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"I don't believe in women tearing down other women."
Me neither, I kinda take it a step further. I don't believe in people tearing down other people. When I was eight my mother told me "Men are like dumb walking wallets, and if they like you they'll pay for everything for you and you can get jewellery from them." Even at eight, I knew this wasn't right so I said "No, men have feelings like us and we should treat them like people." Just so unnecessary to be so hateful, y'know?
Meanwhile, girl, absolutely love you and your content, you're fantastic just slaying at life in your fairy dresses. I relate so hard because I'm a tall bisexual woman who's had struggles with anorexia, so know that I'm there watching every video and rooting for you and your imminent success. š
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Hey random but I relate to you on a lot of levels eating wise. Iāve technically recovered physically, but definitely not mentally. I want you to know that Iām so sorry for all of these horrible things people have said and done to you. Watch you and listening to you and just seeing where you are now- not even just recovery wise- has made it so much easier to even try and embrace recovery instead of falling back into old ways. Iām definitely not perfect with it, but progress is progress. Iām proud of you and so are so many other people. I hope I can meet you one day and thank you for being you and true to yourself. Itās helped me be more true to myself too š«¶š¼š³ļøāš
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book recs with cool female characters!!
the colour purple - alice walker (a really tough read at times so google for content warnings before you read it, but it's also so full of joy. also, beautiful queer content in this one.)
other words for smoke - sarah maria griffin (ya lit, multiple queer folks, witchy shit. at least one tall girl if I remember correctly, and lots of wonderful, complex women)
the seven husbands of evelyn hugo - taylor jenkins reid (popular for a reason, more queer women, I'm pretty sure evelyn is tall but correct me if i'm wrong. it's been a while since I read it so if there's any weight talk in this one that i'm forgetting, comment underneath this and I'll edit to say so)
more than this by patrick ness (this is cheating because the main-main character is a guy, but there is a female side character whom I adore - as far as I remember she's tall and fat and her body type isn't the main point of her character at all, it's just how she looks. this book had me lying on the floor in shock.)
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Long af comment as we watch along.
1:30 Feel this so hard. Fictional men are the only reason why I still say I'm bi and not lesbian, lmao.
(btw, I'm so sick and tired of bad sapphic books, which either shove a dude in there to appeal to straight people or them ending up with a man--hours of my life wasted--I'm going "F it" and writing my own. It will be free, because women deserve the best <3)
2:00 YES! Like, we get it. You're small. It also makes it creepy when the male love interest is obsessed with how small the woman is, especially when they use the words 'childlike,' like ew. One, short women are not... children. Stop infantilizing short women, authors. Two, stop with the Lolita sh*t. Just stop. Fun fact, Lolita the book was never about romanticizing p3dophilia. The narrator was so obviously an unreliable narrator, it amazes me how anyone can think he was the good guy.
4:40 I always love your dresses. Metal in a fairy dress? Slay.
5:10 MOOD. OUCH. Also, confident women are called arrogant while confident men are called, well, confident. F those double-standards. All that should matter is that you treat people well, not if you LIKE YOURSELF, OMG.
5:20 Can I come with you to your tea party-?
6:10 You both look stunning <3
6:45 E W. Speaking of confidence, men need less of it.
9:20-9:45 Y'all are great. You ARE made for fancy tea parties.
10:00 Shove that fudge in my face.
10:50 Lmao, yes. I'm cynical af and have to lie, because I still see the best in everyone. Hate it.
11:30 WOW. WHY. NO.
11:35 IT IMMEDIATELY GOT EVEN WORSE. C'MERE FOR EMOTIONAL SUPPORT HUGS.
12:25 My legs hurt just thinking about a nine mile session on the treadmill.
12:45 As a 21-year-old, this is abhorrent. I treat everyone who has teen in their age like a little sibling. They are mine to protect, cherish, and support. When you're an adult, you protect the younger, period paragraph. It comes with the job. She FAILED at her primary duty and she deserves to get called out.
13:05 Ugh.
13:55 PREACH. The sisterhood is real and any woman who degrades other women needs to have their crown taken away. That is for QUEENS who support other queens, thank you.
14:30 The CIA ain't got nothin' on the internet, lmao.
