@RenMakesMusic

3 years ago

smarturl.it/RenDemosVol2 Lyrics: 
Lately I think I was over Time in my chest, beating slower like the clouds the colour of them fading out, fading out Oh the heavy heart I carried went over your head and over mine (Regret)
 I counted the days she left like a prisoner Etching markings on my skin with an old knife, scratching (Forget)
 You see I wanted the physical to match the physiological
 Yet no matter how hard I dug I still could not match that pain
 (Regret) 
I longed for reasons, I sung with demons
 I sat in a dark dusty room, barley moving, breathing
 (Forget) 
I chewed through my own umbilical chord attached to her naval 
I wanted to be separate

 Oh I think my mind is leaking
 Solitude is so depleting

 I did it to myself
I know that you were faithful
 I did it for my health
 How come I’m still unstable 
and fallen far from help 
A suicidal angel, 
who’s lost their wings and fell
 Fallen so ungraceful Banished into hell 

I wish that I could stop crying, They say that the body is 70% water I feel like I must have reduced mine by a considerable fraction Newton's third theory states that for every action there must be an equal and opposite counter reaction and so I retrace my steps; and try to find reason in the arms of my demons 'cause i cant find healing if i cant find meaning a conundrum leaning on my dumb numb feelings tie the noose high beaming when I hung from ceilings want to run from demons that are living in my head and escape fate and disparate, evaporate, evacuate  and inactivate fate, but it cut the breaks  now I’m driving my universe into a lake   and the weight, weight of the world don't wait we make mistakes when it's all at stake for goodness sake, a double take but i don't want to eat that cake I ruminate inside meaning to illuminate a dark mind i communicate without speaking
and i've seen so much I went blind - eyed
Why, I, live in a lie, Live in a lie with a lion inside Live in a lie with a lion inside of my mind that is hungry, it's hungry for my Sanity, my, sanity, I
live in a lie with a lion inside Live in a lie with a lion inside of my mind that is hungry and I don't know why
 Pressure drop,
deep breath, time stops 
A broken, ect. dot dot dot 
Pressure drop, pressure drop, pressure drop
 I feel it, consuming, I can't stop
 dot to dot the lines 
join the dots and I'm 
 tying knots then divide and multiply
 square the root of pi, beat the puzzle I
 Tried to keep my mind focused on the line 
Hop scotch and pop rocks
 I take shots of tear drops
 When I drop a pill pop 
I find peace and time stops

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