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New album color theory out now: found.ee/SM_colortheory
tour dates: found.ee/SM_Tour
"This song was hard to write because there was so much imagery that I wanted to include from different parts of my life. I wanted there to be a huge contrast from being young and happy, and then completely losing that, and struggling with that loss. There’s parts in the song about struggling with depression and self-harm, which is so different from the way I had been when I was a kid. It’s like seeing this weird reflection of myself and not understanding what went wrong."
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Lyrics:
Remembering running through my yard like a wild stream
Just a little kid – blood flowing into my rosy cheeks
Now a river runs red from my knuckles into the sink
And there’s a pale girl staring through the mirror at me
Maybe it’s just a dream
Wish I could go back to sleep
Hydrangeas blooming of the branches of park trees
It’s a half-hearted calm – the way I’ve felt since I was thirteen
‘cause I may not feel it now, covered up the wounds with my long sleeves
but I know it’s waiting there swimming through my bloodstream
and it’s gonna come for me
yeah it’s gonna come for me
what did you have that I didn’t? and why am I so blue?
someone’s talking in my forehead that says I’ll never be like you
happiness is like a firefly on summer evenings
feel it slipping through my fingers but I can’t catch it in my hands
catch it in my
old memories - ribbons running down from my bare knees
I ran too fast, fell down on my face in the concrete
I guess the lesson’s learned, I’ve barely left my room in the past week
And I’ve got my guard up trying all the time to stay clean
But I don’t feel anything
I don’t feel anything
What did you have that I didn’t? and why am I so fucked?
There’s someone talking in my forehead that says I’ll never be enough
and happiness is like a firefly on summer evenings
feel it slipping through my fingers but I can’t catch it in my hands
catch it in my
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Views : 321,217
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Feb 24, 2020 ^^
Rating : 4.926 (101/5,361 LTDR)
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
All of these new songs are * chefs kiss * so good
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the lyrics really paint a vivid image of her depression, it’s crazy how honest artists choose to be in their art! thank you soccer mommy <3
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soccer mommy you give me those tingles that music in the late 90s gave me.
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I like that she doesn’t shy away from the fact that even when things are going well depression will probably come back and you gotta be prepared for the ups and downs
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if i somehow die before the 28th, i'm gonna be pretty pissed that i didn't get to listen to the full album
update: i have listened to the album and can now die while not being pissed
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her music and mitski's feel like a great companion: mitski's represent anger and passion, burning flame - while sophie's the aftermath, mellow and "i'm depressed but it's ok" kinda vibe which i absolutely dig!
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has to be my fav song of the album
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I'm quarantine drunk and a month late and this record is making me cry. Thank you sophie, next time y'all play Norfolk I'll cover your air bnb.
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This is one of my favorite Soccer Mommy songs, but also: how did this amazing video with its vaporwave design aesthetic not get any attention?
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A sweet sad song... makes me want to laugh and cry at the same time.
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Wow. I've been a Pink Floyd fan most of my life, and I loved their perfectionism, atmospheres, moods, Vivid images, amazing song writing, phenomenal players, perfect recordings, and they strike chords deep within you. And this is what I love about Soccer Mommy. All these things are true of Soccer Mommy as well. Count me as a fan!
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ARE YOU KIDDING, THIS SONG ALREADY FEELS GOOD IN 00:01
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"It’s a half-hearted calm – the way I’ve felt since I was thirteen"...
This song is so insanely relatable to me...
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Can’t stop playing/thinking about this song. What a perfect way to open the album.
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We all live in a sim. Our president is soccer mommy.
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This has a distinctly early Death Cab feel to it, and I LOVE IT!
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Steph Gingrich ! I love you !
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Addicted. Constant rotation and replay. Thanks a lot Soccer Mommy for helping me annoy my family 24/7. They will be addicted soon I feel.
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Heard this song at the Thrift Store I work at, never fell in love with a song I heard over the intercom lol
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@CusterDawg
4 years ago
Shit. This song hits home. I really love that analogy for happiness being something elusive that you try to catch in your hands and hold. That's a feeling that sucks when you are super depressed because it's motivational to seek out this flighty little happiness thing, but it's also an excercise in futility at times. The happiness is being chased for the wrong reasons and it's a distraction from the feelings you don't really want to feel anymore.
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