hi fellow people with trust issues

Thanks Kristina for the background picture: unsplash.com/photos/UcMYjSewGF0

Follow me on here:
www.instagram.com/_firxfly_/
twitter.com/_firxfly_
soundcloud.com/firxfly

For business inquiries: firxfly.music@gmail.com

lyrics:
Why do i even bother to trust people when it hurts?
I keep hoping they won’t and that hope is my fault
Why do i even try to live when I’m just a hoax?
If I am real why do I get treated like I’m not?

I love to be hated ‘cause at least it’s honest
and i hate to be loved ‘cause that love’s always a fraud
My love is kinda sacred, I wish I could say that
But I love everything that hurts me to my core

I guess it’s the adrenaline that I feel while I’m drowning
I’ll keep doing it all again, till there’s nothing left of me
I keep believing that it’s somehow good for me
Their ways are so creative when it comes to hurting me

If everything is fated, I should just be hopeless
But I’m way too stubborn to let go of the last string
Fate is not the reason for all the damage that happens
But who’s to blame when everyone pretend that they’re perfect angels
All humans who can do better