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Top Comments of this video!! :3
" The other thing about depression is it kind of collapses time,
Suddenly you find you're whole days blending together to create one endless and suffocating loop,
So you find yourself trying to remember the things that made you happy,
But slowly, your brain begins to erase every memory that ever brought you joy,
And eventually, all you can think about is how life has always been this way,
And will only continue to be this way."
I just realized its becoming myself..
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This hits differently when youāre actually dealing with depression. š
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One of the most accurate portrayals of depression Iāve seen on tv
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This scene made me love euphoria when I was first watching it. It showed the real side of what depression looks like, especially in teenagers. Depression just makes you feel numb like as if u can't move or do anything. You just lay there thinking and thinking and just bad thoughts come to you, really bad thoughts. Also with hygiene. It's hard to just take a shower and brush ur teeth. I've been thru that. People just call people with depression gross and disgusting but they don't know how it really is. Sometimes we don't feel like we want to live anymore.
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this is exactly how it feels
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The worst part they could never show is the addiction to depression. Years of untreated and unnoticed suffering has ruined me so much more than I could have ever anticipated. Things are better now than they were even a year ago yet I canāt help but feel a desire in the deepest regions of my soul to continue ruining myself and stay depressed because itās all Iāve ever known
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The part about it collapsing time and your days blend in together... so true.
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My ex said that she sorry for not realising what depression really is when she watched this show. It was kinda late, we've been broken up for almost a year when show started.
But it still feels very good to know that she finally saw it, even if I couldn't describe it to her myself.
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This scene perfectly describes the crash from hypomania to depression. One moment you are on top of the world, have all of this energy, and you are up super early in the morning or got no sleep at all. Then, the next second you are in the worst depression.
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Was diagnosed with BPD recently and watching this made me breakdown when I first saw it. The authenticity behind this scene was unreal. Sometimes I'm doing really good and then the next moment I'm also falling down. I'm also recovering from addiction myself and it hasn't been easy. Sometimes I just pause and start crying too
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I donāt know how unpopular this request is, but, as for season two, I hope the writers will explore Rueās obsessive-compulsive disorder more. So far, the only sign I have noticed is the counting, but maybe she has showed more traits of it during the show. Also, why does she feel the need to count? Why did she cry when her mother interrupted her counting when she was a child? Does she suffer from intrusive thoughts as well? I mean, counting, in her case - and in some scenes, seems to be a compulsion; what thought(s) trigger(s) that in her? It is just an aspect of her than I want to see being more displayed on the show since it has not been very well represented in films or tv shows in general yet.
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I was depressed while watching this episode. For some reason, watching it made my downtimes feel valid, not a āwaste of timeā, recognized..
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To all those who have the same thing as me, Iām here. I was diagnosed with it at 9, and ever since then I felt like I couldnāt be truly happy. Like it frustrates my family, mostly my parents because I keep saying to them ā I donāt know what love is ! ā. The more I keep saying Iām unhappy, they get furious and try their best. Sometimes I feel like Iām a burden on everyone around me. Iām working through it, and itās hard but Iām fighting it !! šš„ŗšš¾
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Every day does feel the same. Itās like.. it never gets better, unless you actually try. When you try, itās almost as if, your scared because you are scared that nothing will ever change. Everything that used to make you happy, just feels like nothing. I can relate to Rue ā¤
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She is the most relatable person ever
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I cried watching this scene. It's so accurate its scary
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thank you for this show. I cant explain to you how much I relate to rue . Its painful ,
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I like how they can to make it look glamorous because some kids will watch this and glorify it but they also show you like the part that arenāt we glamorous that make you feel uncomfortable ,so that you understand that lifestyle isnāt for you
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Accurate
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@haileysopher7597
2 years ago
This scene made me cry so hard the first time I watched it. I was at an all time low, and had absolutely no will to live anymore. This scene made me realize I wasnāt alone. Other people had to feel the same way, otherwise it wouldnāt have been written so exact.
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