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Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Sep 9, 2020 ^^
Rating : 4.978 (227/40,173 LTDR)
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
low a part of me now
a palm to my mouth
i said it almost
snow
brother i bet it all go
shudder with blood in my nose
i had it almost
don't go
you're half of me now
and i'm hardly stood proud
i said it almost
oh i've been low
but damn it i bet it don't show
it was heaven a moment ago
oh i had it almost
we had it almost
oh i can't seem to let myself leave you
but i can't breathe anymore
oh i can't seem to not need to need you
i can't breathe anymore
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I hate that I’m not able to talk to them
I hate that I cannot see them
I hate that I cannot touch them
I hate that I cannot hug them
I hate that I cannot have another meal with them
I wish I would’ve talked to them more
I wish I would’ve stayed with them more
I wish I didn’t leave when they needed me
I wish I never argued with them
I wish I told them I loved and appreciated them more
Please spend as much time as you can with the ones you love.
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Dear person whoever reads this,
Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
I love you and send you hugs.
You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
You’re beautiful inside out.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
All I want for you is to stay and feel alive.
Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
I need you here with me :).
Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
I am sorry you feel misunderstood.
But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
- The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it.
And in case no one told you today, I am so proud of you.
I hope you will remember my words- becho :)
Until tomorrow, my friend :)
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Low, a part of me now
A palm to my mouth
I said it, almost
Snow, brother, I'll bet it all gold
Shudder with blood in my nose
I had it, almost
Don't go, you're half of me now
But I'm hardly stood proud
I said it, almost
Oh, I've been low
But dammit, I bet it don't show
It was heaven a moment ago
Oh, I had it almost
We had it almost
Oh, I can't seem to let myself leave you
But I can't breathe anymore
Oh, I can't seem to not need to need you
And I can't breathe anymore
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I can still remember the first ever time I listened to this song, It was a recommendation from Her, my soulmate but in a friends way. I remember she text it to me telling me to listen to it saying, it won't cure your depression but it might help :) and I sat on my stairs and listened and at first I didn't like it but I found myself listening to It all the time, and eventually I fell in love with every single novo amor song. And then I lost her, almost 2 years ago now, not to death but to us growing up. We grew up together as we were neighbours but we were more than just fiends, we always said we were soul sisters/soulmates but then suddenly we weren't anymore. 14 years of friendship just gone. When it happened I stopped listening to novo amor, and every now and then ill get this song on my playlist and ill skip it, and then ill get it in my recommendations and ill try to listen, ill get like 5 seconds in and click off. But this time I made it to 0:41 before this pain rushes over me and I just break completely. I hope one day ill be able to listen to his music again, but in a way I want to keep his music attached to her, so every now and then I can listen and be reminded of her, even if it hurts. Because even though it ended, I don't want to ever forget her, or stop loving her, and sometimes I just read through the comments to see if maybe she wrote something similar to this, its something she'd do, what can I say we were soulmates. But if your reading this, Mary, I forgive you its taken me such a long time, and I still don't understand why you did it, but I forgive you, and I still love you, but that love isn't a " id do anything for you no matter what you do to me" kind of love its a "Thank you for being my childhood, I love you now because you used to mean so much to me" You no longer mean that much to me, but you did once, and that kind of love you never forget or loose, it sticks with you.
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i dont want more people to know novo amors song,only a few people knows his songs and these people truly understands the depth of this song its like a safe place for me here <3 it feels like home....it calms me. its a secret place where people can express and understand one another's pov which is beautiful. its our little secret :)
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@laynajones1767
3 years ago
i cant wait for the day that novo amor gets really popular. until then... i’ll enjoy him as our little secret
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