@yaboicaden200

2 years ago

This song makes me really think of the last date I went on with a girl. A few hours into it we stopped somewhere and got ice cream and stayed in the parking lot for I think almost three frickin hours but it only seemed like five minutes because it was so nice to just sit there and enjoy her company and share our tastes in music with each other. When I was about to play this song I told her wait until you hear this it's got a super unique sort of vibe and after we listened to it for a while she just gave me this look like she was just super into the same kind of music I'm into like she was just amazed that I'm into this kinda stuff, it was super subtle but I loved it and it made me feel so good. That was the first time in years I had a good time with a girl and none of it really went bad that day, we were able to talk so well from the very beginning and nothing was really awkward at all it went so smooth like we had already been dating for months. But sadly something switched in my head a few days after that date and even tho the date went super ideally I just lost interest in her for some reason and only because of that we started talking less frequently and she eventually got tired of my indecisiveness and now doesn't talk to me, the date was sometime last summer and I really miss it. Now whenever I listen to this it really puts me back in that moment where I played it for her and we had a nice moment, I so wish we could do it again. Now I live with regret over it and haven't talked to any girls since, still single going on six years. I don't know what's wrong with me.

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