15:10 Yeah, no, the last thing you should do if people are sniffing you out is MAKE A RESPONSE VIDEO. Haha, that's even worse too, 'cause she could've denied it if you outright said it was her, but now there's no running. She admitted to it. Hit dogs holler.
16:00 100% this. Your pain is not your fault, but it is your responsibility. People who hide behind their trauma and their pain as an excuse for their faults are never sorry and will not change unless they're held accountable. Especially if they're fully grown adults GOING AFTER MINORS.
16:20 Oh that's horrible.
16:45 Moron can't even gaslight properly. No wonder she bullies minors since any experienced adult would immediately call out and ignore her childish bs.
17:00 It's amazing how many people act like other people don't have... memories. It's a thing.
17:50 Good. No one should take her side.
18:10 It's really not that hard to apologize. At least once you make it a habit. Say sorry, be better, move on. It's so frustrating when people will do anything else, spend so much of their energy, just because they can't admit that they were even SLIGHTLY wrong.
18:50 It also gives her pages a boost since algorithms just see comments and reactions. Don't give hateful people hate, because that just supports them.
20:10 I can imagine how stressful that was.
20:35 Exactly! She did it to herself. She tried to have her side be the loudest and dominant part of the story, not realizing that she was admitting to bullying a minor. Like, no one in their right mind is going to care about anything else after you say "I demeaned a minor while I was a grown adult, lololol."
21:15 I actually disagree. You were a minor, a child, at that time. You did the right thing by staying tf away from her and not confronting her, because she could've caused even more damage as an adult. She was in a position of power and could've easily lied and said "Oh, Jessie's just an emotional traumatized teenager. She's not thinking straight," which is what she TRIED to do in her response, but it didn't work 'cause she was talking to a bunch of internet strangers, not her friends and mutuals. You put yourself out of harm's way, which is a child's job. My only regret is that you didn't have an adult there to stand up for you. I'm proud that adult Jessie stood up for teenage Jessie, though.
21:50 I'm so glad you got validation like that. This is why it's so important to call out behavior like this, because they've likely already treated others like that and they were just too afraid to talk about it. Now she's doomed herself and she only has herself to blame.
22:40 MOOD. AGAIN. Stop calling me out like this.
22:55 Yep. That's the goal. A small group of lovely friends who aren't afraid to call you out on your bs, but also love you enough to never leave your side.
Bye! Have a beautiful week!
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Iām just so proud of how ur going about showing up in ur life and in ours, and that in that sense, u are helping to stand up for ur self both now and for the part of u who u said u wished u would have stood up as back then. U are standing up for then and now versions of urself and as u learn to navigate how good it helps u to heal and feel from these moments on in ur life, that ur just going to keep healing and growing more and more into ur highest form of living self in this lifetime most assuredly. And seeing so many of the newer generations of content creators as Iāve been becoming aware of lately is just such a beautiful and positive and exciting sight to be witness to!! U just being u and not even necessarily trying to be in as many ways as u happen to be, but are so naturally also just a very clear example of what an actual actively living blueprint/template/schematic of what the human potential is meant to look like when showing the ideal example of positive and proactive ways to aspire to treat myself and others!!! And as such ur a perfect example of what I personally would classify as being someone who serves as a leader and role model and an inspiration for those who are also hopefully the same people who are following u and ur content of the things Iām picking up on are actually accurate and not just my own misperception of who I see u as being. And the fact that ur just a real person being u, showing all of the world potentially just what and who u are genuinely is so beyond uplifting and charming, that I am so thrilled to be able to follow along with u on ur ride! Iāve not been more excited in my lifetime over how impressive and positive a change Iāve seen coming up in the world more so than Iāve felt in watching urs and a few other YouTubers more recently. I honestly and legitimately couldnāt feel any more impressed and proud of and appreciative/thankful for having found u all just when I did. More so than I even have words to use to express it to u!!!
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Books with a strong female lead: Girl of Fire and Thorns trilogy by Rae Carson. Legends and Lattes by Travis Baldree (you'll like Viv who is green and Tandry who is pink). The Iron Fey series by Julie Kagawa. The Talon Saga series by Julie Kagawa. Shadow Fox series by Julie Kagawa. When Women Were Dragons by Kelly Barnhill. Black Candle Women by Diane Marie Brown. Several of these have multiple strong women in the stroy.
