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Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Nov 20, 2020 ^^
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She strung the strings of the guitar, gazing at me, our eyes locking. The cold air twirled around my dark hair, swaying my fringe into my eyes, blocking my sight slightly. I watched as she shifted her gaze to the firepit, the same flames that warmed our faces dancing on her light eyes. She smirked slightly as she started to sing.
"Days seem sometimes as if they'll never end,"
I looked up to her, losing interest in the trance I was caught in by the fire. The line seemed to arise some nostalgia in me. As the melody went on ; I had realized that this was the same song my mother would sing to me as a child.
"Wow .." I muttered, quietly. I wasn't attempting to interrupt the song.
"The sun digs it heels to taunt you."
I swayed my body upon the log, finding comfort in this strange world for once in years. Her smile faded slowly as she went on ; not that she was sad. Rather because she was so deep into this captivating melody that her brain had blocked out everything else besides it. So, I aswell allowed this to happen.
I closed my eyes and sat there swaying, letting her beautifully toned voice gently make it's way into my ears.
And we sat there, under the full moon, living.
For once living.
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Yesterday, I set a bath up and put on dim lighting while listening to this song. I didn't really wash myself besides my hair, but it was so relaxing. It felt like my body was floating upon the water. The lighting only illuminated me in the almost cramped bathtub as my feet poked up out of it, almost is if they were coming up for air. I almost fell asleep there, letting the water twirl my hair around, glossing around my cold and pale body. As this song peacefully weaved it's way into my ears, muffled above the water. I felt tired yet striving for more.
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Here's the lyrics for anyone who wanted them<3
Days seem sometimes as if they'll never end
Sun digs its heels to taunt you
But after sunlit days, one thing stays the same
Rises the moon
Days fade into a watercolour blur
Memories swim and haunt you
But look into the lake, shimmering like smoke
Rises the moon
Oh-oh, close your weary eyes
I promise you that soon the autumn comes
To darken fading summer skies
Breathe, breathe, breathe
Days pull you down just like a sinking ship
Floating is getting harder
But tread the water, child, and know that meanwhile
Rises the moon
Days pull you up just like a daffodil
Uprooted from its garden
They'll tell you what you owe, but know even so
Rises the moon
You'll be visited by sleep
I promise you that soon the autumn comes
To steal away each dream you keep
Breathe, breathe, breathe
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I know I'm a year late, but...
This always either makes me feel comforted, or makes me want my childhood back. Where I still had that childish glee. Where I didn't have a care in the world of what people said about me. I want to go back to the beach and be able to have that pure happiness when I found those beautiful shells that always washed up on the shore. To be able to chase those darn seagulls that always stole my food, but still have that feeling of being alive. That feeling of being a child. That feeling of being me.
But... I can't.
Everytime I go to the beach, I feel... empty. I don't have that same happiness when I found shells. I'm always constantly worrying about the future. Constantly thinking about how some day, I'm going to be alone. I won't have the cats that always comforted me when I got home.
I'm always thinking about the fact that even though my parents love me, they just... don't listen. They don't listen to my concerns. They don't listen to how I feel. And it just makes me feel lonelier than before.
I have my online friends that I can always talk to, and I appreciate them for everything that they do, but it's just not enough. My school friends sometimes talk over me when I'm trying my best to speak up about how I feel, and after so many attempts, I just end up shutting myself up. It's not their fault, I get it, I sometimes indecipherably stutter midway through my words... but it still hurts. I'm still getting used to talking out loud without having to worry about messing up every little thing I say. But I still end up trying to talk whenever someone interrupts me, and they just keep interrupting me. Again, and again, and again, until the point where it's only the rest of the group talking to each other and I get left out of the conversation.
I wish I wasn't this way. I wish I was still a kid, where I didn't have a care in the world and just sunk my toes into the sand, feeling the sea water wash over my feet without having to worry about anyone looking at me weirdly. Now everyone does. I'm criticized for everything that i do. I'm interrupted. I'm not heard. I'm physically okay, but I'm mentally hurting.
I'm not suicidal. I was when I was in the 9 to 11 age range, but not anymore. Right now, I'm just... scared. Frightened. I don't want to die. I don't want the things I love to die. So many things have been going on, it's too much for me to mentally handle. I'm still a kid. A teenager trying to get through life. But everytime I try to look at the positives, my mind drowns me with the negatives. It's to the point where I can't think about anything else but the thing that is bothering me.
I want my life back. The life before I was nine. I not only want to collect the shells, but I want to feel full again. I want to feel like I'm not broken. I want to be at peace with myself. I want to be at peace with how my life is.
I want to be me.
If you made it this far, I just would like to say that I'm sorry for my rambling. i got too into the moment while listening to this song, and I just let my fingers take control. I apologize if there are any grammar or spelling mistakes.
If by any chance you relate to anything that happened to me... well, know that you're not alone. We may be different in many ways, but we still have our similarities. Know that things will eventually get better, despite what your mind tells you. It just takes time. Life has its ups and downs, and unfortunately, society forces you to grow up too fast. But just know that you should be yourself. Ignore what society tells you to do, and just do what you think is right for you. Not for anyone else.
I hope you have a wonderful day, whoever you are. Know that someone cares for you out there. Know that things get better if you have a positive outlook on it. Hard truth is, you have to take action if you truly want things to get any better. Cut the friends in your life that guilt trip you. Eat your comfort food. Go to the beach and feel the salty wind on your skin. Dig your toes in the sand. Maybe you can let those pesky seagulls steal the occasional french, just so you can feel the thrill of chasing those birds across the beach.
Know that you aren't selfish for taking care of yourself. And remember.. just be you.
I love you all. I hope everything gets better, whoever you are.
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Lyricsβ‘
Days seem sometimes as if they'll never end
Sun digs its heels to taunt you
But after sunlit days, one thing stays the same
Rises the moon
Days fade into a watercolour blur
Memories swim and haunt you
But look into the lake, shimmering like smoke
Rises the moon
Oh-oh, close your weary eyes
I promise you that soon the autumn comes
To darken fading summer skies
Breathe, breathe, breathe
Days pull you down just like a sinking ship
Floating is getting harder
But tread the water, child, and know that meanwhile
Rises the moon
Days pull you up just like a daffodil
Uprooted from its garden
They'll tell you what you owe, but know even so
Rises the moon
You'll be visited by sleep
I promise you that soon the autumn comes
To steal away each dream you keep
Breathe, breathe, breathe
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It's like i'm unheard, i try to suggest things to my friend, all they do is ignore me, or decline. I understand if they decline, but it hurts sometimes, but when i'm unheard, it hurts more. It's like they pick a petal, getting back in deep into my comfort zone. This song is like my home. Even though I only found this song a couple hours ago.
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This song makes me happy so Iβm gonna write a little thing about me and my future s/o :)
The wind flushed my face, leaves scattering the sky.
She caught my eyes and I caught hers.
I got pulled into those deep hazel brown eyes, feeling at peace.
I love you I love you I love you I chanted inside my head be mine
She chuckled and sighed, staring back up at the sky.
I flustered and stared down at my scratched up knees.
I looked at her, her hair gently flowing with the rhythm of the wind.
I smiled finally feeling happy that I could have one good moment.
Every moment is special with her.
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When I listen to this song, I feel peaceful, it helps me to relax because of my studies and teachers who morally put pressure on me, I feel very bad, I donβt have free time to do favorite things, I'm tired of crying, I'm tired of all this! But I am very glad that people close to me and friends understand me, They give me a reason to move on.
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@slay7869
2 years ago
i can't tell if this song makes me want to burst into tears or if it makes me feel like everything is going to be ok or both
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