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Genre: Music
Date of upload: Mar 28, 2019 ^^
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You ever feel like you donât wanna live , but you donât wanna die?You just want it all to stop?Yeah , im feeling that.
Update:
I wrote this comment over 6 months ago, I was in a really dark place man, I felt so freaking lonely , I wasn't expecting for this comment to blow up the way it did but I jus wanted to thank y'all fr, makes me feel better to know Iâm not the only one to feel this way.
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Why I appreciate this song: it's representative of what suicidal ideation looks and feels like. It captures it beautifully. It's also healing. It's healing to be sad, to allow yourself to breakdown and cathart. This song often unlocks that process in me and I'm forever grateful. I hope anyone who reads this knows that - you do matter. And it's okay to be suicidal. It's okay to be human.
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I remember the first time I heard this song. I was in a really dark place if you know what I mean. This song sent chills down my spine, especially the âCall my friendsâ part at the ending. The organ, the drum, her ghastly vocals, it all made me break down into tears. She sang what I felt. A big time star helping some kid from a small town in the Deep South cope. I canât thank Billie enough for her comforting music. Her and Finneas both.
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People donât understand that depression isnât crying or being sad, itâs the lack of pure motivation to go do anything, itâs like a huge ocean that pulls your head deeper and deeper underwater and you are unable to breath. Itâs equivalent to that persons life, all the weight on their shoulders pulls them down. Itâs hard, you canât âjust smileâ.
EDIT: yall are going through a lot! Remember, you are loved and times are hard but you will get through it!
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100 reasons to stay alive:
1. to make your parents proud
2. to conquer your fears
3. to see your family again
4. to see your favourite artist live
5. to listen to music again
6. to experience a new culture
7. to make new friends
8. to inspire
9. to have your own children
10. to adopt your own pet
11. to make yourself proud
12. to meet your idols
13. to laugh until you cry
14. to feel tears of happiness
15. to eat your favourite food
16. to see your siblings grow
17. to pass school
18. to get a tattoo
19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
20. to meet your internet friends
21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
24. to see untouched snow in the morning
25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
26. to see stars light up the sky
27. to read a book that changes your life
28. to see the flowers in the spring
29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
30. to travel abroad
31. to learn a new language
32. to learn to draw
33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
34. Puppy kisses.
35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
37. Trampolines.
38. Ice cream.
39. Stargazing.
40. Cloud watching.
41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
43. âI saw this and thought of you."
44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, âI love you."
45. The relief you feel after crying.
46. Sunshine.
47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
48. Your future wedding.
49. Your favorite candy bar.
50. New clothes.
51. Witty puns.
52. Really good bread.
53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and canât stop smiling.
56. The smell before and after it rains
57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
58. The feeling you get when youâre dancing.
59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
60. Trying out new recipes.
61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
64.Breakfast in bed.
65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
66. Breakfast for dinner (because itâs so much better at night than in the morning).
67. Pray (if you are religious)
68. Forgiveness.
69. Water balloon fights.
70. New books by your favorite authors.
71. Fireflies.
72. Birthdays.
73. Realizing that someone loves you.
74. Spending the day with someone you adore
75. Finding a happy place.
76. Meeting internet friends irl.
77. Laughing so hard that you cry.
78. Your pet would miss you. Donât abandon them.
79. Rewatching your favourite childhood movies.
80. Warm showers.
81. Reading a life-changing book.
82. Getting lost in a library.
83. Inspiring someone.
84. Happy, cozy holidays.
85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
86. Someoneâs skin against yours.
87. Holding hands.
88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other personâs, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
89. Singing off key with your best friends.
90. Road trips.
91. Spontaneous adventures.
92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
94. Thunderstorms.
95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
96. The taste of your favorite food.
97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
99. Compliments and praise.
100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it.
