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Genre: Education
Date of upload: Feb 14, 2017 ^^
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
Recently Iāve been taking the time to actually learn about my mental illnesses, and itās really an eye opener to see that all of these symptoms are common with many other people and Iām not the only one. It makes me feel a little less lonely knowing that Iām not fighting alone. Stay strong guys <3
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To anyone who is bullied into thinking they are fine when you know you arenāt. DO NOT LET PEOPLE hinder you from seeking professional assessment. I lived with this for a VERY LONG TIME and itās NO WAY to live if you donāt have to. If you feel something is wrong. Something probably is. Might not be BPD but could be something else that has comparable symptoms .
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Worst part about bipolar episodes - when u want to try to reconnect and apologise to someone you hurt during an episode but dont want to resurface bad memories. I had a horrible manic episode a few years back where i asked a co-worker who was a friend and who had a boyfriend out and was angrily rebuffed. God i cringe so hard thinking about it. I don't want to reach out cuz km afraid it will resurface a rough memory.
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To all the people who might be suffering from this, remember you're not alone. Actually my father had this disease since I was a child and trust me during his manic episodes I used to hate him very much as he was a total different person, until I saw this. I feel guilty after acknowledging that none of those was his fault, it's just what the disease is. Hope all others people out there didn't face problems and their close one do understand them. WE'VE GOT YOUR BACK <3
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I think I might be bipolar. My parents definitely have untreated mental illnesses from untreated trauma and have scarred their kids through their coping mechanisms. I used to have longer highs when I was a kid but have more frequent lows as an adult and am honestly just tired of going to war every day. My moods shift so fast that Iāve given up on having any meaningful friendship with anyone out of fear that they find out how messed up I am. Donāt know what this is but some part of me wants to keep going.
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For religious people:
Do you think this mental illness is a combination of brain issues and soul or spiritual problems? I have debated this about myself after being diagnosed with BiPolar 2 over 5 years ago.
Example: I take my antidepressant and I no longer FEEL depressed, I fixed the mind issue. But I am not āhappyā or fulfilled or whatever word you want to use. That work has to be done in the soul.
In my opinion, I removed the depression cycle which was a hindrance that normally wired brains donāt have. But that only frees me to now work towards a true happiness and that issue has been throwing me off. Itās what I describe as āsoul sickness.ā
After so many years of being depressed and at times suicidal for 3-4 days out of every week, then unexplainably happy for 3-4 days, then back to depressed again, I never got a chance to have hope or even dream of the future. I always thought I was probably living for the last year. I lack the skills of taking care of my happiness or even knowing what I want. This is hard!
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I was diagnosed with bi polar two 4 months ago, they had believed it was just chronic depression and severe anxiety since I was 12 along with that suffering from pill addictions, personality disorders and adhd it was really hard for my therapist to ever pin point why I'd come back with episodes, she profusely apologized that she hadn't thought of it, though she's still my therapist and I love her I'm glad she's been there for me since I was 14 and I thank my psychiatrist for putting me on meds that have completely turned my life around, it's not fun being very homicidal then very depressed. It's really a challenge accepting i was told I have bi polar 2. It feels embarrassing and for me it still kinda feels like it's not real, like I'm just over exaggerating. It's hard to come to acceptance and I hope anyone out there can accept themselves soon, just as I am still doing. Stay strong and if you want to get better remember it's 50% medication 50% you. If medication works for you.
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I'm too emotional š„ŗ always thinking about my mom and dad health.... Sometimes feels too good full vibe then suddenly my mind start searching and find a way to be sad on very silly things... Always thinking about my past life when I was in 10 class I want to relive that life(nostalgic).... Sometimes feels too superior and when someone talk with me in a wrong way I start thinking and ruin 2or 3 days.... I don't think I ever gonna get normal lifeššš
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@watherby29
4 years ago
The worst thing is to have bipolar and live without diagnosis thinking everyone is like that. Fun. Trust me.
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