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I'm 5'3 with an eating disorder and I still don't relate. When you are short any weight you gain is very noticeable and messes with your head. Like you feel like you are supposed to be dainty and fairy like cause you are short. I often wished I was taller LOL. I think we just pine for what we don't have when we feel insecure. But we are working towards loving ourselves more every day and that's all you can do!
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It's important to talk about situations like this when possible, if someone with a big platform is being horrible to people then other people should definitely be aware of it even if it is giving them attention which may be what they wanted.
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I'm a trans guy and I dated a girl that was 5'9". I am 5'4ish, but oh well. She was still into me and I into her. She did lift me onto a countertop. We were drinking red wine. And yes, that was hot. Welp. I guess it was fine lol.
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Thereās a series of fantasy romance novels that have gripped me completely, very witchy, very queer. āPaybackās a Witchā and āFrom Bad to Cursedā by Lana Harper, thereās more in the series and it just scratches a literary itch for me that I didnāt know was there. 10/10 recommend.
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My favorite book of all time is, has been, and always will be The War Outside by Monica Hesse. Its a (interpreted) sapphic love story between two teenage Internment Camp prisoners from WWII in America and it's decicated to the author's grandmothers. Such a beautiful, bittersweet story...
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I can't stand edtwt. As someone who has issues with food and disordered eating, it's so damn triggering. I block any edtwt account I come across for this very reason.
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Book recommendation with a strong female protagonist: Gideon the Ninth. The main character, Gideon, is a big, buff, muscley, red-headed, shit-eating-grin wearing, sword-wielding lesbian and I love her.
The book has about a thousand content warnings, it's pretty damn dark so check and make sure you're up for it but the gist is lesbian necromancers in a haunted gothic castle in space. If you're squeamish about gore in any capacity then it's not for you, because due to the nature of necromancy being death-magic and thus dealing with flesh and bone, the book definitely leans in to vivid descriptions of the magical happenings. However, it's a fantastic read and easily took the spot of Favorite Series of All Time for me.
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the seven husbands of evelyn hugo!!! it's glamorous, and a queer love story (from what I gather but idk im still reading it) and it features so many stong willed women on a mission to become a hollywood icon
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Six of Crows has great female main characters!! One of them is plus-sized!!
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I'd like to share some advice that I've been trying to keep in the forefront of my mind lately:
How someone treats you has WAY more to do with how they feel, than how you are. (Misery loves company).
I know it's much easier said than done - but try to remind yourself of that when someone is awful to you, It's a bigger reflection on how they feel than what you're doing.
Proud of you, lil sis. Keep taking steps to be and do better, you're doing spectacularly.
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Eating disorders are difficult enough without others treating you that way. Struggled enough in my own way throughout my life, and people can be both purposefully and inadvertently cruel. Always do appreciate people talking about these things because it helps others, and in many ways makes us feel a lot less alone. Blazing forward in life and learning more and more how to treat oneself better is quite a journey!
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I think its Gabi Demartino. Because she has the aesthetic of the girl in the thumbnail, always had a mean girl vibe to her, has said before that she has had an eating disorder, is 6 years older than Jessie, and I think Jessie has interacted with her in the past. But Im not 100% sure, I never saw her make a video addressing it that she apparently deleted. UPDATE: Never mind, I checked wrong, she is 3 years older so that doesn't add up
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I love how openly youāre talking about your feelings towards the situation with the YouTuber. I really relate to being triggered by someone talking about your weight / ED. Thank you for that! ā¤ļø But there are two things I noticed while watching the video.. At the tea party a woman is sitting behind you and might not know / realise sheās being filmed. Maybe for next time you could blur out strangers faces out for privacy reasons like you did with the photo behind you? Maybe you spoke to her if she was fine with it and knew about it - idk. I wasnāt there. Also the elderly man who opened his arms to hug you might have an invisible disability or just an illness in general. Itās not really funny imo :/ THIS. IS. NOT. MEANT. AS. HATE. ā¤
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okay if it is any consolation, i got like bullied-ish at uni and after the initial shock i realized that it is a grown ass woman acting like a middle school kid towards me, which reflects so much more on her than it does on me. if someone is fully grown and bullying people then it is %200 on them. it still sucks tho
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