@thesteeles

2 years ago

Used to listen to this song at night outside, then last October, I found love,....or at least love found me. Funny part is that I’ve never wanted a romantic relationship before, and I’m also Asexual, I’m a 17 year old dude who never wanted anything to do with love, but it found it’s way into my life, I hated it at first, but I’ve learned to stop being against it. I thought love simply wasn’t meant for me, and I accepted that with no problem... My first day of this new school in another country, this girl saw me and she immediately fell in love with me (still have no idea why till this day) She then watched me for a month. Then she finally asked to be friends and reluctantly agreed. Then she confessed quickly to me (I didn’t believe her and was suspicious) I tried getting rid of her but she won’t leave no matter what I did. I went from pretending to be gay, to having weird fetishes, to dumping coke all over her at the mall, to hiding and avoiding her 24/7, to saying awful things.... I wanted her to hate me and leave me alone. Even after all this, she refused to leave me and I eventually gave up and now we are happy together. Now I have a very clingy girlfriend who won’t stop giving me hugs and kisses and can’t stand being away from me for 5 seconds XD I certainly don’t mind. I plan on marrying her. Update (08/02/23): Guys…..I really hate to break this to everyone but I discovered that I’m gay. I knew I wasn’t straight but I’ve come to discover I wasn’t at all. Not even romantically at least. I liked that she made me feel like a real man, but not a complete one. I’m seeing a guy now and I’ve never felt more complete. Me and this girl are best friends now though.

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