Views : 362,737
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Jul 1, 2015 ^^
Rating : 4.988 (37/12,145 LTDR)
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
"i am relieved that i left my room tidy they'll think of me kindly when they come for my things. they'll never know how i stared at the dark in that room with no thoughts like a blood sniffing shark" "i always wanted to die clean and pretty [...] i couldn't have changed anyway" ive wished i could die in some accident or by the hands of someone else so i didnt have to do it myself and have people think of me differently. nothing will ever replace mitski in my heart
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I saw Mitski perform live in someone's living room and got a live recording of this. I didn't remember Mitski's name or know the name of this song, but her voice was so raw, melodious, and somberly beautiful. I listened to it constantly to sit in my feelings. Unfortunately I lost that device and never backed it up.
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All of this turbulence wasn't forecasted
Apologies from the intercom
And I am relieved that I'd left my room tidy
They'll think of me kindly
When they come for my things
They'll never know how I'd stared at the dark in that room
With no thoughts
Like a blood-sniffing shark
And while my dreams made music in the night
Carefully
I was going to live
You wouldn't leave till we loved in the morning
You'd learned from movies how love ought to be
And you'd say you love me and look in my eyes
But I know through mine you were
Looking in yours
And did you know the liberty bell is a replica
Silently housed in its original walls
And while its dreams played music in the night
Quietly
It was told to believe
I always wanted to die clean and pretty
But I'd be too busy on working days
So I am relieved that the turbulence wasn't forecasted
I couldn't have changed anyways
I am relieved that I'd left my room tidy
Goodbye
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I relate to this song so much itâs depressing. I want to kill myself yet I look at my life and see that itâs not the worst, so many other people on the world have life 10 times more harder than me yet Iâm here sh and having these suicidal thoughts in my head. It makes me feel guilty and âunworthyâ of feeling this way? Idk lmao. Whenever I think about suicide though Iâm so busy with school and stuff and hardly anyone knows that Iâm feeling like this that itâs basically impossible for me to kill myself because I just donât have the time or energy to actually do it, but then I want to stop feeling like this and I just want to feel happy again lol and the thought of being seen differently or weird keeps on lingering in my head thatâs why if I die in an accident or in anyway at all thatâs not me killing myself Iâll be happy because I get to die and I donât get seen as strange or mad by the people around me. Tbh sometimes I feel happy and the thought of committing suicide isnât there, but somehow the sadness always comes back so itâs pretty much a never ending cycle lmao and itâs getting painful and tiring to keep up with school life and my friends while trying to act and look like everythingâs okay. Its all getting too much to handle now and I just want to end it all but I canât.
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@baylee4127
3 years ago
mitski i cant do this tonight
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