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Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Apr 27, 2024 ^^
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0:15 hit hard
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9:41 This hit hard. Iām literally crying so much bc of it. I held my tears for so long until this came up.
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We moved a lot.
I didnāt keep/ make many friendships.
3rd grade I finally made one good best friend.
Moved again.
Fake friends.
5th grade I wanted to kill myself.
Made friends in sixth.
They moved away.
7th reunited with a friend and kept a few
Fallout.
Summer I started cutting.
8th parents had me in a bathroom with my cuts revealed as they hit me with a belt, claiming I knew no real pain.
Forgave people in my heart only to be let down again.
Hangin by a thread.
Thereās so much more details but Iām not gonna waste my energy writing paragraphs. Thank you for reading ig
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They said it would get better. It didnt, and its not. For years now, its only been getting worse. My parents are getting divorced soon and im pretty sick of both of them. I hate everything about myself.
I hate my hair
I hate my eyes
I hate my skin
I hate my body
I hate my eyelashes
I hate my eyebrows
I hate my nose
I hate my mind
I hate my stomach
I hate my acne
I hate my lips
I hate my nails
I hate my hands
I hate my hairy legs
I hate my lack of curves
I hate myself so much.
I cant stand looking in a mirror. Everyone else is so frikin pretty? What went wrong with me?ā¦
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Last night my parents both yelled at me in a span of 30 minutes. My dad is a manipulator and he said I lied to him and then took away my only joy in life. I am only alive today for a few people I'm trying to keep alive and one I have been waiting on for 4 years. I js wish I could move out and move on, because then I wouldn't be the problem child. Our dad is always on our asses about how we don't do shit around the house but he caused depression for me and one of my siblings. I have asked my mom for professional help but we went on a trip after that conversation and she completely js ignores it now. I wish I could get a break from my dad every other week like my siblings (they have a different mom), but my father is an abusive, fucking manipulator. This world is so cruel. I'm in track and I went to a track meet and an entire track team made fun of my body shape, and the way I ate after I only had 1 sandwich that entire day, one of the kids even said, āWhyād you eat the whole buffet šā and I said ā I don't see anyone with a buffet around hereā and he replied with āYou probably ate them too! šā and even though itās been 3 weeks since that happened I have been making a whole pinterest board dedicated to losing weight. I'm a teenage girl who only wants love and kindness from others.
āI want to cry but I canāt get anything out of my eyes or my head, did I die?ā -Cavetown
You all got this and even with all the hurt both you and me have gone through, I Love YOUā¤ļøāš©¹
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For anyone who needs it
I love your hair or lack of
I love your forehead
I love your eyebrows or lack of
I love your eyelashes or lack of
I love your eyes
I love your ears
I love your nose
I love your cheeks
I love your mouth
I love your laugh
I love your teeth or lack of
I love your chin
I love your neck
I love your shoulders
I love your chest
I love your arms
I love your hands
I love your tummy
I love your hips
I love your thighs
I love your knees
I love your shins
I love your feet (not in that way.)
I love your moles/marks
I love your scars
I love your voice
I love what you do
I love your personality
I love you on your good days
I love you on your bad days
I love you when you when you wear makeup
I love you when you donāt wear makeup.
I love your skin
I love you when youāre sad
I love you when youāre mad
I love you when youāre happy
I love you when you hate me
I love you when you love me
I love you when you forget me
Iām proud of you for getting some sleep
Iām proud of you for trying to sleep
Iām proud of you for waking up
Iām proud of you for getting up
Iām proud of you for brushing your teeth
I proud of you for tending toward your braces
Iām proud of you for doing your hair
Iām proud of you for washing your face
Iām proud of you for doing skin care
I love you for doing your makeup (if you wear it)
Iām proud of you that you got out of your room
Iām proud of you for getting dressed
Iām proud of you TRYING to eat breakfast.
Iām proud of you for being clean
Iām proud of you for trying to be clean
Iām proud of you for being alive
Iām proud of you for being a good friend
Iām proud of you for trying to be I good friend
I wonāt judge you for your looks
I wonāt judge you from your race
I wonāt judge you for your life
I wonāt judge you for your family
I wonāt judge you for your past/childhood
I wonāt judge you for your body
I wonāt judge you for your tears
I wont judge you for your age
I wonāt judge you for your sexual orientation
I wont judge you for your gender
I wont judge you for your money
I wonāt judge you for where you come from
I wonāt judge you for your language
You arenāt ugly
You arenāt too fat
You arenāt too skinny
You arenāt annoying
You arenāt mean
You arenāt evil
You arenāt crazy
You arenāt weird
You arenāt worthless
You arenāt scary
You arenāt selfish
You arenāt too feminine
You arenāt too masculine
You arenāt too young
You arenāt too old
You arenāt disgusting
You arenāt a doormat
You arenāt a toy
You arenāt a monster
You are beautiful
You are pretty
You are handsome
You are kind
You are cool
You are everything you want to be
You arenāt perfect, nobody is, but you are perfect in my eyes
I wont judge you for anything
Im so proud of you
I love you. Now it's your turn to share this message <3
(This isnāt mine! Pass it on)
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I'm not sure if anyone will read this but I need someone else's opinion.
So my parents are abusive and I want to tell my cousins but I'm not sure if they will believe me or not and I don't want them to be distant from my parents but I just feel like it's not right if they don't know but if I were to get taken in by them I know they wouldn't have enough Money to care for me. I feel like they wouldn't want me our my siblings to stay with them. I'm really scared of them not believe me. Do you have Any advice for me?
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I need to know of i have daddy issues or not.. Maybe even slight daddy issues. I'll tell my story, and i hope someone tells me if its daddy issues or if im being over dramatic...
Okay so, i have 3 dads technically.. J/???/D. Lets start off with ???. He's my brothers birth father, but he didnt make me. I am not sure if thats considered a step dad or not, since my mom was still married to my dad when he was born. Anyways. I never really knew him, since i was 3 when he killed himself. I heard he was a drug addict, same w/ alcohol. Next is D. D is my older sisters dad, but not mine. D is a work-alcholic. He is verbally abusive, and would sometimes try to hit my sister. Ive only ever seen him once, and even then he tried to hit me. Next is my current father. He's okay to me most the time, and the only time he is nice is whenever he's nice to J, my brother, and has to be nice to all of us, or else my mom will get on to him. I would make a tiny mistake, or make a small remark like, "hey, dont do that, she said stop." To my brother and he'd yell at me. He doesn't me to be, i think.. But he is verbally abusive, and maybe mentally. He has extreme anger issues, and yells at me randomly. He'll even to it by my mom, and everytime she takes his side, even when its his fault. Again.. Idrk if this is 'daddy issues or not so pls tell me. Thanks for reading everyone. :) ā¤ā¤. Oh one more thing... He favorites my brother a lot. I can't even go to a park with him, or try to talk to him. Everytime I even try to have a conversation with him it's always, 'No im taking your brother golfing... No, I want to play with your brother.. Blah blah blah brother.'
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@HarlequinS1mp
2 weeks ago
How's everyone today??? Vent here if needed<33 Remember that I love you and that everyone in this community is here for you!!
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