told him I'll keep the promise and cried on his hospital bed. I didn't know know he passed until I came back from school. When I arrived home, I saw the picture of his parents that my mother took to the hospital, I also saw the box of his medicine. I felt like my heart stopped for a moment there, I expected it but hoped that it wasn't true. But it was. I saw my mother come out of her room, hugging an old picture of him and she told me the news. It really hit me, I couldn't see him anymore and couldn't be a better son. But I couldn't cry. I only cried once beside him and no more after that, not even at the funeral. That felt much worse than crying, I wanted to break down into tears right then and there but it wouldn't let me. I know it looks like I'm just yapping but all of it is true. I can't describe what I felt. I needed to take dare of my mother but I had no motivation. Though, it's getting better(i think). I try to comfort her whenever I can and I feel like it's working. So yeah, basically just take care of your parents while you can before you regret not doing so.

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