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Top Comments of this video!! :3
This says "headphone users beware" so naturally, I immediately turn my headphones to max volume. :)
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Itâs different when you know your the âperfect childâ but your hurting the most and having mental break downs almost every day if Iâm ever a parent Iâm never gonna put so much pressure to be perfect on them it makes life feel like not even your own life anymore
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haha pushing all my friends away again cause the guilt of always venting to them is catching up with me
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I'm turning 14 and just found out that a few years ago I was groomed by the same man multiple times, even if I told him to stop or blocked him. I can't believe that just hit me. To anyone else who's been groomed before, remember you're never alone and that people will always be there for you. You're loved, you're valid, and you deserve to live your life however you want <3
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Vent:
I'm slowly losing touch with myself and I don't know how to stop myself from completely losing touch myself. I don't know what I'm doing wrong to deserve all these bad thing to happen, I get lied to, I get mentally abused by friends and even my fucking family. half my friends disappear/ drit from my life after about a month and I can't do anything to stop it from happening. I literally can't go on like this anymore it's so tiring and I don't wanna do this anymore.
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This playlist made my sadness turn to anger
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I love the song I can't handle change. I kinda relate to the lyrics a little bit, also it's a nice song to cry to :)
Scuse me how come I have 100 likes? Are y'all okay? Do you need to talk?
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I had 20 mental breakdowns this month⌠This playlist helps me cry even more :)
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right now is the worst I have ever felt but for some reason listening to these songs and reading the comments made me feel peace for the first time in a while, even if it was just for a second. I just wanted to let whoever is reading this know that i am incredibly proud of you for simply just existing. you are trying your best I understand. it is incredibly draining just being alive and i know ur tired. its okay. let yourself sit in the feelings you feel. its okay. you don't need to change. take ur time my love. i wish i could hug you rn i love you so much. i know how hard it is dealing with mental health issues it feels like everybody is against you. but I'm not. I'm right here with you, i am here, i love all aspects of you, all of you is welcome here. your pain, grief, sadness, anger, rage and the parts of you that you feel you need to hide. its okay, i love all of you no matter what.
edit: OMG GUYS I LOVE YOU ALL!!! everyone that replied to this is absolutely amazing and omg i didn't realise this would reach many people. I'm so glad i could give people some comfort and i just love you all, it breaks my heart knowing that many of you are struggling on your own because i genuinely would give you the world, and i mean it. your presence in this world has impacted me in a positive way ily ily ily mwah mwah mwah. ALSO pls pls pls reply to this comment i want to hear how ur feeling ilysm i can barely describe it in words I WANNA TALK TO YOU ILY
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this makes me wanna throw things around but obviously i wouldnât do that LMAO
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To whomever it may concern, I'm sorry. I know I messed up and I can't undo what was done even though I want to with every fiber of my body. I'm sorry to the friends that got involved on accident. I'm sorry I can't control my tone in a way to show that it was a joke and only a joke. You guys do it all the time so I thought it was okay for me to do so. There was no intent behind what I said. If you decide to leave, I understand completely. I would leave myself if I could. Just know that I love you guys.
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" life doesnt get better, you just get stronger." Unkown.
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This says "headphone users beware", it's time to turn my headphones up on max volume again :')
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After an anxiety attack, listening to calming music , This week has been very bad for me, I had three anxiety attacks in one week and I felt disgusted and listening to this music calms me down a lot and frees me from the thoughts I have all the time. Whoever is going through the same thing I wish him the best in the world and I hope he can overcome it
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Im so sorry for everyone here :( i hope you all get better! Just remember, you can do it! I believe in you! We all make mistake sometimes and thats okay!! We all can do it <33
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I hate remembering everything I could have done different.
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Vent-
Not gonna lie I lowkey just wanna runaway and leave my friends , I mean they are leaving me slowly without realizing what are they doing to me I just felt like lost everything at this point. If I lose all them then I'm done cuz I don't have friends but them. I wish I realized my passed actions..
Well let's see what would happen in the end...
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Well I Can't Handle Change hit the nail right on the head with something I'm working through right now. Funny how I find these things right at the most appropriate time lol.
Been listening to a bunch of playlists this week, this one is solid
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I remember my ex telling me that the song I canât handle change made them think of me, but now whenever I listen to that song it makes me think of them telling me that
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@dizzyemi
2 years ago
carolsdaughter- Violent 0:01 - 2:34 Lincoln- Saint Bernard 2:35 - 4:16 Hobo Johnson- Typical Story 4:16- 7:25 The front bottoms- twin size mattress 7:25- 11:52 Mitski- liquid smooth 11:52 - 14:44 Pigeon pit- nights like these 14:47- 16:50 McCafferty- Beachboy 16:51- 20:10 McCafferty- Alligator skin boots 20:10- 22:32 Vundabar- Alien blues 22:34- 25:10 The brobecks - Better than me 25:10- 29:34 The front bottoms- Be nice to me 29:34 - 32:22 Tally hall- Turn the lights off 32:25- 35:20 Late night drive home - stress relief 35:23- 38:50 Roar- I cant handle change 38:50-42:09 I'm probably going to make a 2nd playlist due to not being able to fit all the songs i wanted lol, if you have a song or playlist suggestion feel free to comment :D Heres the spotify playlist if you want to check it out open.spotify.com/playlist/1nwUrjkNw51zcoULjBtREy?sâŚ
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