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Genre: Gaming
Date of upload: Premiered Aug 11, 2023 ^^
Rating : 5 (0/59 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2023-08-12T15:25:17.738828Z
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i just went out to make myself food bc i havent eaten in the last 5-6 hours and i tried moving the thing where it makes ur wraps nice and hot but i had my wrap in my other hand and my dad started shouting at me and swearing and saying that im not getting paid next week just bc i didnt know where else to put my wrap and when people shout at me i get upset and stressed and that makes my appetite go away but i ate it anyway in my room bc i didnt wanna be near him and now my stomach hurts from the stress and he also shouted things like i cant do anything good and he says that all the time i make the tiniest mistake especially when i was young and it ruined my mindset and i say it all the time to myself when i feel like ive done smth stupid or slightly annoyed someone and he wonders why i never leave my room and why i hurt myself. sometimes i wish he wasn't around bc then i'll probably feel a bit happier and less stressed but other times i think abt all the fun things we did when i was younger but when i was around 7 or 8 he started drinking and hasnt stopped since and he also takes his anger out on my mum but he doesnt hurt her he just verbally abuses her and they keep talking abt divorces and they did it once but idk if they're back together. my mums more nicer than him even tho she doesn't listen to me sometimes bc shes always on her phone or at work. i go on 2-3 hour walks everyday while listening to music and i usually go to the park bc the swings are fun and it helps distract me from things
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A little reminder:
You are loved even if you donât think you are â¤ď¸ people should love you for the way you are, and if they wonât, then they are fake and you donât deserve them and they donât deserve you â¤ď¸
Iâm here to talk to about everything â¤ď¸ have a lovely day/night <33
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Hey angels! Look I know itâs hard but weâre here to help you realize how amazing & beautiful you truly are. Just think of it. You always try so hard, you think of others and how they feel every single day, you go thorough so much and struggle so hard, you always worry about not disappointing -loosing -or not being *enough to others*. Well I wanna let u know, that *youâre already more than enough, angel*. Yes, yes you! No more struggling for that angel, you already try so hard and when we try weâre already more than enough, cause trying is all that matters. Now, if some people donât appreciate it, then thatâs another thing. This is disrespectful to you angel. You deserve peopleâs appreciation for all of your hard work and struggle. If some people donât appreciate it, it doesnât mean that you have to do more, it means that you have to not pay attention on their comments and try to forgive them, they just didnât go through the same things that you did so they donât know how itâs like. Also, if youâre insecure about your beautiful self, just remember that youâre a creation of God and God never makes mistakes, only masterpieces. Just like that youâre a masterpiece of God that he gave special characteristics to that only belong to you angel. Donât hate them, love them like others do about you, they are all amazing. *Form my best friend:
-theyâre all amazing, your dark circles, your legs, your hands, your stomach, your face, your hair, your special and smart brain AND A LOT MORE!!! You donât know how much weâve been thinking of you all and how youâre doing, how we can help and how we can make things better. Iâm making this comment for this reason, for my thoughts about you and how I can make you feel better.*
Why? Cause we care. We care about you and your mental health angel, we do. And because we do We left you a free to vent vid in the bottom of the comment with a lot of mental health advices and Iâll be trying to answer to your vents as fast as possible. Youâre enough, youâre beautiful, youâre special, youâre important, you matter, thereâs not anybody like you in this world itâs only *you*. So since itâs only one of you in this world, please donât take your life away. There would be no (you) in this world again, we wouldnât be blessed by your kindness, your golden heart, your angelic mind, your stunning beauty. Even if you donât know it there are so many people in this world who truly love and care about you, who need you to stay, who wouldnât handle the pain if u weâre g0ne, who would do almost everything for you, who couldnât live without you. So angel, donât take your beautiful self of the world, donât harm it, never stop doing things that make you happy when you get the chance to, *cause you deserve all of that, you deserve happiness and love just like you always give to others. Stay safeđ âď¸
Video: https://youtu.be/LaIo3e3Vh5Y
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To anyone who needs this.. please read this.
I just wanna let you knowâŚ
I love your face.
I love your voice
I love your smile
I love seeing you everyday
I love your laugh
I love your body
I love your imperfections
I love how you trying your best
I love how your still here
I love how your pushing through these hard times
I love how resilient you are
I love everything about you!
I love how your are trying your best
Please donât hurt yourself in anyway. I understand life right now might be so hard but please believe me when I say, itâs going to get better. I know things in the past have happened and I know your scared, traumatised all of those bad feelings but I love how you are trying to move on, I know itâs hard but slowly it will get better. I love you. I love you so much. If you need to talk Iâm here. Love you so damn much! â¤
Also if your trying to find a way to get better, God is the way, Jesus is the way. I know when I was in my hardest times I felt like nobody was there for me. But then I started praying I started seeing these videos saying âwho saved you in your hardest timesâ and it said Jesus. Jesus really helped me, and honestly I think he can help you. Not forcing btw.
I love ya â¤
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14:51
dont let mom tear us down.
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Im so fucking annoyin man like actually.i just annoy everyone i meet and ruin everythig for everyone. My own mother, my own family wants me dead. All i do is waste time and rescorces. I just want a friend. I want someone there. Idk if i deserve it but. Yk. Itll be nice to have someone there before i die
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14:51
He isnt coming back is he?
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@andreswh0re
9 months ago
losing the one friend u never thought u would lose bc u just became friends a few weeks ago and now they're acting cold and distant<<<<
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