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LYRICS:
Used to ride bikes
Now I ride a fine line between
Long nightsĀ
and my ever shrinking sanityĀ
Covering all the mirrorsĀ
Cuz strangers arenāt welcome here
I could make long list of all my insecuritiesĀ
then i could fix them but who would keep me company
Friends with my biggest fearsĀ
Past all my better yearsĀ
Now I just got so much on my shoulders
Iām a little dimmer little colderĀ
The younger me just wished that she was older
At 24 wish somebody told her
She cries herself to sleep
Dies when people leave
Takes a little pill to hide the wayĀ Ā
Sheās drowning in the growing pains
Killed the fantasyĀ
For matter of time mentalityĀ Ā
Little me was wondering who sheād beĀ
What a shame to see she ruins everything
EverythingĀ
Ā
Back handsprings for people who wonāt do the sameĀ
Bad landing I fell in a hole and I stayedĀ
Bad at cutting habitsĀ
Good at cutting wingsĀ
Not to be dramatic
But scissors kinda sting
So much on my shoulders
Iām a little bitter little colderĀ
The younger me just wished that she was older
God I fuckin wish somebody told her
She cries herself to sleep
Dies when people leave
Takes a little pill to hide the wayĀ Ā
Sheās drowning in the growing pains
Killed the fantasyĀ
For matter of time mentalityĀ Ā
Little me was wondering who sheād beĀ
What a shame to see she ruinsĀ
EverythingĀ
She ruins everythingĀ
back when tragedy was falling off the swingsĀ
back to running to my mom when my heart sinksĀ
She ruins everything
I ruin everythingĀ
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Director/Editor - Marc Heller
Production - Garrett Brock, One Machine
DP - Carlos Sanchez, Anonymous Creature
Makeup - Teresa Ammons
Hair - Joc GlamsĀ
Styling: Cassidy Hill
SONG CREDITS:
Production: Erik Ron
Additional Writing: Riley BiedererĀ Ā
Mixing: Anthony ReederĀ
Mastering: Joel WanasekĀ Ā Ā
Written and Performed by Ellise
Views : 69,259
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Dec 7, 2023 ^^
Rating : 4.997 (2/2,871 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2024-04-22T21:34:34.551417Z
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YouTube Comments - 179 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
Her voice sounds like an angel š¤š»
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Every single song hits me so hard. I really donāt know how you even do it. You are really just incredible.
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Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Used to ride bikes now I write a fine line between
Long nights and my ever-shrinking sanity
Covering all them ears, 'cause strangers arenāt welcome here
I could make a long list of all my insecurities
Then I could fix 'em, but who would keep me company?
Friends with my biggest fears, passed on my better years
[Pre-Chorus]
Now I just got so much on my shoulders
I'm a little dim, a little colder
The younger me just wish that she was older
At 24 I wish somebody told her
[Chorus]
She cries herself to sleep
Dies when people leave
Takes a little pill to hide the way
Sheās drowning in the growing pains
Kill the fantasy for matter the tight mentality
Little me was wondering who she'd be
What a shame to see
She ruins everything
She ruins everything, everything
[Verse 2]
Back handsprings for people who won't do the same
Bad landing, I fell in a hole and I stayed
Bad at cutting habits, good at cutting wings
Not to be dramatic, but scissors kinda sting
[Pre-Chorus]
So much on my shoulders
I'm a little bit, a little colder
The younger me just wish that she was older
God I fucking wish somebody told her
[Chorus]
She cries herself to sleep
Dies when people leave
Takes a little pill to hide the way
She's drowning in the growing pains
Kill the fantasy for matter the tight mentality
Little me was wondering who she'd be
What a shame to see
She ruins everything
She ruins everything
[Outro]
Back when tragedy was falling off the swings
Back to running to my mom when my heart sinks
What a shame to see, she ruins everything
I ruin everything
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EVERY SINGLE LYRIC HIT SO HARD. THIS IS DEFINITELY ONE OF UR BEST WRITTEN SONGS, I DONT EVEN KNOW WHERE TO BEGIN ā¤ā¤
40 |
this song is so healing for me, and it perfectly expresses the regret and sadness i feel towards my younger self, thank you for writing this elliseš
25 |
Blessed is the day I discovered you!!! You are one of the best singers I have ever heard in my life! I wish you to be discovered by more and more people, you deserve it!!!
30 |
this song carries so much burden . itās incredible š¢ā¤
33 |
STOP MAKING RELATABLE SONGS I CANT CRY TO THEM ALL
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The end part where she removes the rose colored glasses on the younger representation of herself speaks so much about how maturity/adulting can change your perspective on life so much. Well done, Ellise!!
25 |
I think there has been a dramatic shift in her lyric writing skills and Iām here for it ā¤ā¤ā¤
7 |
literally every song gives off this eerie vibe i love ur music sm.
ur genuinely a spooky queen and deserve the world.
30 |
This is amazing!! Little Ellise and Ellise were amazing hereš«¶š¼
22 |
THIS SONG IS ABSOLUTELY AMAZING!!! THE EMOTIONS THIS SONG MADE ME FEEL ARE INDESCRIBABLE!! I LOVE IT SO MUCH!! ā¤ā¤ā¤ā¤ā¤
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i truly hope you're okay, and that, at your own pace, make amends with yourself, and shower yourself in the love that you deserve. i wish you the biggest of happiness ellise, thank you for your hard work and truly amazing songs nevertheless.
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Ellise's voice is simply incredible, her lyrics are beautiful, she makes art. She deserves much more recognition, she has a lot of talent, it's incredible how by listening to just one of her songs she became one of my favorite singers, I know I'm commenting after 3 months, I don't usually comment on youtube, but I can't help but express the admiration I have for Ellise <3
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I love you so much Ellise. This song is amazing and it really reflects my feelings too. You have great talents. Never change for anyone except you. Love, from India.
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Ellise, the big question is, are you ok? This song hits in the core, love it, it so sad that i relate to it
8 |
This song is sad, but so insane good, great job Ellise.
We love youš„°
3 |
Well, this is just utterly beautiful on all levels. Like, everything just works together perfectly, the lyrics, the melody, the atmosphere and the video as well. I'm honestly so impressed.ā¤ļøāØ
I'm crying over this. This song is already my most favourite one out of all her already amazing songs.
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@fujoshilover8773
5 months ago
Bless you, Ellise. You truly are gifted. Every piece of art you release is enchanted. The story that unfolds is remarkable. Thank you for giving me a voice through your music. Thank you for allowing the spirit of my younger being to experience closure. š
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