@xKevmachinex

1 year ago

I have been stuck at the "wall" for around 8 years now, its been that long since I had a true lucid dream. The wall is what many lucid dreamers run into after awhile, its some form of mental block that keeps us from lucid dreaming. Its very fustrating and that fustration only makes it harder and harder to ever lucid dream again. I keep trying to lucid dream, and there are times I come close or breifly lucid. I believe for me its Fear, for what ever reason, as I love lucid dreaming and do not see why fear would keep me from it but that is my assumption or perhaps I expect to lucid dream to strongly which also may be creating this wall. I almost feel like this wall knows it exists and is toying with me in a sense. it plays the same dream now probably 8 times to me just in the last 2 years, its me in a semi lucid state, I am aware I am dreaming to an extent but I cannot control the dream. its me in a room and its night time and no lights are on in the house, its very dark I can see furniture and stuff but its hard to see, and I use will power to turn on the lights, something that I could easily do while lucid dreaming, however no lights will turn on, then I attempt to make it day time, again something that prior the wall, I could do on command, but it remains night. Its as if this wall is mocking me.

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