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Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: May 5, 2022 ^^
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I went through a terrible and depressing rejection. I couldn't feel emotions anymore, I had liked her forever, and I finally built up the courage, and I got publicly rejected. I wanted to tell her how she made me feel, but I couldn't, I was to depressed at home to think about moving on. Then I sent her this song. A week later she hugged me and told me she didn't know I felt that way. I couldn't believe it; I cried right there. She said that she wanted to date me because she hated boys who always acted tough, she wanted a boy who could cry, and who would need a shoulder to cry on. Now we are together, and she makes me the happiest person on earth. Boywithuke changed my life forever. Thank you, just, thank you.
Update: I asked her to marry me today, and she said yes.
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Song full lyrics ❤️ .....
Stood together outside, I don't even know what
Was going through my mind, now I think it was love
I never knew I could find someone who I thought was dumb
But made my heart go, "Ba-da-dum, ba-da-dum"
And I was so scared for my life
But I said that I would rather try
And I'm pretty sure I'm out of time
Ha, ha, ha
And I throw my meds straight into the mud
'Cause it doesn't seem to help me when I'm falling in love
And my stomach hurts, but I don't mention the blood
I think I might need a doctor for the mess that I've become
Oh, I found it hard to breathe
It's getting dark out, don't you think?
Tell me, or is it just me?
Then she took my coat 'cause it was cold
And we took pictures with her phone
She left her Polaroid at home
I texted all my friends, I wrote
That I was falling for this girl
Her eyes were glowing, hazel pearls
I told her that she was my world
And she said, yeah, she said no
Yeah, she said no
Yeah, she said no
Yeah, she said no
Yeah, she said...
You probably don't give a - who I am
I don't blame you, I hate me too, but I can't
Do a lot to change it or the thoughts in my head
I am faceless, I'm nameless, I'm better off dead
That's too far, I'm so sorry, please excuse my mess
I'm so stupid, so worthless, I won't do it again
That I promise you, I'm just a boy with a pen
And a ukulele, is it not evident?
That I'm broken, I'm frozen, I'm stuck in my bed
I was hoping you'd open me up, but instead
My emotions took over my mind and I said
That I hate you, I hate that I wish you were dead
Then she took my coat 'cause it was cold
And we took pictures with her phone
She left her Polaroid at home
I texted all my friends, I wrote
That I was falling for this girl
Her eyes were glowing, hazel pearls
I told her that she was my world
And she said, yeah, she said...
Yeah, she said no
Yeah, she said no
Yeah, she said no
Yeah, she said no
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ Enjoy..
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I’ve been rejected twice and this song honestly captures it perfectly
1. The horrible awkwardness at the beginning as you’re trying to hype yourself into it “it’s getting dark out, don’t you think?”
2. The building anxiety/anticipation right before you say (I hear it in the chorus, it’s amazing)
3. The sudden sinking feeling when they say no but at the same time the bittersweet feeling of closure after the rejection (in the chorus as well)
4. And then the second verse “that’s too far, I’m so sorry, please excuse my mess. I’m so stupid, so worthless, I won’t do it again” the feelings of guilt and the feeling of inadequacy
5. “I hate you I hate that I wish you were dead” pretty much speaks for itself, but after being rejected by someone you liked seeing them hurts so much and a lot of times you grow to hate them for it, and you hate yourself for hating them too
Absolutely amazing.
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I know not everyone’s experience is the same, but I understand the kind of mindset that puts you in. It’s hard to get out of the depression, but this album really helped. You really are talented and I hope to be as successful as you. Your songs say all the things that I find hard to say. Keep doing what you do!
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@Wolfsta
8 months ago
How does that sound sad and happy and the same time?? U are the only person I've heard able to do this.
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