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I sang this one for myself, I hope that's ok
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So I've lived in fear of the business world my entire life and I decided last Summer to try and face all my anxieties and traumas. You never know if your fears are valid until you face, right? Well, I threw myself at it with eyes closed and I had as many panic attacks and intrusive thoughts as I thought I would. But maybe things would get better? And they did in a way, I was meeting deadlines and sometimes would get small compliments, I felt like I was finally a useful person to society. But suddenly it ended. I was told I wasn't needed and that the economy was good so I shouldn't worry. That was the moment I realized I hadn't conquered my anxieties but had instead been just pushing them down in order to "just make it through the next day" and "someday I'll be good at this". I'd been fooling myself and now I was using all my working paychecks to just pay for therapy that work gave me. Just a zero sum game ironically haha. I wanted to share my story with everyone even if it's a sad and slightly pathetic one because I think it's important to talk about struggles. I'm not an idol or living a perfect life, I'm crawling through mud and fighting myself every day. But I'm not going to give up. I'm going to find my own path. It won't look like anyone else's but I'm going to find a place that allows me to live and not just survive. I hope you do too.
ORIGINAL CREDITS:
✦ Music: KEI
✦ Original: • 「Hello, Worker」 - KEI feat.巡音ルカ Megur...
COVER CREDITS:
✦ Vocals/Mix/Video: Juby
✦ Art: 美森
✦ Piano: シ★ン
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—-Lyrics—-
How can all that I am be fit
Inside of a sheet of white A4?
A smile and I’m hoping they come to accept
Me with a “welcome aboard!”
Twisting through, now I’m lost without a clue
In a maze of ups and downs
Said try until it’s over and won, but I found
There may be no way out
But everyone is way ahead
I’m being left behind again
A world beyond a track
I yearn to move past
When can I have that?
But tell me
What do I want? Who do I wanna be?
And what am I good at? Can I do anything?
See how I made it so damn far?
I did it crawling on my knees
What about tomorrow? I don’t what it brings
What about the future? It won’t change anything
Then let me have this one, day only for me
“Wish you well” were the words they’d always tell me
A life cut bit by bit
And handing out the pieces to anyone now
But told I just don’t fit
They said I couldn’t do a thing
And honestly I might agree
I’m worn in every way and crawling through days
Will I look the same?
Or maybe
Was it really worth it? Was it my dream?
And what did I lose in the flow of everything?
Searching for the answer, I came this far
And did it grinding down my teeth
End it all tomorrow, the world and me too
Maybe I’ll forget it, the day before soon
So let me have this one day only for me
But everyone is way ahead
I’m being left behind again
So tell me where did I go wrong?
What was I doing all along?
They said I couldn’t do a thing
And honestly I might agree
I’m worn in nearly every way
But breathing and alive today
Telling me
What do I want? Who do I wanna be?
And what am I good at? Can I do anything?
See how I made it so damn far?
I did it crawling on my knees
What about tomorrow? I don’t what it brings
What about the future? It won’t change anything
Then let me have this one...
This moment, only one...
Belongs to you and me
Views : 138,556
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Feb 10, 2022 ^^
Rating : 4.987 (16/5,072 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-04-09T16:08:11.278776Z
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YouTube Comments - 200 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
Juby you are a treasure.
When I first heard you sang this song, I felt so compelled to just— do something. Anything.
I finally reconnected to some dreams I had as a kid. I thought “if I’m going to work my whole life I’ll learn to be a kid too.”
And you deserve that too.
Keep going at getting that perfect dream you want.
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Juby, I’m glad to see your back. I hope you were doing well after all this. I hope that your mental health is better. And that you are happy through all of this!
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"I sang this one for myself, I hope that's ok" Oh Juby 😢 You're a treasure to us fans, whatever makes you happy will be more than enough for us. This is YOUR life! Use it to do what makes you happy! You NEVER need permission from a bunch of strangers online to do what you want 🥰
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This song dropped at a crazy perfect time - I relate to your struggle with adulthood so much. I had my first full time job that was very stressful and traumatizing and now I keep getting rejected from grad school which scares me because being a student is apparently all I'm good at. Your strength to keep moving forward is so admirable and I hope to do the same despite all the setbacks.
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I know hard it can be, maybe you feel at your tipping point every day. Allow yourself to rest, but don’t stop fighting. We have ur backs girl you’re doing great
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Your cover of this song from a few years ago helped me a lot while going through school and trying to figure out what I wanna do. Now a year after finishing school I finally have somewhat of a plan of what I want and got accepted for my first choice job yesterday. I admit, I still would rather be an artist, but as long as art can’t pay my bills I think the job I got accepted for is the best choice. That you uploaded this today of all days is just the sign I needed, that what I’m doing isn’t a bad thing and can still bring my closer to being an artist. So thank you Juby.
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juby, it's going to be okay. thank you for being here and thank you for sharing your story. everything will turn out okay in the end.
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Hope all is going well for you. My brother actually shared something he heard today: "Moreover, we find that sorrow can actually enlarge the mind and heart in order to “give place,” expanded space for later joy."
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I was just about to search for Hello, Worker covers 7 minutes after this was published. Is Juby a mind reader?
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The first time I heard this song, it was your cover. Since then it's given me a strange sense of hope, I've always dreaded being shoved into a job I hate. It's a scary world we live in, but please, keep hoping and staying strong, Juby.
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The original cover helped me rediscover my dreams. That sounds dramatic, but music has that affect on people. Just keep in mind all the hearts you've touched as you continue to go forward! We'll be there cheering you on
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I’ll most likely be throwing myself into the working world in a few years time. I may go through some rough times, but hopefully this beautiful rendition will get me through them.
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The first time you sang this song I cried, because it hit so close to home.
This time I cried because it was so unfair that you had to go through this same experience.
As someone who's been where you are. It gets better, not right away, but it does.
You are correct, finding a path that lets you live instead of just survive is a wonderful goal. I hope you reach it.
You deserve good things and life you can look at and think "yep, I am doing this for me".
Best of luck
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I LOVE THIS FREAKING SONG LETS GOOO
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I wish I could cry when I heard this song. Whether it made me fall further or made me rise, I don't understand. I hope I'm getting better. My emotions are almost dead.
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I'm glad you're here Juby, the world is better with you in it
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Just like you, I'm trying to find my own way. Until now, I never had a job. Every no that I receive, it's like a slap on my face and I'm so tired of this. However, my family is poor, so I need to continue trying because I want that this situation gets better.
So I'm cheering on you to find a good way, just like this little fan that loves your covers. 💖
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im literally going to break down in tears again because of juby’s covers 🥺
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With this piano version, it just brings more sadness to the lyrics. The mood is so relatable. The frustration. The need to be heard. Especially when it comes to a job. You're trying to use the best of your abilities, but it's hard because the need of financial stability clouds out everything else that should matter.
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@Jon_Ross
2 years ago
You're doing amazing, kid. Never give up, never surrender. You'll find your way in time, and when you do it's going to be the best way you ever done seen.
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