Views : 18,810,973
Genre: Music
Date of upload: May 23, 2019 ^^
Rating : 4.955 (3,301/291,990 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-04-09T20:52:10.171692Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
"Know you'd make fun of me"
Gosh, it's frightening how close to home that hits. Used to be so afraid of rejection after my 4th grade crush read a super vulnerable love letter I wrote to him out loud to the whole class during a multi-school field trip. I was teased relentlessly.
Fast forward to 4 years ago, I moved 3,000 miles away. Knew no one here. I don't bump into any of my old classmates, none of my family. If you feel stuck, like you have no support, and you're not receiving the support you need, it's time for you to leave and discover there is an entire world out there ā¤ Be self reliant.
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Yeah, I know that this song is about being in love with someone and scared to tell them, but personally I like to relate it to my experience with my very strict, emotionally and mentally abusive parents, because with them, I have to pretend that everything is fine when all I want to do is run away and live for myself. I feel stagnant and trapped. I didn't want to talk to them or just watch tv and pretend that everything is fine when I just get worse and worse around them. My life is wasting away, when I'm trapped here, and every moment of it counts. I wish I could leave.
Edit: Im going to college far from home now so I only have to see them for a few months a year :) it gets better, everyone, I promise
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@femaleserialkiller
4 years ago
idk why but just the line ācanāt you see me using everything to hold back?ā just hits me. when she sings it she sounds so desperate and trapped but also in love. itās the worst being in love with your best friend
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