@LuvNeonColors

2 years ago

"Happier Than Ever" When I'm away from you I'm happier than ever Wish I could explain it better I wish it wasn't true Give me a day or two To think of something clever To write myself a letter To tell me what to do Do you read my interviews? Or do you skip my avenue? When you said you were passing through Was I even on your way? I knew when I asked you to Be cool about what I was telling you You'd do the opposite of what you said you'd do And I'd end up more afraid Don't say it isn't fair You clearly weren't aware that you Made me miserable So if you really wanna know When I'm away from you I'm happier than ever Wish I could explain it better I wish it wasn't true You call me again, drunk in your Benz Driving home under the influence You scared me to death but I'm wasting my breath 'Cause you only listen to your fucking friends I don't relate to you I don't relate to you, no 'Cause I'd never treat me this shitty You made me hate this city And I don't talk shit about you on the internet Never told anyone anything bad 'Cause that shit's embarrassing, you were my everything And all that you did was make me fucking sad So don't waste the time I don't have And don't try to make me feel bad I could talk about every time that you showed up on time But I'd have an empty line 'cause you never did Never paid any mind to my mother or friends so I Shut 'em all out for you 'cause I was a kid You ruined everything good Always said you were misunderstood Made all my moments your own Just fucking leave me alone "NDA" Did you think I'd show up in a limousine? No Had to save my money for security Got a stalker walkin' up and down the street Says he's Satan and he'd like to meet I bought a secret house when I was seventeen Haven't had a party since I got the keys Had a pretty boy over but he couldn't stay On his way out, made him sign an NDA Yeah, I made him sign an NDA (Once was good enough) 'Cause I don't want him having shit to say You couldn't save me but you can't let me go I can crave you but you don't need to know Thirty under thirty for another year I can barely go outside, I think I hate it here Maybe I should think about a new career Somewhere in Kauai where I can disappear I've been having fun getting older now Didn't change my number, made him shut his mouth At least I gave him something he can cry about I thought about my future but I want it now Want it now (You can't give me up) You couldn't save me but you can't let me go I can crave you but you don't need to know Did I take it too far? Now I know what you are You hit me so hard I saw stars Think I took it too far When I sold you my heart How'd it get so dark? I saw stars Stars "Therefore I Am" I'm not your friend Or anything, damn You think that you're the man I think, therefore, I am I'm not your friend Or anything, damn You think that you're the man I think, therefore, I am Stop, what the hell are you talking about? Ha Get my pretty name out of your mouth We are not the same with or without Don't talk 'bout me like how you might know how I feel Top of the world, but your world isn't real Your world's an ideal So go have fun I really couldn't care less And you can give 'em my best, but just know I'm not your friend Or anything, damn You think that you're the man I think, therefore, I am I'm not your friend Or anything, damn You think that you're the man I think, therefore, I am I don't want press to put your name next to mine We're on different lines, so I Wanna be nice enough, they don't call my bluff 'Cause I hate to find Articles, articles, articles Rather you remain unremarkable (Got a lotta) Interviews, interviews, interviews When they say your name, I just act confused Did you have fun? I really couldn't care less And you can give 'em my best, but just know I'm not your friend Or anything, damn You think that you're the man I think, therefore, I am I'm not your friend Or anything, damn You think that you're the man I think, therefore, I am I'm sorry I don't think I caught your name I'm sorry I don't think I caught your name I'm not your friend (I'm not your friend) Or anything, damn You think that you're the man (They wanna, they can try) I think, therefore, I am (I am) I'm not your friend (Friend) Or anything, damn (They wanna) You think that you're the man (You're the man) I think, therefore, I am (Therefore, I am)

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