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Lyricsđ€
Take me to the rooftop
I wanna see the world when I stop breathing
Turning blue
Tell me, love is endless, don't be so pretentious
Leave me, like you do (like you do)
If you need me
Wanna see me
Better hurry
'Cause I'm leaving soon
Sorry, can't save me now
Sorry, I don't know how
Sorry, there's no way out (sorry)
But down, mm down
Taste me, the salty tears on my cheek
That's what a year-long headache does to you
I'm not okay, I feel so scattered
Don't say I'm all that matters
Leave me
Deja vu
If you need me
Wanna see me
You better hurry
I'm leaving soon
Sorry, can't save me now
Sorry, I don't know how (sorry)
Sorry, there's no way out (sorry)
But down, mm down
Call my friends and tell
Them that I love them
And I'll miss them
But I'm not sorry
Call my friends and tell them that I love them
And I'll miss them
Sorry
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@mcriaam
4 years ago
100 reasons why you shouldnât commit suicide. 1. We would miss you. 2. Itâs not worth the regret. Either by yourself, if you failed or just simply left scars or regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you. 3. It does get better. Believe it or not, it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow. 4. Thereâs so much you would miss doing. 5. There is always a reason to live it just might not be clear right now. 6. So many people care and you would hurt them if you hurt yourself. 7. You ARE worth it. Donât let anyone especially yourself, tell you otherwise. 8. You are amazing the way you are. 9. A time will come where youâll be thankful for being alive. 10. What about the things you always wanted to do? 11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you itâs still a reason to stay alive. 12. You wonât be able to listen to music when you die. 13. Killing yourself is never worth it. Youâll hurt both yourself and the people you care about. 14. There are so many people that would miss you including me. 15. Youâre preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born. 16. How do you think would your family feel? 17. You are gorgeous, amazing and to someone you are perfect. 18. Think about your favorite music artist youâll never hear their voice again. 19. Youâll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day. 20. Listening to incredibly loud music. 21. Being alive is just really good. 22. Not being alive is really bad. 23. Finding your soulmate. 24. Red pandas. 25. Going to diners on three in the morning. 26. Really soft pillows. 27. Eating pizza in New York City. 28. Proving people wrong with your success. 29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life. 30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can. 31. Being able to help others. 32. Bonfires. 33. Sitting in rooftops. 34. Seeing every single country in the world. 35. You might win the lottery someday. 36. Listening to music on a record player. 37. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower. 38. Taking really cool pictures. 39. Literally meeting thousands of new people. 40. Going on road trips. 41. Hearing crazy stories. 42. Telling crazy stories. 43. Eating ice cream on a hot day. 44. More Harry Potter books could come out, youâll never know. 45. Traveling to another planet someday. 46. Having an underwater house. 47. Randomly running into your hero on the street. 48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel. 49. Trampolines. 50. Think about your favorite movie youâll never watch again. 51. When your best friend tells you a joke in public and youâre the loudest because youâre laughing so hard. 52. Your survival will make the world better even if itâs just one person, 20 or more. 53. People do care. 54. Treehouses. 55. Hanging out with your soulmate. 56. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees. 57. I donât even know you but I love you. 58. I donât even know you but I care about you. 59. Nobody is going to be like you EVER, so embrace your uniqueness. 60. food. 61. Starbucks. 62. Hugs. 63. Stargazing. 64. You have a purpose, and itâs up to you to find out what it is. 65. Youâve changed somebodyâs life. 66. You could change the world. 67. Youâll meet the person thatâs perfect for you. 68. No matter how much or how little, you have your own life ahead you. 69. You have the chance to save somebodyâs life. 70. If you end your life, youâre stopping yourself from achieving great things. 71. Making a snow angel. 72. Making a snowman. 73. Snowball fights. 74. Life is what you make of it. 75. Everybody has talent. 76. Laughing until you cry. 77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy. 78. The world wouldnât be the same if you would not exist. 79. Itâs possible to turn frowns, upside down. 80. Be yourself, donât let anyoneâs shit, and never let them take your life. 81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero. 82. Being happy doesnât mean that everythingâs perfect. It means that youâve decided to look beyond. The imperfections. 83. One day your smile will be real. 84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day. 85. Laying in grass and looking at the clouds. 86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends. 87. Eating crazy food. 88. Staying up all night watching your favorite films with a loved one. 89. Sleeping in all day. 90. Creating something youâre proud of. 91. You can look back on yourself in 70 years later and be proud you didnât commit suicide. 92. Being able to meet your internet friends. 93. Tea/ Coffee/ Hot chocolate. 94. The new season of your favorite TV show. 95. Cuddling under the stars. 96. Being stupid in public because you just can. 97. If you are reading this you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile? 98. Being able to hug that one person you havenât seen in years. 99. People care enough about you and your future to come out with 100 reasons for you not to do this. 100. But the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesnât seem great now, anything could make it happen. This place needs you please stay alive you are loved! Donât worry itâs gonna be okay Iâm sure đ€ {edit} 101: Sex.
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