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Genre: Music
Date of upload: Feb 17, 2018 ^^
Rating : 4.933 (4,130/243,754 LTDR)
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3 years sober now. I got a peep memorial tattoo when he passed because I related to him heavy. The only difference was his musical genius and I beat my demons before they beat me. Never judge addicts, or OD victims. They're someone's child. They are you or me, we are all one bad day from breaking. Have pity, offer support and love. People can only fix themselves if they want to and have the love or drive to do so. Rest in peace to those that couldn't beat their demons in time.
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My dad raised me and my sister as a single father. He raised us telling us about his days before he was sober, always warning us and trying his best to keep us from making his mistakes with drugs. I was raised only knowing my sober father, he would do anything for us and loved us tremendously, and did it all by himself. Sadly, about 6 months after my highschool graduation he relapsed on drugs, it took almost another 6 months for me to find out. He promised to stay clean, but it's almost two years later. After being forced to move out, having my things stolen from his "Friends", people staying in what was my room, finding drugs in our basement, and multiple meaningful family items stolen and sold for drugs (including my Grandfathers silver star he got in the war, and my dead uncles guitar he left us, the only thing he left us), and so much money borrowed that I will never see again... I had to cut myself off from him, I love my dad so much but I miss the version that raised us and never would have lived how he does now. Drugs are not a joke, they ruin relationships, they ruin lives.
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[lyrics]
I was higher than the nosebleed, I
Turn up till my nose bleed, I
Blacked out in the black car
I'm trying to feel like a rockstar, but
I can't just do one now, no
I've been way to numb now
I'm living on the run now
Oh I gotta get out of this town somehow
'Cause the bads been slowly getting worse
And this fast lane, living it's a curse
Tell me what's your life worth
I think it's time for a change
'Cause the bads been slowly getting worse
And this fast lane, living it's a curse
Better tell me what's your life worth
I think it's time for a change
'Cause the drugs don't work
Anymore, anymore
Anymore, now the drugs don't work
Anymore, anymore
Anymore, now the drugs don't work
I couldn't find the fill again, I
Couldn't seem to kill the pain, I
I was living in the moment
Searching for a little serotonin
But, this shit ain't so fun now
I, can't tell what the come down
I've been living on the run now
Oh I gotta get out of this town somehow
'Cause the bads been slowly getting worse
And this fast lane, living it's a curse
Better tell me what's your life worth
I think its time for a change
'Cause the bads been slowly getting worse
And this fast lane, living it's a curse
Better tell me what's your life worth
I think it's time for a change
'Cause the drugs don't work
Anymore, anymore
Anymore, now the drugs don't work
Anymore, anymore
Anymore, now the drugs don't work
Anymore, anymore
Anymore, now the drugs don't work
Anymore, anymore
Anymore, now the drugs don't work
Woo, Woo, Woo, Woo
Overdose, overdose, overdose
Overdose, overdose, overdose
All fun and games till I hit the floor comatose
Overdose, all fun and games till I hit the floor comatose
Overdose, overdose, all fun and games till I hit the floor comatose
Overdose
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I remember at the age of 15 first trying meth and it felt like a whole new world of pleasure, love, comfort and freedom that everyone I felt was against. Then it lead to not caring what anyone had to say.( Parents, teachers, counseling, close friends I've know for years...... And even my own self) I did so much I should be dead or in a wheelchair or not mentally stable. Everyday I wish to dive even deeper into the abyss but I know I won't come out. I remember this one day absolutely fucked out of my spirit and looking for a song that would send me a spiritual message or something to help, and I found this song after 3-7 hours of music. It hit me so hard I don't know how to explain it.
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@lexvanderjagt1840
4 years ago
The person who edited this is made a masterpiece
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