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Top Comments of this video!! :3
Prayers go out to the first young man ❤️❤️❤️❤️ and to the lady who said she'd wish a car would hit her and everybody else who told a secret.
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Wow what a mix of confessions. Some random and some really sad. The one that really hit me was the First Gentleman and the woman at the end. It just seemed like she had a really good reason for not wanting to be around her family but didn’t want to talk about it. I hope she’s okay 🥺
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To the girl who said she doesn’t feel like she has a personality because she changed it a lot for people to like her... I never knew there was someone out there who felt this way too.
At some point growing up, I became like a chameleon, changing myself to fit into other people’s needs because of the negative words I was told. I never knew who I truly was.
So, guess what I did recently... I broke up with whomever I was dating, cut off those friends whom I couldn’t be myself around, and spent more time discovering my true self. May seem too late, but at least, the best gift you can give yourself is your attention. Not just giving it to others and neglecting yourself. Coz anyone who has been at the receiving end of my love and attention knows how freaking priceless it is.
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The last girl expressed exactly how many people feel about Christmas but don't have the guts to say. I for one can't relate anymore to the concept of Christmas I have always known, let alone relate to pointless family and acquaintance gatherings and hanging out with some people who I only see once a year, people who don't know me, and who mean nothing to me.
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The story about the thong rash fetish
was funny until the woman turned around and was smiling.
Then it became HILARIOUS🤣💀
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To the Asian girl at the end - you’re NOT alone. I’m American, but also did not grow up in the ideal family. At 63 years old, I dread the holidays every year because I have to act like all is good. I dream often of moving far away from them, but I have too many responsibilities to walk away from 😢
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“I wish I would just get hit by a car so I don’t have to live anymore” felt that, being passively suicidal about life is such a shit feeling
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The woman who wishes to be hit by a car just broke my heart. I used to feel that way when i was a lot younger and had severe untreated depression. I used to walk on the middle of the road just to see if I could get hit by a car. Obviously it never happend but as soon as i heard her secret i remembered that time in my life and how bad i felt. I really wish her the best and that she gets the help that she needs to get rid of the suicidal thoughts 💔 Also the Chinese woman brought me to tears. My fam and i also used to pretend we were a normal happy family but we never actually were none of that. The shipping of your book will be international?? I'm from Spain and would like to get one ❤️
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The Asian woman talking about not wanting to spend time with her family. I feel that. Sometimes you have to do what is best for you and not anyone else. I think its ok to separate yourself from family if it is toxic. It took me a while to realize it. Now I create my own traditions and that makes me happy. Sending her love ❤️
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People don't tell you that kind of things at all. Most of us keep wearing masks and trying to hide or at least not to expose what's inside. All of a sudden you play another video and realize again that you're not alone. Thank you ALL for sharing your emotions. If we were more open to each other maybe the world we live in would be better 👍
Thoraya - RESPECT ✌️
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My secret is I love to watch those episodes and I feel less alone when I relate haha
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I never told this to anyone: my secret is I don't know who my father is, my mom doesn't know who got her pregnant. That brokes me everytime I remember
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Thoraya one suggestion, I think you should apply a light kind of blurry filter cause sometimes tattoo and clothing can be revealing to people they know. When they walk away, it means they don’t want people to know so maybe it would be nice to have little more privacy in a way. I don’t know how editing works but this is just my suggestion.
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The person sharing about the Asian festivals and the family, my heart breaks for them. I wish I could give them a hug and listen to what they have to say.
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lmfao the thong thing is wild but you go girl
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That Second Lady who said she’s religious so she doesn’t want to take her own life but she wishes every day that a car would just hit her spoke to me bc when I was young (like really young) I was exactly the same way. Looking back I just never felt like anyone in my family loved me and I always felt so alone so I would cry in the bathroom and pray for God to kill me and take me out of misery.
One day my mom “caught” me in one of those moments bawling my eyes out and she did everything in her power to pray with me and help me get out of that place. So I pray that God also helps her out of the dark place she’s in and helps her to feel a sense of purpose and worth. It’s hard to do on your own so I also pray that God can send someone that can help comfort her and build her up until she’s strong enough to stand on her own and live life with joy once again.
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“I don’t know what’s up” ….. ahhh my gosh we all do some weird stuff and that line is what we all feel inside
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Secrets are hard to keep to yourself especially when you're hurt. At some time you reach a point when everything that you'd keep bottled up just gets overwhelming and nobody knows what's wrong with you. I encourage everyone who feels that way to find somebody/anybody to share your secret with. 💛 I hope everyone in this video stays healthy or gets better.
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i shared a secret that i never could share with anyone before because i am ashamed of it. It felt really good to get it off my chest. Thank you for your great content. I know it helped me and im pretty sure it helped a lot of other people as well knowing that they are not alone with their struggles.
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@douxchats2868
1 year ago
The lady who said she'd wish a car would hit her...this has been my life for at least ten years. Knowing there is one other soul on the earth who has this same thought doesn't make me feel better, just less alone.
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